midyr's FINALLY over.
gosh tis is reali difficult..
feeling very very xin ku
and couldnt study well.
i know A'level's gonna be worse.
hais.
i really canort take tis
exams REALLY suck.
im so tired of everything.
i wan to throw away my everything.
i dun wan anything anymore.
i dun think i can handle anything.
im so tired.
can someone give me a break?
alright..
tok about something happy..
after the last shitty history paper ytd
me n ting they all went marina square
went seoul garden makan..
then shop wid qin for her gf's present..
then qin wanted to buy ring for doreen de
burt marina there dun have nice de.
so sweet.
it reminds me of tat time sihui tat ring..
the black one from couple lab
it's so nice..can turn de.
somemore it's BLACK!
hahas.
then i went cut hair lo
my fringe damn long very irritating.
pity fyn wasnt in..she off
sian i like her hairstyling skills.
next time book appointment wid her barhs.
after trimming my hair
wenwen went creative fix her mp3
den we all very tired
in the end we went sitting at "world of sports" (is it?)
hahas..
sit until almost wan fall asleep.
then after retrieving wenwen's mp3 we went home ler.
damn tired cux didnt sleep much the night before.
zZz..
hms..
recently
i begin to have some new thinkings
burt im feeling guilty about it.
am i very selfish n bad?
i think i am.
i keep thinking : "how can i do this?! it's so bad of me"
then i told qinling..
and i asked her "am i very bad?am i very heartless to have such thinkings?"
she told me..
"no..i think it's jux normal.maybe girls are lidat de la.always think too much."
really?is tat so?is it jux normal?
i duno la.
i really duno ward to do.
i think..i've changed.
ya. i did.
and it's nort good?
hais.
who can tell me the answer?
burt i dun dare to do anything lo.
cux im afraid of the ending.
the consequences might be dire.
i think i'd jux pray hard n die la.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
yeah im back.
i know i should be studying hahas.
burt im reali dying la!!!
was on the phone wid zaizai jux now
damn funny lols
siao one la she.
burt it reali did brighten my day.
so long nvr tok to her ler sobs.
i miss my frens.
=((
toking to desmond on msn now..
glad to know tat he's doin fine
seems like he's very happy in temasek poly
he's drooling over the babes lols.
earlier on..
i talked to fan too..
he's back in hongkong now for the hols
burt he's still mugging there lols..
he's still the same i guess.
still such a nice and gentle guy.
it's been a long time.
i wonder how he's doin?
talking to him
all the memories flooded back..
(huimin if u're reading tis, pls dun anyhow say. dun cry too haha.)
i sdnly recalled the times we had together
we were so young then.
hahas..
the primary school days..
sigh.
i miss huimin oso.
rmbr how we used to make fun of fan?
hahas!
it was so carefree then.
nort like now..
hais.
as pple grow up..
we tend to close our hearts.
cux we've been hurt too many times
we close our hearts to avoid being hurt again.
it's scary.
the innocence's gone
ward's left is selfishness..lies..and heartaches.
im suddenly reminded of winston.
(cux he jux gort online)
hahas.
i cant believe he'd changed SO much.
from tat blurblur innocent boy to lidat.
i wouldnt say he's bad now.
burt duno leh..
i dun like the present him.
he used to be true and sweet.
burt hais.
yeah i know pple change.
it's cruel.
even fan will change.
yeah. i know.
he did changed.
burt..he didnt change much?
or maybe only bcux i duno la.
burt talking to him..
he's still him leh.
after so many years
how can he still be so nice??!!
i think if it's other pple
they'd ignore me already.
after all the things i've done.
i've been so extreme towards him.
it's inconceivable how he can still talk to me so nicely and gently.
is he human? lols.
burt.. im so thankful he still regards me as a fren.
he'll always..ALWAYS be my good fren.
right?
=))
after we all grow up..
minmin.. do u still rmbr?
me.. minmin.. fan.. wileen.. susanna.. liwen.. waikwong.. chinwee..
no matter how old i'd be..
i'll still rmbr the days.
the happy times we had together.
=))
i know i should be studying hahas.
burt im reali dying la!!!
was on the phone wid zaizai jux now
damn funny lols
siao one la she.
burt it reali did brighten my day.
so long nvr tok to her ler sobs.
i miss my frens.
=((
toking to desmond on msn now..
glad to know tat he's doin fine
seems like he's very happy in temasek poly
he's drooling over the babes lols.
earlier on..
i talked to fan too..
he's back in hongkong now for the hols
burt he's still mugging there lols..
he's still the same i guess.
still such a nice and gentle guy.
it's been a long time.
i wonder how he's doin?
talking to him
all the memories flooded back..
(huimin if u're reading tis, pls dun anyhow say. dun cry too haha.)
i sdnly recalled the times we had together
we were so young then.
hahas..
the primary school days..
sigh.
i miss huimin oso.
rmbr how we used to make fun of fan?
hahas!
it was so carefree then.
nort like now..
hais.
as pple grow up..
we tend to close our hearts.
cux we've been hurt too many times
we close our hearts to avoid being hurt again.
it's scary.
the innocence's gone
ward's left is selfishness..lies..and heartaches.
im suddenly reminded of winston.
(cux he jux gort online)
hahas.
i cant believe he'd changed SO much.
from tat blurblur innocent boy to lidat.
i wouldnt say he's bad now.
burt duno leh..
i dun like the present him.
he used to be true and sweet.
burt hais.
yeah i know pple change.
it's cruel.
even fan will change.
yeah. i know.
he did changed.
burt..he didnt change much?
or maybe only bcux i duno la.
burt talking to him..
he's still him leh.
after so many years
how can he still be so nice??!!
i think if it's other pple
they'd ignore me already.
after all the things i've done.
i've been so extreme towards him.
it's inconceivable how he can still talk to me so nicely and gently.
is he human? lols.
burt.. im so thankful he still regards me as a fren.
he'll always..ALWAYS be my good fren.
right?
=))
after we all grow up..
minmin.. do u still rmbr?
me.. minmin.. fan.. wileen.. susanna.. liwen.. waikwong.. chinwee..
no matter how old i'd be..
i'll still rmbr the days.
the happy times we had together.
=))
~stolen from qinqin's blog..~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ok i changed the words..i changed the "her" to "him"
tis was a post by qinqin a year ago..
tat's long (o.O)
burt jux came across it and felt tat it's so sweet.
ok gtg back mugging.
later~~
=))
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i would give my tomorrows for one yesterday. i know you will too. everyday when time doesn't permit us to stay any longer i leave with only half a soul. because i left the other half with you. it's undescibable.
heart attack kills someone instantly. but a broken heart slowly eats you up.
yes. for once indeed i thank god. not because he brought us together. but because he wrote in my fate, 'you will spend the most memorable times with him and thank me even if i gave you just one day to live.'
and yes, we will be friends. i'll be there. promise.
yea we're still standing strong don't worry.
just wanted to say you're the best thing that ever happened to me.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ok i changed the words..i changed the "her" to "him"
tis was a post by qinqin a year ago..
tat's long (o.O)
burt jux came across it and felt tat it's so sweet.
ok gtg back mugging.
later~~
=))
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
went for camp on fri, 8th june
it was nort bad la
althou nort extremely exciting like the vball girls de
hahas..
bombed fonsus
and he n mingxiang sneaked attack on me
and i was drenched.
(-____-)||
idiot.
me n zarifah bought quite alot of food
and gobbled them up
hahas..
and we went star gazing at the soccer field
then timothy was playing the guitar
with illis and seewan singing..
mingxiang and his darling + xiangqi were sitting on the floor chatting
then me zarifah fonsus n ondreas were lying on the bench
half dozing lols
(we carried the bench there)
and it was damn nice..
=))
after tat tim n seewan went back guitar room slack
den fonsus started playing the guitar
"far away"!!!
and i started singing hahas
(stupid zarifah on the phone wid huda)
den me n david chat for a long...long...time
using canto lols
den fonsus keep disturbing us wid his guitar cux he dun understan a word
(-______-)
den me n david were singing
and heard somebody shouted
"falling star!!!"
(T~T)
me n dave was too busy singing so didnt see
sobsobs..
illis was dozing off, zarifah on the phone
so they didnt see oso
burt it was so sweet la^^
den fonsus n dave carried the bench back
and i rode on it
ahhahahas!
so nice
rocky rocky~~
burt when junsheng came over and wanted to sit on it
i jumped off immediately
fonsus n dave let go immediately oso
heng if nort everyone wld collapse.
LOLS!
den we went to IT room
and they watched "pirates of the carribean"
i watch before so i went out wid illis zarifah n dave to play poker
damn sian
didnt stay up cux dave didnt wake me n illis up
in the end we slept thru while they hang arnd
the classroom tables were damn uncomfortable
den zarifah (who slept beside me)
came nearer n nearer to me while she slept
cux it was cold
(-______-)
i was so scared i'd hit her when i turned la!
damn uncomfortable!
=(
it was nort bad la
althou nort extremely exciting like the vball girls de
hahas..
bombed fonsus
and he n mingxiang sneaked attack on me
and i was drenched.
(-____-)||
idiot.
me n zarifah bought quite alot of food
and gobbled them up
hahas..
and we went star gazing at the soccer field
then timothy was playing the guitar
with illis and seewan singing..
mingxiang and his darling + xiangqi were sitting on the floor chatting
then me zarifah fonsus n ondreas were lying on the bench
half dozing lols
(we carried the bench there)
and it was damn nice..
=))
after tat tim n seewan went back guitar room slack
den fonsus started playing the guitar
"far away"!!!
and i started singing hahas
(stupid zarifah on the phone wid huda)
den me n david chat for a long...long...time
using canto lols
den fonsus keep disturbing us wid his guitar cux he dun understan a word
(-______-)
den me n david were singing
and heard somebody shouted
"falling star!!!"
(T~T)
me n dave was too busy singing so didnt see
sobsobs..
illis was dozing off, zarifah on the phone
so they didnt see oso
burt it was so sweet la^^
den fonsus n dave carried the bench back
and i rode on it
ahhahahas!
so nice
rocky rocky~~
burt when junsheng came over and wanted to sit on it
i jumped off immediately
fonsus n dave let go immediately oso
heng if nort everyone wld collapse.
LOLS!
den we went to IT room
and they watched "pirates of the carribean"
i watch before so i went out wid illis zarifah n dave to play poker
damn sian
didnt stay up cux dave didnt wake me n illis up
in the end we slept thru while they hang arnd
the classroom tables were damn uncomfortable
den zarifah (who slept beside me)
came nearer n nearer to me while she slept
cux it was cold
(-______-)
i was so scared i'd hit her when i turned la!
damn uncomfortable!
=(
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
comp spoil cant update=(
finally get a chance to update now..
so well..
it's the start of holidays!=))
first day of holidays..
