Sunday, July 04, 2010

楊丞琳 - 匿名的好友


Monday, June 07, 2010

i always thought that mankind is the worse and most evil creature walking on earth
seeing all the things that man does to harm the beautiful earth.
it's really a disgrace to be man and im so shameful of it.

Photos of the aftermaths of the Deepwater Horizon spill (from msn news):

a poor little fish covered in oil, dead:


not that bad yet? read on.

"People walk near the dark brown stain of beached oil in Gulf Shores, Ala., Saturday, June 5, 2010. Oil from the Deepwater Horizon disaster has started washing ashore on the Alabama and Florida coast beaches." (msn news):


still seems alright? how bout this, evil humans.

hermit crabs covered in oil, dead:



pelicans covered in oil, struggling, SUFFOCATING, POISONED, DYING.



why is the majority of mankind still doing things to harm the earth?
i really can't wait for the end of the world (2012 hopefully) when man will be PUNISHED FOR ALL HIS UNDOINGS.
the sorrow is, every other beautiful creature has to be punished too because of man's mistakes.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

stolen from dear qinqin's blog~

"East coast with yew today! Filled with laughter and just laughter! Hahaha like how we tried to imitate expressions of supermodels but fail until cannot fail so we agreed that we still look best with our usual smile :D haha talked about our first encounter with each other and how both of us would react when the teacher called chengleng/qinling and how I would sing glamorous and fit yew's name into the song HAHAHA! it's damn funny how yew first met me; it was the first day of orientation and I sat down with the wrong group and I forgot whether she told me erm I think you're in the wrong group or whether I asked her where my group was but her first reaction was just wa seh this girl has piercings all over her face sia. Then when she realized we were in the same class she thought shit this fierce looking girl is same class as me! Hahaha and we would always remember how she gushed at my iPod and I just told her coldly it's mine haha that was my first enounter with her! Hahaha still remember super malu because in the beginning the teacher will distribute our papers and say chengleng has the highest score and I would always celebrate in vain hahaha! I even told her can she change her name which she retorted saying that's her name in a defensive way lol! And and and the one and only time she got mad at me because I kept trying to poke her with my pen HAHAHAHAHA!! Oh look how far we've come!

We had shaved ice while waiting for elvin and saw ms huda! Don't even remember her name if it wasn't for yewyew. -_- then we had dinner at the hongkong restaurant. And because she recommended it so strongly I definitely believe her because she knows hongkong stuff the best! Hahaha I'll always remember how she'll scold me when I eat the 'lousy fake Xin Wang'. The Charles 'stitch' Wong was performing today and elvin even went on stage to jam with him so gutsy! He also sat down and chatted and ate with us so funny haha.

Then nice yewyew accompanied me to the waterbreaker because I rarely go to east coast and I really wanted to stargaze. Hahaha abit dark ah made me giddy lol. Love yew!!! Good luck for your interview tomorrow yew! I can sleep with a smile tonight. :D"

haha this was ytd la=)
but then i reali havent had a good laugh for so long man
it's been so long since i felt so happy genuinely and laugh until my stomach hurts
<3 qinqin
and it's so awesome to be able to have both my best fren and elvin dardar with me
the whole day was jux so magical n me n qinqin were saying we missed the days when we go to the same school and attended classes together.
haha and ward a familiar feeling when we bumped into ms huda cux i rmbr last time me n qin always nvr pay attention during GP HAHA!
stupid qin still asked secretly after ms huda left "eh ward she teach us ar?i forget leh"
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haha reali bad memory eh u! always only rmbr the "jigjigjig"
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haha but i reali havent had such a good time in a long time with my fren/s
miss you qin!

Sunday, May 02, 2010

been so long since i blogged.
exams are almost over. last paper next tuesday.
gotten reali emotic recently.
always thinking about life.
i reali duno ward to do about it.
life's such a struggle,
put in alot of pain n tried really hard
but dun seem to be getting much happier.

stay strong. many told me.
but no one knows the inner struggle cux i told no one.
well i wanna tell someone, but everyone's always too busy to listen.
and even if someone is willing to,
i duno hw to start and is not confident of what i should say n how pple would feel after listening.
i guess im paranoid after the past incident.
i dun wan pple to judge me.
so i rather not say.

haha eunice is emoing again. typical.

tat night my mummy fanned me to sleep.
and then the both of us got emotional.
cux when i was young, she used to fan me to sleep every night.
in a blink of eye i've grown so much.
and then i started feeling so sad
that im always such a failure in life, i feel i let her down.
sorry mummy, u gave ur whole to me in nurturing me
and i've let u down.

what am i supposed to do,
why isit tat after trying so hard so many times,
i still couldnt achieve happiness?

Sunday, February 21, 2010

time to revamp my blog. bit by bit.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

she told me,
"i can see ward's in ur heart. i know how u're feeling all these while."

im sorry.
i should go to bed. and escape from all these for a little while.
at least, seek a little comfort in sleep. i hope.



memory erasure, anyone?

Friday, October 23, 2009

SELF DISCIPLINE.
now it's the time to stop procrastinating and start mugging SERIOUSLY again eunice.
one more month to finals...