-monday 28th May 2007-
went out wid my sisters..
went vivo
ms tan hui ting
heard me wrongly
and made everyone meet at 10.30am instead of 11.30am
(-____-)||
so we all woke up damn early
and ms tan n ms yeo were LATE
in the end me n zaizai went walking arnd first.
...*bish!*
den shushu saw edwin tan
(-____-)||
after huiting n jiajia reached
we all went to buy tickets for pirates of the carribean
den after we makan
we went walking arnd the mall
we went giant and bought food hahas
den went to sit at the merry-go-round outside
hahas!
huiting zaizai n me were on it
den pple were looking
burt it was damn funny lols..
who cares bout other pple looking as long as we enjoyed ourselves?
(^.<) after tat we went daiso and arcade and we played for some time den it was time for the movie it was great! johnny depp's sexy! hahas..bleahs~~ orlando's nort bad too when he "died" me n jiajia was damn sad la luckily he was revived=) burt i think jiajia was more sad when CHOW YUN FAT died. LOLS!!! seriously i think she did. cux when i said to zaizai n shushu "when he(orlando) died i was so shocked n sad la!" jiajia: "ya lo ya lo!" me: "cux he's shuai rite..lols" jiajia: "ok la chow yun fat nort bad." me: "!!!wth i toking bout orlando bloom lars!!" HAHAHAS!!!! it's okie. cux we ALWAYS knew jiajia liked old men plus she's a stalker. ahahahahahas.. den after the movie we went arcade again lols..wasted alort of money burt it was fun la hahas. we had a great time playing the "counter" game ok watever cux i duno ward's the name of tat game hahas. burt i kena hit duno how many times by miss tan. (-_____-) ah dui. den their "controller"(or watever tat's called) can fly out somemore (-_____-)|| damn funny laugh until i get cramps it was nice lols..let's go play again someday=) second day of holidays
-tuesday 29th May 2007-
went bugis today
and bought a pair of Kappa shoes!
it's black!
hahas and i loved it.
den today supposed to have lessons in the morning
idiot teacher made us wake up early
(i woke up at 5.30am)
and then she pangseh us!
wth..
burt nah
so there's no lesson and we went mac
and i spilled my cappuccino.
it was all over the place.
(T~T)
sadded!!!
third day of holidays
-30th May 2007-
SIGH!
gotta go back to school today for econs n history
damn sian.
as usual woke up at 5.30am
and now im dozing off in front of the comp.
well i jux did doze off.
sian!
burt after the lessons went compass point makan wid my sisters
we couldnt make up our mind on ward to eat
so retarded lor.
so we ended up drawing lots.
and so we ended up in BK.
(-____-)||
and huiting reali noe how to choose seat.
she actuali chose the EXACT seat we used to sat.
lols?
(-____-)||
burt we changed seat after tat la
and after eating the herseys choco sundae pie
i felt happy hahas.
den we talked for a long time
about almost everything we could think of.
it was nice talking to my sisters like tat.
and it was great to laugh our heads off together like tat.
it was the best of times.=)
finally get a chance to update now..
so well..
it's the start of holidays!=))
first day of holidays..
-monday 28th May 2007-
went out wid my sisters..
went vivo
ms tan hui ting
heard me wrongly
and made everyone meet at 10.30am instead of 11.30am
(-____-)||
so we all woke up damn early
and ms tan n ms yeo were LATE
in the end me n zaizai went walking arnd first.
...*bish!*
den shushu saw edwin tan
(-____-)||
after huiting n jiajia reached
we all went to buy tickets for pirates of the carribean
den after we makan
we went walking arnd the mall
we went giant and bought food hahas
den went to sit at the merry-go-round outside
hahas!
huiting zaizai n me were on it
den pple were looking
burt it was damn funny lols..
who cares bout other pple looking as long as we enjoyed ourselves?
(^.<) after tat we went daiso and arcade and we played for some time den it was time for the movie it was great! johnny depp's sexy! hahas..bleahs~~ orlando's nort bad too when he "died" me n jiajia was damn sad la luckily he was revived=) burt i think jiajia was more sad when CHOW YUN FAT died. LOLS!!! seriously i think she did. cux when i said to zaizai n shushu "when he(orlando) died i was so shocked n sad la!" jiajia: "ya lo ya lo!" me: "cux he's shuai rite..lols" jiajia: "ok la chow yun fat nort bad." me: "!!!wth i toking bout orlando bloom lars!!" HAHAHAS!!!! it's okie. cux we ALWAYS knew jiajia liked old men plus she's a stalker. ahahahahahas.. den after the movie we went arcade again lols..wasted alort of money burt it was fun la hahas. we had a great time playing the "counter" game ok watever cux i duno ward's the name of tat game hahas. burt i kena hit duno how many times by miss tan. (-_____-) ah dui. den their "controller"(or watever tat's called) can fly out somemore (-_____-)|| damn funny laugh until i get cramps it was nice lols..let's go play again someday=) second day of holidays
-tuesday 29th May 2007-
went bugis today
and bought a pair of Kappa shoes!
it's black!
hahas and i loved it.
den today supposed to have lessons in the morning
idiot teacher made us wake up early
(i woke up at 5.30am)
and then she pangseh us!
wth..
burt nah
so there's no lesson and we went mac
and i spilled my cappuccino.
it was all over the place.
(T~T)
sadded!!!
third day of holidays
-30th May 2007-
SIGH!
gotta go back to school today for econs n history
damn sian.
as usual woke up at 5.30am
and now im dozing off in front of the comp.
well i jux did doze off.
sian!
burt after the lessons went compass point makan wid my sisters
we couldnt make up our mind on ward to eat
so retarded lor.
so we ended up drawing lots.
and so we ended up in BK.
(-____-)||
and huiting reali noe how to choose seat.
she actuali chose the EXACT seat we used to sat.
lols?
(-____-)||
burt we changed seat after tat la
and after eating the herseys choco sundae pie
i felt happy hahas.
den we talked for a long time
about almost everything we could think of.
it was nice talking to my sisters like tat.
and it was great to laugh our heads off together like tat.
it was the best of times.=)
Thursday, May 17, 2007
=))
today went kovan pizza hut wid my sisters
the chinese girls anna janet n zarifah
den ate gelato!
felt so happy hahahas..
den we went to play pool
and gort tis two SUPER CUTE didi
omg so cute lor they
one 11yrs old one 9yrs old
and they looked like twins!
hahas..
they dark dark de abit like malay
burt they are chinese la
and so young already ah beng ah beng lidat.
lols!
so cute k
den dun see they two so young k
they quite pro in pool la!
den me anna n qinling played
den super paiseh k
cux we very lousy
esp me lols..
the two didi are brothers
den the older one coached me
and the younger one helped anna
(the elder brother decide one. hahas)
den very funny
i said
"u two keep staring at me play i will stressed leh"
den the both of them hide under the table!
LOLS!!
so super cute!!!
den the older brother was telling me where to hit
the younger one like gave abit comments
den the older brother like very irritated lidat ask him quiet.
hahas!
still very confident say
"i NEVER fail before."
lols..
pro sia..
den make us these "da jie jie" so paiseh
cux we very lao pok.
hahas..
den go back sch tat time
rain super heavily
we all 8 pple share 2 umbrellas.
(-______-)||
needless to say we were drenched
esp me n jiajia
cux we sheltered the rest
den anna still so evil go flick water on jiajia.
hahas..
bleahs~~
zarifah zarifah!!!!!
can you feel the heat?
you know ward i mean!
HAHAHAHAHAS!!!!
today went kovan pizza hut wid my sisters
the chinese girls anna janet n zarifah
den ate gelato!
felt so happy hahahas..
den we went to play pool
and gort tis two SUPER CUTE didi
omg so cute lor they
one 11yrs old one 9yrs old
and they looked like twins!
hahas..
they dark dark de abit like malay
burt they are chinese la
and so young already ah beng ah beng lidat.
lols!
so cute k
den dun see they two so young k
they quite pro in pool la!
den me anna n qinling played
den super paiseh k
cux we very lousy
esp me lols..
the two didi are brothers
den the older one coached me
and the younger one helped anna
(the elder brother decide one. hahas)
den very funny
i said
"u two keep staring at me play i will stressed leh"
den the both of them hide under the table!
LOLS!!
so super cute!!!
den the older brother was telling me where to hit
the younger one like gave abit comments
den the older brother like very irritated lidat ask him quiet.
hahas!
still very confident say
"i NEVER fail before."
lols..
pro sia..
den make us these "da jie jie" so paiseh
cux we very lao pok.
hahas..
den go back sch tat time
rain super heavily
we all 8 pple share 2 umbrellas.
(-______-)||
needless to say we were drenched
esp me n jiajia
cux we sheltered the rest
den anna still so evil go flick water on jiajia.
hahas..
bleahs~~
zarifah zarifah!!!!!
can you feel the heat?
you know ward i mean!
HAHAHAHAHAS!!!!
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
"When You're Gone" -Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
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-*`` stolen from siokwen's blog ( again. hahas.) ``x-
I know it will never be.
by Elena
I spill my heart out to u,
More and more each day,
But still I know the truth,
I will never have my way.
I care about u more,
And I want it to be less,
The only thing I can do,
Is hope for the best.
I know that its never going to happen,
I know well never be,
But I can hope cant I?
And I cant help but dream.
Its just that these things,
They hurt so much,
But yet I cant cry for u,
Out of everything I do.
Don't u understand,
Yea I know u do,
Cause u feel the same way for her,
As I do for you.
I scream and yell,
But that wont help,
Trust me I tried before,
And I just ended up torn.
But yet I only wish,
That you would hold me in your arm,
Make me feel safe,
Let me think that I would never be harmed.
But I know this will never be,
It would never work,
Since you don't feel the same way for me,
Oh yea and in the past u were a jerk.
Why do I still like you?
I asked my self a million times,
But all I ever came up with,
Was all these stupid rhymes.
I'm trying so hard to let you go,
And let the friendship remain,
But still the truth is yelling out,
I can never just feel one way.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
-*`` stolen from siokwen's blog ( again. hahas.) ``x-
I know it will never be.
by Elena
I spill my heart out to u,
More and more each day,
But still I know the truth,
I will never have my way.
I care about u more,
And I want it to be less,
The only thing I can do,
Is hope for the best.
I know that its never going to happen,
I know well never be,
But I can hope cant I?
And I cant help but dream.
Its just that these things,
They hurt so much,
But yet I cant cry for u,
Out of everything I do.
Don't u understand,
Yea I know u do,
Cause u feel the same way for her,
As I do for you.
I scream and yell,
But that wont help,
Trust me I tried before,
And I just ended up torn.
But yet I only wish,
That you would hold me in your arm,
Make me feel safe,
Let me think that I would never be harmed.
But I know this will never be,
It would never work,
Since you don't feel the same way for me,
Oh yea and in the past u were a jerk.
Why do I still like you?
I asked my self a million times,
But all I ever came up with,
Was all these stupid rhymes.
I'm trying so hard to let you go,
And let the friendship remain,
But still the truth is yelling out,
I can never just feel one way.
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Monday, May 14, 2007
i came across tis song..
quite nice..
and the lyrics are sweet..
here's part of the lyrics tat i like..
though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do
how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground
my baby
you are the reason i could fly
quite nice..
and the lyrics are sweet..
here's part of the lyrics tat i like..
though these words i say are true
they still fail to capture you
as mere words can only do
how do i explain that smile
and how it turns my world around
keeping my feet on the ground
my baby
you are the reason i could fly
Friday, May 11, 2007
-*`` stolen from wenwen's blog.. ``*-
I came across many different quotes when I was surfing a net and I took awhile to read all of them...
These are some which I think are quite true and really meaningful...
-it's easy to fall completely for someone.. it's easy to believe all those lies.. it's easy to lose urself to someone u hardly know.. but why isnt it easy to forget someone u love, who found it easy to let u go...
-true love never dies for it is lust that fades away.. love binds for a lifetime but lust just pushes away..
-The magic in love, we follow the rule.."love one another" & if it doesnt workout.. just swap the last 2 words.."love another one"
-think & take time to listen to ur heart, sometimes u need nort ask urself who u love more but ask who really makes u happy & who makes u feel loved
-wake me up when ur heart needs company, take my heart when u feel alone.. turn to me when u need someone to lean on, cux 'til time runs out, i will always stay around..
-i may run out of message to text u, i may run out of good jokes to say, i may run out of battery or even a peso but my heart wont run out of space for someone like u..
-the only way to know tat someone truly loves u is when u turned him down u see him rise from the fall, walk up to u & say " i love u more now than i ever did before"
-It's hard to live alone, its hard to choose someone to love, but the hardest part of falling is to admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn't mean to love from the start...
-Do you know that the worst day that I miss you is not when you were far away.. it's when you're just right beside me yet I know I can never have you cux i'm simply watching you fall for someone else..
-Sometimes you think you'e gotten over a person but when you see him smile, you suddenly realized you're just pretending you got over him to ease the pain of knowing he'll never be yours.
-You know you love someone when you can only have 1 wish, and that wish wouldn't be for that person to love you..because you wouldn't want that person's love came from a wish but from his heart
Quite true arh ? Haha.
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did some amendments to the typos and the short forms
sorry wenwen for stealing.
hahas..
burt it's reali true and sweet.
^^
I came across many different quotes when I was surfing a net and I took awhile to read all of them...
These are some which I think are quite true and really meaningful...
-it's easy to fall completely for someone.. it's easy to believe all those lies.. it's easy to lose urself to someone u hardly know.. but why isnt it easy to forget someone u love, who found it easy to let u go...
-true love never dies for it is lust that fades away.. love binds for a lifetime but lust just pushes away..
-The magic in love, we follow the rule.."love one another" & if it doesnt workout.. just swap the last 2 words.."love another one"
-think & take time to listen to ur heart, sometimes u need nort ask urself who u love more but ask who really makes u happy & who makes u feel loved
-wake me up when ur heart needs company, take my heart when u feel alone.. turn to me when u need someone to lean on, cux 'til time runs out, i will always stay around..
-i may run out of message to text u, i may run out of good jokes to say, i may run out of battery or even a peso but my heart wont run out of space for someone like u..
-the only way to know tat someone truly loves u is when u turned him down u see him rise from the fall, walk up to u & say " i love u more now than i ever did before"
-It's hard to live alone, its hard to choose someone to love, but the hardest part of falling is to admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn't mean to love from the start...
-Do you know that the worst day that I miss you is not when you were far away.. it's when you're just right beside me yet I know I can never have you cux i'm simply watching you fall for someone else..
-Sometimes you think you'e gotten over a person but when you see him smile, you suddenly realized you're just pretending you got over him to ease the pain of knowing he'll never be yours.
-You know you love someone when you can only have 1 wish, and that wish wouldn't be for that person to love you..because you wouldn't want that person's love came from a wish but from his heart
Quite true arh ? Haha.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
did some amendments to the typos and the short forms
sorry wenwen for stealing.
hahas..
burt it's reali true and sweet.
^^
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Sunday, May 06, 2007
-*`` feeling very complicated n complex today.. ``*-
i actuali felt happy.
plus abit of sadness.
why ar?
(o.O)||
tat mr eurasian i ignore him totally already
he knows my name school n number.
errr!!!
so freaky k.
(-_____-)
today helped gorgor with his maths
wa i noe how to do!!
i can take engineering with him ler lols.
=x
joke la.
my maths n science sucks like hell.
i actuali felt happy.
plus abit of sadness.
why ar?
(o.O)||
tat mr eurasian i ignore him totally already
he knows my name school n number.
errr!!!
so freaky k.
(-_____-)
today helped gorgor with his maths
wa i noe how to do!!
i can take engineering with him ler lols.
=x
joke la.
my maths n science sucks like hell.
Friday, May 04, 2007
ward's the color of my sky today?
......it's grey.
went school today
short day burt draggy from all the sucky subjects..
gotten back my common test papers..
and i didnt do well..
i mean..as compared to CT1..
got to buck up already..
after school i went town wid wenwen n janet..
cux they wanted to buy wallet
we went to paragon cux janet said there gort roxy
in the end dun have.
(-_____-)||
so we went heeren
and they both bought the same wallet
janet's pink..wenwen's silver..
very nice sia
very tempted to buy burt bo lui(no money)
lols..
after tat janet go meet her bf
and me n wenwen went cine LJS
and eat and chat chat chat
hahas.
so nice=))
den we walked arnd cine
and i bought tis very cute mickey mouse thingy for si hui.
saw it and thought of her immediately.
hope she'll like it.^^
den me n wenwen went home lors.
jiajia n ting ting went cut hair today
in anticipation to see their new hairstyle.
hahahahas..
den reached home
feeling all emo again,
(tat's me.always emoing for no reason)
and depressed,
and there came tis weird guy who msg and called me
AND I DUNO HOW THE HELL HE KNOWS MY NUMBER AND NAME.
pissed off.
im already feeling depressed (again & as usual)
and i hate pple ka-chiaoing (disturbing) me when im emo-ing.
when im emo-ing plsplspls dun come disturb me
especially pple i dun like.
when i emo i onli want MY DARLINGS.
the rest pls stay away cux i'll nort entertain you.
who r my darlings?
zaizai wenwen huiting jiamin anna and zarifah?
onli they tok to me i'll smile.
the rest..sorry cux im reali nort in the mood
as for those i dislike (esp tat mr-weird-eurasian who duno get my no from which bastard who gave my number away)
BEFORE I GET IRRITATED N PISSED OFF
PLS STAY OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
i dun wan anything
i onli want to be alone.
......it's grey.
went school today
short day burt draggy from all the sucky subjects..
gotten back my common test papers..
and i didnt do well..
i mean..as compared to CT1..
got to buck up already..
after school i went town wid wenwen n janet..
cux they wanted to buy wallet
we went to paragon cux janet said there gort roxy
in the end dun have.
(-_____-)||
so we went heeren
and they both bought the same wallet
janet's pink..wenwen's silver..
very nice sia
very tempted to buy burt bo lui(no money)
lols..
after tat janet go meet her bf
and me n wenwen went cine LJS
and eat and chat chat chat
hahas.
so nice=))
den we walked arnd cine
and i bought tis very cute mickey mouse thingy for si hui.
saw it and thought of her immediately.
hope she'll like it.^^
den me n wenwen went home lors.
jiajia n ting ting went cut hair today
in anticipation to see their new hairstyle.
hahahahas..
den reached home
feeling all emo again,
(tat's me.always emoing for no reason)
and depressed,
and there came tis weird guy who msg and called me
AND I DUNO HOW THE HELL HE KNOWS MY NUMBER AND NAME.
pissed off.
im already feeling depressed (again & as usual)
and i hate pple ka-chiaoing (disturbing) me when im emo-ing.
when im emo-ing plsplspls dun come disturb me
especially pple i dun like.
when i emo i onli want MY DARLINGS.
the rest pls stay away cux i'll nort entertain you.
who r my darlings?
zaizai wenwen huiting jiamin anna and zarifah?
onli they tok to me i'll smile.
the rest..sorry cux im reali nort in the mood
as for those i dislike (esp tat mr-weird-eurasian who duno get my no from which bastard who gave my number away)
BEFORE I GET IRRITATED N PISSED OFF
PLS STAY OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
i dun wan anything
i onli want to be alone.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
what's meant to be, will eventually become reality.
if both are meant to be, you both will eventually be together someday..
if nort. it's better to let go earlier.
let time be the witness, to see if both are true, if both are meant to be ..
if feelings are true, time can never erase it ..
=)
thanks wenwen..
if both are meant to be, you both will eventually be together someday..
if nort. it's better to let go earlier.
let time be the witness, to see if both are true, if both are meant to be ..
if feelings are true, time can never erase it ..
=)
thanks wenwen..
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
yippee!
i went for a hair treatment to cure the dry ends
and now it's all nice and smooth again=))
althou it did burnt a hole in my pocket.
(T~T)
anyway
my hair stylist rocks!
strongly recommand Fyn Tang of Chapter 2 @ Marina Square to you all
she's nice and her hair styling skills are great duh.
next time anyone wants a haircut..find her^^
the treatment's reali effective
she helped to straighten my hair back wid a straightener and some hair mask or smth,
meant for rebonded hair.
my hair looks like it's rebonded and healthy now
it saves me from having to rebond again and damaging the hair
yay im so happy!
finally dun have to worry n be upset about my tresses.
=))
Penny Kwan (anth hairstylist) is nort bad too
last time i went to cut my hair short
and he did a great job.
burt i prefer Fyn
cux she's more friendly^^
anyway
my throats hurt man
from the coughing n the sore throat
the coughing's better now
burt the sore throat jux wun go away.
argh.
i hate being sick.
i went for a hair treatment to cure the dry ends
and now it's all nice and smooth again=))
althou it did burnt a hole in my pocket.
(T~T)
anyway
my hair stylist rocks!
strongly recommand Fyn Tang of Chapter 2 @ Marina Square to you all
she's nice and her hair styling skills are great duh.
next time anyone wants a haircut..find her^^
the treatment's reali effective
she helped to straighten my hair back wid a straightener and some hair mask or smth,
meant for rebonded hair.
my hair looks like it's rebonded and healthy now
it saves me from having to rebond again and damaging the hair
yay im so happy!
finally dun have to worry n be upset about my tresses.
=))
Penny Kwan (anth hairstylist) is nort bad too
last time i went to cut my hair short
and he did a great job.
burt i prefer Fyn
cux she's more friendly^^
anyway
my throats hurt man
from the coughing n the sore throat
the coughing's better now
burt the sore throat jux wun go away.
argh.
i hate being sick.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
went yuki yaki wid my darlings ytd!
it was college day ytd
and all of us had to go back to sch
zZz..
burt after tat me wenwen ting n jiajia went gaigai
we took MRT to marina square's
den couldnt set our mind on going seoul garden or yuki yaki
in the end we walked to yuki yaki
den to seoul garden
den realise mux wait very long to be seated
den went back yuki yaki again.
(-________-)||
so retarded.
lols!
we had a great time at yuki yaki!
and we took lots of photos n videos!!
here are some peeks of ward we did..
-*`` jiajia n ting munching on sushi~~ ``*-
-*`` FOOD!!!!*yums* ``*-
-*`` tat's huiting..struggling wid the ice-cream. lols.. ``*-
-*`` huiting's coffee ice-cream..wenwen's choco smiley face=) ``*-
-*`` jiajia's grand achievement of vanilla icecream + oreos. huiting says: like mcflurry!! ``*-
-*`` hard work of me wenwen n jiajia. pretty huh? ``*-
of all i loved the frens 4eva "artwork" done by wenwen me n jiajia
miss FP (huiting) never help!!
*bish*
xiao jie. lols.
and why's huiting called miss FP?
onli we know.
MUAHAHAS!
canort say out cux it's too obscene.
kekekex..
had a great time wid my darlings today!!
love ya all=))
*muackiess``*
it was college day ytd
and all of us had to go back to sch
zZz..
burt after tat me wenwen ting n jiajia went gaigai
we took MRT to marina square's
den couldnt set our mind on going seoul garden or yuki yaki
in the end we walked to yuki yaki
den to seoul garden
den realise mux wait very long to be seated
den went back yuki yaki again.
(-________-)||
so retarded.
lols!
we had a great time at yuki yaki!
and we took lots of photos n videos!!
here are some peeks of ward we did..
-*`` jiajia n ting munching on sushi~~ ``*-
-*`` FOOD!!!!*yums* ``*-
-*`` tat's huiting..struggling wid the ice-cream. lols.. ``*-
-*`` huiting's coffee ice-cream..wenwen's choco smiley face=) ``*-
-*`` jiajia's grand achievement of vanilla icecream + oreos. huiting says: like mcflurry!! ``*-
-*`` hard work of me wenwen n jiajia. pretty huh? ``*-
of all i loved the frens 4eva "artwork" done by wenwen me n jiajia
miss FP (huiting) never help!!
*bish*
xiao jie. lols.
and why's huiting called miss FP?
onli we know.
MUAHAHAS!
canort say out cux it's too obscene.
kekekex..
had a great time wid my darlings today!!
love ya all=))
*muackiess``*
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Monday, April 23, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
adapted from siokwen's blog..
When you think you're in love with that someone,
-you will think of that person anywhere, anytime, at any moment
-you will laugh or smile to yourself when you think of things which are related to him (can be jokes you both talked about)
-you will message him any time when you feel like it.
-you will wait for his message anxiously if he never reply, you will start to wonder if you send it to the wrong person, or think he might be busy so he can't see (find thousands of excuses to make yourself feel better)
-when you see him, you are usually not really yourself. (if you get what I mean.)
-every word he said, anything he mentioned before, you happen to remember, and when you happen to come across things that he mentioned, you will think of them indefinitely.
-if you happen to be with him in the same school, whenever you see his class, you will notice if he's there, when you see him coming towards your direction, you will then talk to friends, look else where instead.
-when you're in the same lecture with him, you will listen to lecture while noticing his actions, his moves.
-you will notice the changes he made (new bag, new shoes)
-you will realise both of you share same similiarities (same taste in a particular thing, same interests, same likings)
-you will get easily hurt by his words (he feel might not be offensive) , but definitely offensive to you.
-any promise he made to you, you will always remember and when he break his promise, you'll feel damn sad about it, and keep asking yourself why must he do this to you.
-if he has friendster, you will go to his page whenever you're free to check his new updates
-you'll stare at his same photos in friendster, even though you just seen it last month.
-if you log in msn, you'll see if he's there.
-if he changes his nick, you wonder who is he refering to in his nick and why he put such a nick (thinking a thousand reasons)
-when you listen to any slow songs, you happen to think about incidents that related to him, be it happy or sad.
-you will feel like talking to him whenever you go msn, or sms him when you're bored outside.
-you will keep his messages (even though it doesn't mean anything in that msg) for years, even if you inbox is flooded, you'll just delete the rest and save his.
-you'll try to keep a photo of him (not in wallet I meant, maybe just wanna have a photo with him)
can't think of other for now..what do you guys have then ? if you know of any, just post it in my tagboard.
Had a talk with eunice. Realised something.
Sometimes, when you see two person who seldom talk to each other in school when they meet, they might be a couple that you least expect.
being a couple in school not doesn't mean to have to eat together, accompany each other everytime in school, it could be two person who seems distant between both of them, that you never think of.
距离并不表示爱情已不存在，
因为重要的不是彼此是否各自一方，而是是否彼此还存有对方。
爱情不一定需要轰轰烈烈才算浪漫，
单纯悬疑默默的爱着对方才算得上浪漫。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okie..i have to say
ward siokwen said is VERY true.
i've been thinking.
of my own feelings.
out of the 20 things siokwen said
20 things were exactly the way i felt.
only tat i have some additions to them.
--you'll stare at his same photos in friendster, even though you just seen it last month.
(it shld be even though u jux seen it tis morning)
--you nort only wait anxiously for his reply, you wait anxiously for him to contact u. be it phone call or sms.
--the first thing u think of when u open ur eyes in the morning, is him
--the first thing u do when u wake up, is to check ur phone for his sms-es
--he's the last person u think of before u doze off to dreamland
--u jux put down the phone n u feel like hearing his voice. AGAIN.(-_____-)||
okie i think tat's the most i can think of at the moment
there could be more.
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oh ya!
special day today!
it's my gor's BIRTHDAY~!
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com
once again..
sorry i couldnt celebrate wid ya kkies?
im feeling damn guilty over tat..
hope u enjoyed urself wid ur frens!
20 yrs old ler mux grow up liaos.
muahahas~~
dun so childish always bully me!!!!
*bish*
anyway..
may all ur wishes come true n many returns of the day~~!!!
^^
When you think you're in love with that someone,
-you will think of that person anywhere, anytime, at any moment
-you will laugh or smile to yourself when you think of things which are related to him (can be jokes you both talked about)
-you will message him any time when you feel like it.
-you will wait for his message anxiously if he never reply, you will start to wonder if you send it to the wrong person, or think he might be busy so he can't see (find thousands of excuses to make yourself feel better)
-when you see him, you are usually not really yourself. (if you get what I mean.)
-every word he said, anything he mentioned before, you happen to remember, and when you happen to come across things that he mentioned, you will think of them indefinitely.
-if you happen to be with him in the same school, whenever you see his class, you will notice if he's there, when you see him coming towards your direction, you will then talk to friends, look else where instead.
-when you're in the same lecture with him, you will listen to lecture while noticing his actions, his moves.
-you will notice the changes he made (new bag, new shoes)
-you will realise both of you share same similiarities (same taste in a particular thing, same interests, same likings)
-you will get easily hurt by his words (he feel might not be offensive) , but definitely offensive to you.
-any promise he made to you, you will always remember and when he break his promise, you'll feel damn sad about it, and keep asking yourself why must he do this to you.
-if he has friendster, you will go to his page whenever you're free to check his new updates
-you'll stare at his same photos in friendster, even though you just seen it last month.
-if you log in msn, you'll see if he's there.
-if he changes his nick, you wonder who is he refering to in his nick and why he put such a nick (thinking a thousand reasons)
-when you listen to any slow songs, you happen to think about incidents that related to him, be it happy or sad.
-you will feel like talking to him whenever you go msn, or sms him when you're bored outside.
-you will keep his messages (even though it doesn't mean anything in that msg) for years, even if you inbox is flooded, you'll just delete the rest and save his.
-you'll try to keep a photo of him (not in wallet I meant, maybe just wanna have a photo with him)
can't think of other for now..what do you guys have then ? if you know of any, just post it in my tagboard.
Had a talk with eunice. Realised something.
Sometimes, when you see two person who seldom talk to each other in school when they meet, they might be a couple that you least expect.
being a couple in school not doesn't mean to have to eat together, accompany each other everytime in school, it could be two person who seems distant between both of them, that you never think of.
距离并不表示爱情已不存在，
因为重要的不是彼此是否各自一方，而是是否彼此还存有对方。
爱情不一定需要轰轰烈烈才算浪漫，
单纯悬疑默默的爱着对方才算得上浪漫。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
okie..i have to say
ward siokwen said is VERY true.
i've been thinking.
of my own feelings.
out of the 20 things siokwen said
20 things were exactly the way i felt.
only tat i have some additions to them.
--you'll stare at his same photos in friendster, even though you just seen it last month.
(it shld be even though u jux seen it tis morning)
--you nort only wait anxiously for his reply, you wait anxiously for him to contact u. be it phone call or sms.
--the first thing u think of when u open ur eyes in the morning, is him
--the first thing u do when u wake up, is to check ur phone for his sms-es
--he's the last person u think of before u doze off to dreamland
--u jux put down the phone n u feel like hearing his voice. AGAIN.(-_____-)||
okie i think tat's the most i can think of at the moment
there could be more.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
oh ya!
special day today!
it's my gor's BIRTHDAY~!
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com
once again..
sorry i couldnt celebrate wid ya kkies?
im feeling damn guilty over tat..
hope u enjoyed urself wid ur frens!
20 yrs old ler mux grow up liaos.
muahahas~~
dun so childish always bully me!!!!
*bish*
anyway..
may all ur wishes come true n many returns of the day~~!!!
^^
Saturday, April 21, 2007
went MOE today
and was damn sian
cux i saw other jc pple wearing sch-u
den i was wearing civilian
den i damn scared is i wear wrong
somemore i duno anyone there.
and my frens were nort arnd=(
den i called zarifah n huiting
and paniked like hell.
lols..
i was damn retarded k.
den reluctantly
i went into the civil service college
thinking if even those SRJCian wore sch-u
den i'll skip it.
luckily i saw a few from the science n they were oso wearing civi
den i was sian again
cux i didnt noe anyone from tat grp of science pple.
so i was waiting arnd
seeing if there were any arts students.
sadly.
i dun see any.
(T~T)
on the verge of dying from the sian-ness
i saw my saviour.
DAVID from guitar!!
at last someone i noe!!
so we went in together(cux he didnt noe anyone too lols)
and saw TESSA from guitar too!
hahas!
i love my cca muacks muacks.
thank god.
so we sat together
and went arnd together lols.
the PSC scholarship is tempting.
burt..
it's difficult to get tat thing huh?
and i dun reali noe if i wan to work in the govt sector in the future.
it's gonna be boring working in the ministeries huh?
(o.O)
after tat thing
me dave n tessa went cityhall to makan
den we went New York New York
it was delicious duh!!!
except tat i couldnt finish my food
the serving was damn HUGE k!
you should have seen the coke float.
it's like 1-litre coke + choco icecream.
lols..ok tat was an exaggeration.
burt reali alort la.
in the end dave had to help me wid the float.
and the smoked-salmon velvet is YUMMY!
i wished i finished up my food.
it's a waste cux tat place's expensive.
and the food is DAMN NICE.
argh!
next time i go i wanna try the chocolate bailey's frost!
i saw tat on the menu and i was super tempted.
burt i din have the stomach n money anymore.
sobs.
they have fruit fondue too!
*drools*
strongly recommand to all of you!!
=D
and was damn sian
cux i saw other jc pple wearing sch-u
den i was wearing civilian
den i damn scared is i wear wrong
somemore i duno anyone there.
and my frens were nort arnd=(
den i called zarifah n huiting
and paniked like hell.
lols..
i was damn retarded k.
den reluctantly
i went into the civil service college
thinking if even those SRJCian wore sch-u
den i'll skip it.
luckily i saw a few from the science n they were oso wearing civi
den i was sian again
cux i didnt noe anyone from tat grp of science pple.
so i was waiting arnd
seeing if there were any arts students.
sadly.
i dun see any.
(T~T)
on the verge of dying from the sian-ness
i saw my saviour.
DAVID from guitar!!
at last someone i noe!!
so we went in together(cux he didnt noe anyone too lols)
and saw TESSA from guitar too!
hahas!
i love my cca muacks muacks.
thank god.
so we sat together
and went arnd together lols.
the PSC scholarship is tempting.
burt..
it's difficult to get tat thing huh?
and i dun reali noe if i wan to work in the govt sector in the future.
it's gonna be boring working in the ministeries huh?
(o.O)
after tat thing
me dave n tessa went cityhall to makan
den we went New York New York
it was delicious duh!!!
except tat i couldnt finish my food
the serving was damn HUGE k!
you should have seen the coke float.
it's like 1-litre coke + choco icecream.
lols..ok tat was an exaggeration.
burt reali alort la.
in the end dave had to help me wid the float.
and the smoked-salmon velvet is YUMMY!
i wished i finished up my food.
it's a waste cux tat place's expensive.
and the food is DAMN NICE.
argh!
next time i go i wanna try the chocolate bailey's frost!
i saw tat on the menu and i was super tempted.
burt i din have the stomach n money anymore.
sobs.
they have fruit fondue too!
*drools*
strongly recommand to all of you!!
=D
Friday, April 20, 2007
COMMON TEST'S FINALLY OVER~~~~~~~~~~~!!!
it sucked like hell duh.
i finally gort thru tis hell period.
for the time-being.
sigh.
the next hell period's gotta be mid-yr.
(x.X)
SYF was ytd
and we gort silver
im nort sad..nor happy
lols.
dun reali care ward we get anyway
cux it was an expected silver
anyway ward do u expect
when more than half of the ensom started out as guitar-idiots?
(including me lols.and i still am.)
so..
ya i think we did great!=)
on the way back to sch
the whole ensom was damn high
and me n zarifah were waving to the pple outside
den tis bus came
and gort one uncle looked at our bus
n i waved frantically.
he gort the shock of his life i think
LOLS!!
den we were singing on the bus
singing idiotic n retarded songs
and mr fons..
your singing sucks okie?
(-_____-)||
sing so loud and non-stop somemore
i practically died.
(x.X)
wahahas~~
and stupid fonsus tied my dress to the chair
ah herms!
it's nort funny ok mr-idiot-fons.
dun think u section leader can anyhow.
den zarifah so chio la!
so elegant wid her hair and the gown
both me n zubaida tort she looked like those high class taitai
hahas!
ms SRJC indeed.
LOLS!
and eric looked like mafia
lols!
burt seriously
i think our gown S-U-C-K-S
other jcs ALL wore black
we were damn striking standing there
fons said he heard a hwachong guy said we looked like cooked prawns.
(-_____-)
wth..
den we gort a new couple in the ensom!
hahas..
right mr hua xin?
*winks*
love the ensom.
--``*muuaaacks*
ytd was the first time i was so high wid the ensom
beginning to blend in well
burt we're stepping down soon.
=(
hais.
burt tat's life isnt it?
i'll miss the days going for practice..
and im so looking forward to our "camp(?)"
or maybe chalet or watsoever.
yupps..
so last night reached home at arnd 9pm
and STILL HAD TO STUDY LIT
*pukes*
and dun forget tat there's H1 maths too.
so i think
i flunked both papers today.
esp my lit.
argh..
i was like a walking zombie
er..
a walking-and-studying zombie.
yupps.
until now=)
im alive again!
lols..
yay!!!common test's over!!!
yay yay YAY!!!
anyway
tmr i still have to go MOE for the stupid thing
tat means i have to wake up early.
damn.
gor dunch angry ler la!!
=((
it sucked like hell duh.
i finally gort thru tis hell period.
for the time-being.
sigh.
the next hell period's gotta be mid-yr.
(x.X)
SYF was ytd
and we gort silver
im nort sad..nor happy
lols.
dun reali care ward we get anyway
cux it was an expected silver
anyway ward do u expect
when more than half of the ensom started out as guitar-idiots?
(including me lols.and i still am.)
so..
ya i think we did great!=)
on the way back to sch
the whole ensom was damn high
and me n zarifah were waving to the pple outside
den tis bus came
and gort one uncle looked at our bus
n i waved frantically.
he gort the shock of his life i think
LOLS!!
den we were singing on the bus
singing idiotic n retarded songs
and mr fons..
your singing sucks okie?
(-_____-)||
sing so loud and non-stop somemore
i practically died.
(x.X)
wahahas~~
and stupid fonsus tied my dress to the chair
ah herms!
it's nort funny ok mr-idiot-fons.
dun think u section leader can anyhow.
den zarifah so chio la!
so elegant wid her hair and the gown
both me n zubaida tort she looked like those high class taitai
hahas!
ms SRJC indeed.
LOLS!
and eric looked like mafia
lols!
burt seriously
i think our gown S-U-C-K-S
other jcs ALL wore black
we were damn striking standing there
fons said he heard a hwachong guy said we looked like cooked prawns.
(-_____-)
wth..
den we gort a new couple in the ensom!
hahas..
right mr hua xin?
*winks*
love the ensom.
--``*muuaaacks*
ytd was the first time i was so high wid the ensom
beginning to blend in well
burt we're stepping down soon.
=(
hais.
burt tat's life isnt it?
i'll miss the days going for practice..
and im so looking forward to our "camp(?)"
or maybe chalet or watsoever.
yupps..
so last night reached home at arnd 9pm
and STILL HAD TO STUDY LIT
*pukes*
and dun forget tat there's H1 maths too.
so i think
i flunked both papers today.
esp my lit.
argh..
i was like a walking zombie
er..
a walking-and-studying zombie.
yupps.
until now=)
im alive again!
lols..
yay!!!common test's over!!!
yay yay YAY!!!
anyway
tmr i still have to go MOE for the stupid thing
tat means i have to wake up early.
damn.
gor dunch angry ler la!!
=((
Saturday, April 14, 2007
ANNOUNCEMENT:
it's common test week so i wun be blogging for tis week.
=((
no choice.
cant help it.
..............ANYWAY..................
TO ALL MY FRENS OUT THERE:
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR COMMON TEST!!!
let's cross our fingers n hope we'll survive=))
AND ZARIFAH!!
let's do our best for the upcoming SYF!!
XD
guitar rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!^^
it's common test week so i wun be blogging for tis week.
=((
no choice.
cant help it.
..............ANYWAY..................
TO ALL MY FRENS OUT THERE:
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR COMMON TEST!!!
let's cross our fingers n hope we'll survive=))
AND ZARIFAH!!
let's do our best for the upcoming SYF!!
XD
guitar rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!^^
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
tis's a super nice song..
tat's reali very sweet=))
"Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
tat's reali very sweet=))
"Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
tort about it for very long
yupps.
and i've decided to be true to myself.
let nature take its course
if it will happen, den let it be.
no longer avoiding anything.
common test's nxt week.
yuck.
and mister ur birthday very good timing hors?
exactly on my common test week.
(-____-)||
so too bad la.
hahas!
tmr's guitar full dress rehearse.
eee yer!!
u'll see me dead in tat sucky dress man
duno which kns de choose the color n design
*pukes*
im so gonna hide my face tmr
better bring a paper bag.
and
the principal's coming to see
errr!!!
damn i hate tis!
i hate the syf dress.
i dun wan to wear it larss!!!
*pouts*
k la.
i should be studying now actuali.
tis is making me slack.
burt i jux dun feel like looking at tat book.
i've gort a feeling i'll flunk my common test2.
sigh.
yupps.
and i've decided to be true to myself.
let nature take its course
if it will happen, den let it be.
no longer avoiding anything.
common test's nxt week.
yuck.
and mister ur birthday very good timing hors?
exactly on my common test week.
(-____-)||
so too bad la.
hahas!
tmr's guitar full dress rehearse.
eee yer!!
u'll see me dead in tat sucky dress man
duno which kns de choose the color n design
*pukes*
im so gonna hide my face tmr
better bring a paper bag.
and
the principal's coming to see
errr!!!
damn i hate tis!
i hate the syf dress.
i dun wan to wear it larss!!!
*pouts*
k la.
i should be studying now actuali.
tis is making me slack.
burt i jux dun feel like looking at tat book.
i've gort a feeling i'll flunk my common test2.
sigh.
Friday, April 06, 2007
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
today after sch went study wid timmy
he met me at kovan mrt
den we went compass bk to eat
and studied there.
actuali is more of me studying for my test tmr
and him disturbing me every now n then.
(-______-)||
wasnt reali able to concentrate totally
wid him distracting me everytime
den was very funny
we communicate thru writing little notes
cux both of us listening to song
n he din wan to disturb my studying
and he sweetly drew me a little cartoon
tat said "study hard=)"
make me so happy lols..
den he keep stepping on my foot
and kachiao kachiao
so irritating lols..
den i drew on his hand using PINK highlighter
and PINK pen.
hahas!
den he tried to draw me burt the ink wun come out
LOLS..
and smth hilarious happened when we were on the way home
we were walking to the bus stand
and he was playing wid tat wax he bought
and................
.......................
hahas!
i promised him i wun say out
it's too embarrassing
everyone was turning arnd looking
yupps i wun say out
if nort someone will break ties wid me.
hahahahas..
thanks for the great day timmy
u're the best=))
he met me at kovan mrt
den we went compass bk to eat
and studied there.
actuali is more of me studying for my test tmr
and him disturbing me every now n then.
(-______-)||
wasnt reali able to concentrate totally
wid him distracting me everytime
den was very funny
we communicate thru writing little notes
cux both of us listening to song
n he din wan to disturb my studying
and he sweetly drew me a little cartoon
tat said "study hard=)"
make me so happy lols..
den he keep stepping on my foot
and kachiao kachiao
so irritating lols..
den i drew on his hand using PINK highlighter
and PINK pen.
hahas!
den he tried to draw me burt the ink wun come out
LOLS..
and smth hilarious happened when we were on the way home
we were walking to the bus stand
and he was playing wid tat wax he bought
and................
.......................
hahas!
i promised him i wun say out
it's too embarrassing
everyone was turning arnd looking
yupps i wun say out
if nort someone will break ties wid me.
hahahahas..
thanks for the great day timmy
u're the best=))
Monday, April 02, 2007
Adapted from Zarifah's blog..
I played summer for other sections other than section 4 alone at home using Guitar Pro.......and suddenly, I'm overwhelmed by this feelings of sadness that took over me all of a sudden.....I felt like crying cuz it reminds me of all those happy faces that played guitar with me and all those jokes that we crack to make ourselves less tired to repeat the songs that we played over and over again......to know that it all will end soon...less than a month, we wont be gathered that much anymore to play and disturb and mingle with one another. We would be focusing on other important stuff like A-levels....it's like I go guitar everyday with Eunice cuz we cherish the times spent with everyone there......it's like we're united....and both of us already did miss guitar now......though it's too soon...i wonder how the rest feels.....cuz I know I feel sad to wait for the day that we step down from Guitar Ensemble. THough we're admittedly not good, but we work hard and most importantly, we enjoyed the times we spent for our beloved CCA..................I'm anxiously waiting for that day cuz I know I'll be crying like mad.
I played summer for other sections other than section 4 alone at home using Guitar Pro.......and suddenly, I'm overwhelmed by this feelings of sadness that took over me all of a sudden.....I felt like crying cuz it reminds me of all those happy faces that played guitar with me and all those jokes that we crack to make ourselves less tired to repeat the songs that we played over and over again......to know that it all will end soon...less than a month, we wont be gathered that much anymore to play and disturb and mingle with one another. We would be focusing on other important stuff like A-levels....it's like I go guitar everyday with Eunice cuz we cherish the times spent with everyone there......it's like we're united....and both of us already did miss guitar now......though it's too soon...i wonder how the rest feels.....cuz I know I feel sad to wait for the day that we step down from Guitar Ensemble. THough we're admittedly not good, but we work hard and most importantly, we enjoyed the times we spent for our beloved CCA..................I'm anxiously waiting for that day cuz I know I'll be crying like mad.
As for the rest of my classmates.....I'll miss everyone especially my close frens like Huda, Anna, Janet, Eunice.....2A08....
P.S. DAmn!!!! Does it sound like as if I'm going to die tomorrow or migrate to another country forever...hahaz. Just too tired and stressed up I guess.
aw..
im so touched by ward Zarifah said lars..
yupps i will miss u too=))
and yeah..
time reali flies and we're goin to step down soon
i think i will hug my beloved monkey(my guitar) and cry like crazy
Guitar 29..
i will always love u k?
(T~T)
althou im nort ur only owner
burt i reali have to tell u i love u alort.
*muacks*
sorry for nort able to let u produce beautiful music
cux my guitar skills reali sucks
burt i reali treasure u.
ok i noe i sound stupid
toking to a non-living thing lidat.
burt hey
i reali love my guitar.
and after reading zarifah's blog.
im so touched n all emo now k
sigh..
the days im having now are reali the best times of my life so far
althou the stress from studies n stuff
i reali hope time can slow down
and continue feeling so blissful wid my frens arnd..
hist quiz tmr..chinese test on wed
the stress reali sucks.
thank god i have u=))
thanks for always showing support for me
u reali rock!
and ya..
i mean ward i say=))
they come from the bottom of my heart
can u hear it?
aw..
im so touched by ward Zarifah said lars..
yupps i will miss u too=))
and yeah..
time reali flies and we're goin to step down soon
i think i will hug my beloved monkey(my guitar) and cry like crazy
Guitar 29..
i will always love u k?
(T~T)
althou im nort ur only owner
burt i reali have to tell u i love u alort.
*muacks*
sorry for nort able to let u produce beautiful music
cux my guitar skills reali sucks
burt i reali treasure u.
ok i noe i sound stupid
toking to a non-living thing lidat.
burt hey
i reali love my guitar.
and after reading zarifah's blog.
im so touched n all emo now k
sigh..
the days im having now are reali the best times of my life so far
althou the stress from studies n stuff
i reali hope time can slow down
and continue feeling so blissful wid my frens arnd..
hist quiz tmr..chinese test on wed
the stress reali sucks.
thank god i have u=))
thanks for always showing support for me
u reali rock!
and ya..
i mean ward i say=))
they come from the bottom of my heart
can u hear it?
Friday, March 30, 2007
guitar was great!
i was practicing wid zarifah
and was so addicted to my guitar
i wasnt willing to go home.
lols..
*siao*
after school went eat wid my sisters
it was raining so heavily
and noble de shushu ferried us wid her umbre
and gort herself abit drenched.
thanks shushu=))
so sweet of her.
and you.
you idiot.
you bendan!!!!!
dun treat me so good ler can?
it's turning my world upside down.
it's shaking my heart
making me lose my mind.
i jux wan to be carefree
cux im afraid of being hurt again.
so..
if u noe u cant give me eternity
leave me alone..can?
i was practicing wid zarifah
and was so addicted to my guitar
i wasnt willing to go home.
lols..
*siao*
after school went eat wid my sisters
it was raining so heavily
and noble de shushu ferried us wid her umbre
and gort herself abit drenched.
thanks shushu=))
so sweet of her.
and you.
you idiot.
you bendan!!!!!
dun treat me so good ler can?
it's turning my world upside down.
it's shaking my heart
making me lose my mind.
i jux wan to be carefree
cux im afraid of being hurt again.
so..
if u noe u cant give me eternity
leave me alone..can?
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
had a great date wid my frens=)
after sch i went taka wid huiting n jiajia
den we went to eat pepper lunch
after tat
we went cine to meet timmy
lols
idiot timmy late for like 45min!!!
*bish*
den he rushed like hell i think
and he was perspiring hahas.
den we went to buy tickets for "the haunted school"
and it's starts at 4pm
so we went heeren walk walk first
den we walked into tis shop
and jiajia was looking at the children's tee
and den the shop attendent was like telling us
"tat's for kids"
(-_____-)||
so paiseh k
erms.
as if we r reali interested lols
jaija's jux taking a look
burt damn paiseh k.
so super paiseh.
(o.O)
after tat timmy went to get a hotdog
(cux he haven ate lunch)
den we went cine lers.
wanted to take neos wid my sisters
burt timmy was there
so well..next time lo
den we sat in tis sequence:
aisle.timmy,me,huiting,jiamin.
den beside jiajia no one lers
den me n ting damn scared
and we stick to each other like glue
burt i realise jiajia very ke lian
cux she's all alone
and she's scared too
so i asked ting to go pei her
i alone nvm^^
see i so noble.
LOLS.
burt i reali damn scared k.
den tell u one secret:
timmy was scared too!
lols..
shhh..
den scary part he oso hidehide la
LOLS
den the both of us hide together
hahas..
den he kept trying to scare me
by tapping me out of a sudden
or grabbing my arm suddnly.
(-____-)||
lame pok.
he himself scared he keep scaring me
burt i wasnt scared by him.
wahahas..
laopok.
burt gort one part the ghost come out
den i was damn engrossed
he sdnly grabbed my hand
and i jumped.
(-______-)||
wth.
grrr..
den after the show
timmy pei me to bedok mrt
after he see me to bedok
he go back orchard.
(-____-)|||||
super eng la lame guy
cux poly holidays now.
den we keep suaning each other throughout again
(o.O)
watever!
lols.
idiot gor.
happy day today=))
wish to go out again
hais.
burt i think it's impossible wid tat amount of schoolwork.
waaa
(T~T)
nvm.
i will tell u when im free la.
hahas.
after sch i went taka wid huiting n jiajia
den we went to eat pepper lunch
after tat
we went cine to meet timmy
lols
idiot timmy late for like 45min!!!
*bish*
den he rushed like hell i think
and he was perspiring hahas.
den we went to buy tickets for "the haunted school"
and it's starts at 4pm
so we went heeren walk walk first
den we walked into tis shop
and jiajia was looking at the children's tee
and den the shop attendent was like telling us
"tat's for kids"
(-_____-)||
so paiseh k
erms.
as if we r reali interested lols
jaija's jux taking a look
burt damn paiseh k.
so super paiseh.
(o.O)
after tat timmy went to get a hotdog
(cux he haven ate lunch)
den we went cine lers.
wanted to take neos wid my sisters
burt timmy was there
so well..next time lo
den we sat in tis sequence:
aisle.timmy,me,huiting,jiamin.
den beside jiajia no one lers
den me n ting damn scared
and we stick to each other like glue
burt i realise jiajia very ke lian
cux she's all alone
and she's scared too
so i asked ting to go pei her
i alone nvm^^
see i so noble.
LOLS.
burt i reali damn scared k.
den tell u one secret:
timmy was scared too!
lols..
shhh..
den scary part he oso hidehide la
LOLS
den the both of us hide together
hahas..
den he kept trying to scare me
by tapping me out of a sudden
or grabbing my arm suddnly.
(-____-)||
lame pok.
he himself scared he keep scaring me
burt i wasnt scared by him.
wahahas..
laopok.
burt gort one part the ghost come out
den i was damn engrossed
he sdnly grabbed my hand
and i jumped.
(-______-)||
wth.
grrr..
den after the show
timmy pei me to bedok mrt
after he see me to bedok
he go back orchard.
(-____-)|||||
super eng la lame guy
cux poly holidays now.
den we keep suaning each other throughout again
(o.O)
watever!
lols.
idiot gor.
happy day today=))
wish to go out again
hais.
burt i think it's impossible wid tat amount of schoolwork.
waaa
(T~T)
nvm.
i will tell u when im free la.
hahas.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
went for the hist today at cjc
damn
saturday oso canort rest
grrr..
after tat hist thing
me n my girls were walking to the bus stop
then jiajia
attracted tis humming bird to her
and den she like swept it off screaming la
lols
den i first time see humming bird in real marhs
so i was saying
"wa!humming bird leh!so cute!"
the moment i say finish
the humming bird came attacking back for us
den i super scared la
the group of us faster run
and i was screaming "NOT CUTE LIAO NOT CUTE LIAO!!"
(-_____-)||
den jiajia and zaizai went home first
cux they going out wid their frens after tat
so me ting n shushu went eat lo
we went mos at toapayoh
den walked arnd
and me n ting bought earrings=)
star star de so pretty de
^^
den i pei tingting wait for bus
and we tok so much la
shushu was saying
"u all nort come shopping de
is come tok de.u all jux walk in rounds n tok."
LOLS..
paiseh.
neglect u lers..=x
damn
saturday oso canort rest
grrr..
after tat hist thing
me n my girls were walking to the bus stop
then jiajia
attracted tis humming bird to her
and den she like swept it off screaming la
lols
den i first time see humming bird in real marhs
so i was saying
"wa!humming bird leh!so cute!"
the moment i say finish
the humming bird came attacking back for us
den i super scared la
the group of us faster run
and i was screaming "NOT CUTE LIAO NOT CUTE LIAO!!"
(-_____-)||
den jiajia and zaizai went home first
cux they going out wid their frens after tat
so me ting n shushu went eat lo
we went mos at toapayoh
den walked arnd
and me n ting bought earrings=)
star star de so pretty de
^^
den i pei tingting wait for bus
and we tok so much la
shushu was saying
"u all nort come shopping de
is come tok de.u all jux walk in rounds n tok."
LOLS..
paiseh.
neglect u lers..=x
Friday, March 23, 2007
waa~~
so happy ne=)
today spend a whole hour singing
wid my darling sisters
shushu brought her lyrics book
den the five of us were singing
(jiamin refused to sing = =)
den so fun ne
zaizai so funny XD
kept singing comically
and tingting kept singing off key
and den kena cold stare by the 4 of us
lols!
i reali loved tat moment.
i wished it will be forever so sweet.
i feel so blessed wid such great frens.
gosh.
i cant imagine the day when we graduate
and get seperated.
i dun wan.
(T~T)
i feel like crying at the thought of it.
i will miss the days so much lars.
*hugs all my dearest frens*
im gonna miss u all so much..
so happy ne=)
today spend a whole hour singing
wid my darling sisters
shushu brought her lyrics book
den the five of us were singing
(jiamin refused to sing = =)
den so fun ne
zaizai so funny XD
kept singing comically
and tingting kept singing off key
and den kena cold stare by the 4 of us
lols!
i reali loved tat moment.
i wished it will be forever so sweet.
i feel so blessed wid such great frens.
gosh.
i cant imagine the day when we graduate
and get seperated.
i dun wan.
(T~T)
i feel like crying at the thought of it.
i will miss the days so much lars.
*hugs all my dearest frens*
im gonna miss u all so much..
Thursday, March 22, 2007
today went LJS wid my sisters during lunch
nice and fun
laughing until i get cramps lols
den last night n today
i gort to noe some reali gross news
tat made me so disgusted.
i wun say ward it was
burt my sisters will noe =)
burt hey
i was so glad im nort so stupid anymore
*phew*
and forrest said i shld be glad
and proud of myself
sure.
im sooooo glad.
and hell yeah im so proud of myself
(^.<)
and yes i believe in retribution=)
(i sound abit scary lols..like ghostly)
burt retribution do exist.
jux like i gort my retribution for hurting someone
i gort my retribution..i gort hurt myself
soon it will be ur turn=)
who cares if u r reading tis.
ok.
back to being myself and stop cursing pple=)
ytd's guitar was a disastor.
burt gort 97 pple signed up!
=D
so happy la.
i reali canort describe how much i love my frens^^
duno why
today was reali happy wid them arnd
ting..zaizai..jiajia..wenwen..anna..zarifah..
=)
muacks!
-x`` i love the freedom..it gives me choices.gives me space.i no longer feel suffocated. ``x-
nice and fun
laughing until i get cramps lols
den last night n today
i gort to noe some reali gross news
tat made me so disgusted.
i wun say ward it was
burt my sisters will noe =)
burt hey
i was so glad im nort so stupid anymore
*phew*
and forrest said i shld be glad
and proud of myself
sure.
im sooooo glad.
and hell yeah im so proud of myself
(^.<)
and yes i believe in retribution=)
(i sound abit scary lols..like ghostly)
burt retribution do exist.
jux like i gort my retribution for hurting someone
i gort my retribution..i gort hurt myself
soon it will be ur turn=)
who cares if u r reading tis.
ok.
back to being myself and stop cursing pple=)
ytd's guitar was a disastor.
burt gort 97 pple signed up!
=D
so happy la.
i reali canort describe how much i love my frens^^
duno why
today was reali happy wid them arnd
ting..zaizai..jiajia..wenwen..anna..zarifah..
=)
muacks!
-x`` i love the freedom..it gives me choices.gives me space.i no longer feel suffocated. ``x-
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
life's so unfair
i felt so unjustified
burt
thanks to ed for listening
thanks for being there duh.
suddenly im back to the "heck care" mode again
ya tat's good.
=)
and feeling all happy and smiles now^^
and god
finalli i get a break from schoolwork
been slogging like crazy for the past few days
today finally can rest abit
burt think tmr will be crushed again by schwrk
idiot hist made me chiong like siao ytd
and nvr even go thru today.
sucker..
sucker faggot"nat"(invented by anna haha)
k la
wan go snore snore liaos
woke up at 4am tis morning to chiong hist
and in the end nvr go thru
*pissed*
-x`` life's so beautiful.things always come least expected.esp good things.``x-
---and to hell with the unexpected sucky stuff.hahas=)
toking crap today sorry(^^)
i felt so unjustified
burt
thanks to ed for listening
thanks for being there duh.
suddenly im back to the "heck care" mode again
ya tat's good.
=)
and feeling all happy and smiles now^^
and god
finalli i get a break from schoolwork
been slogging like crazy for the past few days
today finally can rest abit
burt think tmr will be crushed again by schwrk
idiot hist made me chiong like siao ytd
and nvr even go thru today.
sucker..
sucker faggot"nat"(invented by anna haha)
k la
wan go snore snore liaos
woke up at 4am tis morning to chiong hist
and in the end nvr go thru
*pissed*
-x`` life's so beautiful.things always come least expected.esp good things.``x-
---and to hell with the unexpected sucky stuff.hahas=)
toking crap today sorry(^^)
Friday, March 16, 2007
enjoying my ONE & ONLY ONE-DAY break today
5day holiday become one day..
wth..
still gort tons & tons of homework somemore..
damn no life..
i jux woke up at like 9am to msg him
den went back to sleep n jux woke up
it rox sia..
so long since i can sleep like a pig..
hais..
our saturday plan is off..
quite disappointed..
in fact very disappointed.
i was so looking forward to it u noe..
burt no choice la..
when he's free im busy
when i'm free he's busy
den he actuali suggested to meet on saturday nite
burt..
how to la??!!
i wish i could oso
sigh.
in the end have to tell him i at night canort
so the plans are off.
(T~T)
reali wish to see him de..
hais..
5day holiday become one day..
wth..
still gort tons & tons of homework somemore..
damn no life..
i jux woke up at like 9am to msg him
den went back to sleep n jux woke up
it rox sia..
so long since i can sleep like a pig..
hais..
our saturday plan is off..
quite disappointed..
in fact very disappointed.
i was so looking forward to it u noe..
burt no choice la..
when he's free im busy
when i'm free he's busy
den he actuali suggested to meet on saturday nite
burt..
how to la??!!
i wish i could oso
sigh.
in the end have to tell him i at night canort
so the plans are off.
(T~T)
reali wish to see him de..
hais..
Thursday, March 15, 2007
today's CEC!
woke up early at 5am to rush to sch
den waited damn long for the things to start
sian 1/2
burt have to say it was quite fun
the JC1s quite nice pple..
quite co-operative
den gort a few quite enthu de helped out alort.
thank god there's them
if nort i think i will be super paiseh.
hahas..
abit nervous at first
burt gort used to it after tat
burt the sun super hot!
den gort one class super late
jiamin say i abit face black black
=x
oops.
sorry..
burt after tat i try to be enthu again
hahas..
nice experience!
and after tat on my way home on the bus
i heard tis JC1 girl n boy said tat the CEC was great
and tat SR's quite fun
im quite happy actuali
at least we made them feel welcomed =)
burt gort abit tanned under the hot sun
and my neck is very red and is hurting now
damn..
everytime tan abit i will get burnt.
(-____-)||
hope i dun turn black
(T~T)
tis sat going out marhs?
tell me quick~~~!!!
im so kan cheong about it k
(>.<)
woke up early at 5am to rush to sch
den waited damn long for the things to start
sian 1/2
burt have to say it was quite fun
the JC1s quite nice pple..
quite co-operative
den gort a few quite enthu de helped out alort.
thank god there's them
if nort i think i will be super paiseh.
hahas..
abit nervous at first
burt gort used to it after tat
burt the sun super hot!
den gort one class super late
jiamin say i abit face black black
=x
oops.
sorry..
burt after tat i try to be enthu again
hahas..
nice experience!
and after tat on my way home on the bus
i heard tis JC1 girl n boy said tat the CEC was great
and tat SR's quite fun
im quite happy actuali
at least we made them feel welcomed =)
burt gort abit tanned under the hot sun
and my neck is very red and is hurting now
damn..
everytime tan abit i will get burnt.
(-____-)||
hope i dun turn black
(T~T)
tis sat going out marhs?
tell me quick~~~!!!
im so kan cheong about it k
(>.<)
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
holiday classes finali over!
sian.
no more guitar =(
i like guitar la.
i love my guitar.
muacks.
so fun hahas..
burt nort fun being teased by ms zarifah and mr fonz!
*glares*
shuddup hors u two.
i love my nick: zuan yi.
nick given by mr hua xin.
hahas..
(^.<)
oh ya and i saw nat at heartland mall today
when i was eating at yoshi
wid my group of girlfrens
he's nort very good looking in real person
in fact i think he looks abit gay.
lols..
sorry if i offended anyone.
i used to think he's good looking when i see him on tv
burt seems like me n huiting were deceived!
hahas!
and i heard tat he's from st gabs.
yuck.
dun have good impression of tat sch.
=x
sian.
no more guitar =(
i like guitar la.
i love my guitar.
muacks.
so fun hahas..
burt nort fun being teased by ms zarifah and mr fonz!
*glares*
shuddup hors u two.
i love my nick: zuan yi.
nick given by mr hua xin.
hahas..
(^.<)
oh ya and i saw nat at heartland mall today
when i was eating at yoshi
wid my group of girlfrens
he's nort very good looking in real person
in fact i think he looks abit gay.
lols..
sorry if i offended anyone.
i used to think he's good looking when i see him on tv
burt seems like me n huiting were deceived!
hahas!
and i heard tat he's from st gabs.
yuck.
dun have good impression of tat sch.
=x
Friday, March 09, 2007
FINALLY i get some time to blog.
it's like war everyday sia.
i reach home at 8pm on mon wed n fris
and 6+ on tues
den need to chiong hmwrk until like siao.
J2 life's reali hectic and making me crazy
and me n my frens all gort the
"sleepy syndrome"
except for miss jiajia who can sleep at 8.30pm
and still say she's tired n sleepy!!!
dorts.
(-____-)||
it's been a better week,
nort as busy as last week
burt it's been a quiet week too.
haven heard much from him
since he went to work.
he told me work's crazy too
been busy like siao.
well..?
i duno lars.
*shrugs*
watever.
it's term break next week
burt reali,
it's worse den normal school day.
wth lors!
mon tues wed i have to stay in sch
from morning till 6pm
jux one or two half an hour break in btwn.
i think im reali going crazy.
den thurs gort CEC
duh!
wanted to go out wid my frens oso no time
burt we planning smth for saturday
hope it's smth good n fun.
i need a break!
qinqin's going malacca today
have a good trip zaizai!
gonna miss ya^^
sigh.
ward's wrong wid u?
ward's wrong wid me?
ward's wrong wid us?
tell me u idiot.
it's like war everyday sia.
i reach home at 8pm on mon wed n fris
and 6+ on tues
den need to chiong hmwrk until like siao.
J2 life's reali hectic and making me crazy
and me n my frens all gort the
"sleepy syndrome"
except for miss jiajia who can sleep at 8.30pm
and still say she's tired n sleepy!!!
dorts.
(-____-)||
it's been a better week,
nort as busy as last week
burt it's been a quiet week too.
haven heard much from him
since he went to work.
he told me work's crazy too
been busy like siao.
well..?
i duno lars.
*shrugs*
watever.
it's term break next week
burt reali,
it's worse den normal school day.
wth lors!
mon tues wed i have to stay in sch
from morning till 6pm
jux one or two half an hour break in btwn.
i think im reali going crazy.
den thurs gort CEC
duh!
wanted to go out wid my frens oso no time
burt we planning smth for saturday
hope it's smth good n fun.
i need a break!
qinqin's going malacca today
have a good trip zaizai!
gonna miss ya^^
sigh.
ward's wrong wid u?
ward's wrong wid me?
ward's wrong wid us?
tell me u idiot.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Thursday, March 01, 2007
wasnt feeling very well today
n i have tat sucky econs retest after sch
i ended at 12.30 n have to wait till 4.30 for it
grrr..
i finished at 5.30
den after tat retest
i bth and threw up
sian 1/2
somemore i din sleep well last night
i was quarrelling wid my dad
so i had panda eyes n eyebags
the bad thing is
im meeting tat pig sia.
in the end have to let him see me in such a bad condition!
he waited for me outside the sch gate
den siokwen was like telling him
"she's nort feeling well take care of her k?"
den he nodnod lors.
and throughout the journey
he kept asking me
"r u going to vomit" and stuff lidat
(-____-)||
den we went to take bus
quite alot of pple
burt we managed to grab 2 empty seats
den he sat inside
i can see he sit until very cramp la
cux he's legs too long
lols..
so after a while i said
"can i sit inside?"
cux i dun like sitting outside oso
so he said
"ok..burt u might nort wan to"
i gave him the (o.O) look
den he say
"i stand up den u noe lers"
burt when he stood up i sat in
i din see anything
(-____-)||
den he told me
"jux now when we board the bus the inner seat was wet
so i let u sit outside"
"burt now nort wet ler,cux i sat on it"
lols.
den i say
"huh..den y u nvr say earlier.."
den he said
"cux im noble."
*pengs*
(-_____-)||
den we talked bout our lifes for the past yr,
cux very long nvr see each other ler marhs.
den sit too close i dun dare look at him..
burt throughout the whole journey he kept staring at me
even when im nort toking.
so i try to tok as much as possible
if nort very paiseh
burt there was once i was silent for a while
cux i very tired n sleepy
he was like looking at me for a long long time
den i "chua tio" la
abit panicky and duno ward to do
so i turned arnd n say
"y u looking at me lidat??!"
den he say
"why cannort?"
(x.X)
den i say
"dun look ler la!very paiseh leh!"
den i turn away
burt he was still looking lars!
den he "am chio" somemore.
wth..
den i change topic and tok bout my frens
den nort so awkward.
den after tat gort anth time silent n he look at me again
burt i pretend nvr notice den look out of the window.
lols..
den at the interchange
we were waiting for the bus
den he suddenly look at me again and said
"ur eyes very big leh"
out of nowhere.
(-_______-)!!
den i say
"huh!"
den i faster use my hands to cover my face
i duno y i did tat burt i was super paiseh so i wanted to hide
den he laughed
and said
"it's a good thing ward y hide ur face"
den i say "huh.." as i slowly take down my hands
den he said
"u r blushing.."
(o.O)!!!!
den i faster cover my face again
den he laughed
zZz..(-_____-)||
idiot k him.
den i reached home lers
so we sms lors.
den he still dare to tell me
"i realise i keep looking at u today"
dorts.
so i told him it was very paiseh
den he say
"maybe too long nvr see u lers now mux see "ge gou"(see until enough)"
*pengs*
it was a great time =)
n i have tat sucky econs retest after sch
i ended at 12.30 n have to wait till 4.30 for it
grrr..
i finished at 5.30
den after tat retest
i bth and threw up
sian 1/2
somemore i din sleep well last night
i was quarrelling wid my dad
so i had panda eyes n eyebags
the bad thing is
im meeting tat pig sia.
in the end have to let him see me in such a bad condition!
he waited for me outside the sch gate
den siokwen was like telling him
"she's nort feeling well take care of her k?"
den he nodnod lors.
and throughout the journey
he kept asking me
"r u going to vomit" and stuff lidat
(-____-)||
den we went to take bus
quite alot of pple
burt we managed to grab 2 empty seats
den he sat inside
i can see he sit until very cramp la
cux he's legs too long
lols..
so after a while i said
"can i sit inside?"
cux i dun like sitting outside oso
so he said
"ok..burt u might nort wan to"
i gave him the (o.O) look
den he say
"i stand up den u noe lers"
burt when he stood up i sat in
i din see anything
(-____-)||
den he told me
"jux now when we board the bus the inner seat was wet
so i let u sit outside"
"burt now nort wet ler,cux i sat on it"
lols.
den i say
"huh..den y u nvr say earlier.."
den he said
"cux im noble."
*pengs*
(-_____-)||
den we talked bout our lifes for the past yr,
cux very long nvr see each other ler marhs.
den sit too close i dun dare look at him..
burt throughout the whole journey he kept staring at me
even when im nort toking.
so i try to tok as much as possible
if nort very paiseh
burt there was once i was silent for a while
cux i very tired n sleepy
he was like looking at me for a long long time
den i "chua tio" la
abit panicky and duno ward to do
so i turned arnd n say
"y u looking at me lidat??!"
den he say
"why cannort?"
(x.X)
den i say
"dun look ler la!very paiseh leh!"
den i turn away
burt he was still looking lars!
den he "am chio" somemore.
wth..
den i change topic and tok bout my frens
den nort so awkward.
den after tat gort anth time silent n he look at me again
burt i pretend nvr notice den look out of the window.
lols..
den at the interchange
we were waiting for the bus
den he suddenly look at me again and said
"ur eyes very big leh"
out of nowhere.
(-_______-)!!
den i say
"huh!"
den i faster use my hands to cover my face
i duno y i did tat burt i was super paiseh so i wanted to hide
den he laughed
and said
"it's a good thing ward y hide ur face"
den i say "huh.." as i slowly take down my hands
den he said
"u r blushing.."
(o.O)!!!!
den i faster cover my face again
den he laughed
zZz..(-_____-)||
idiot k him.
den i reached home lers
so we sms lors.
den he still dare to tell me
"i realise i keep looking at u today"
dorts.
so i told him it was very paiseh
den he say
"maybe too long nvr see u lers now mux see "ge gou"(see until enough)"
*pengs*
it was a great time =)
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Friday, February 23, 2007
poor tingting fell sick today
and went home early
*sayang*
hope u r ok.
get well soon k?
had a great time at guitar today
=)
ytd chiong hmwrk until now super tired
burt wan spend sometime blogging bout ward happened ytd
it's anth day wid the sunshine today!
althou there's lots of work to be done.
today feeling very very happy
(althou im tired)
very high esp when there's guitar!
hahas i think im abit crazy over guitar now.
^^
feeling abit confused now.
maybe cux im abit mixed up.
btwn the reality n the past.
and went home early
*sayang*
hope u r ok.
get well soon k?
had a great time at guitar today
=)
ytd chiong hmwrk until now super tired
burt wan spend sometime blogging bout ward happened ytd
it's anth day wid the sunshine today!
althou there's lots of work to be done.
today feeling very very happy
(althou im tired)
very high esp when there's guitar!
hahas i think im abit crazy over guitar now.
^^
feeling abit confused now.
maybe cux im abit mixed up.
btwn the reality n the past.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
gosh.
i went to cut my hair short today
and guess who i saw?
winston!
it's been so long duh.
and he reali changed quite abit.
i was at marina square de chapter 2
den he was cutting his hair too
i jux sat down
and he walked past my seat
den we looked at each other
and hey!he(she) look familiar.
hahas.
burt i din call him
cux i cutting hair wards.
(-____-)||
how i noe he cut fin hair
didnt leave
and sat there for a super long time
den kept looking over
so paiseh k.
cux i cutting hair lars!!
den i was super uncomfortable.
after a super LONG time
he finally left.
den i heaved a sigh of relief.
burt after tat i turn n look out of the shop
he was there wid his frens.
and i was like
DUH!!!HE HAVEN LEAVE AFTER LIKE SO LONG??!!
after i fin cutting
i urgently needed the toilet.
lols.
den i grab wenwen(who pei me)
walked left
den i realised toilet's on the right
n i saw him at a shop
den i was thinking
"faster leave"
cux i paiseh marhs.
jux when i turned arnd
he shouted
"eunice!"
n rushed out of the shop to catch up wid me
den i was like (-___-)
so i chat wid him a while
and told him my new number
cux he said he called me
burt nort available.
hahas.
den at night
he sms-ed me
den we chat lors.
and he told me some things
tat was very unexpected.
abit pity.
maybe things would have been different
if it was told earlier.
burt hey
im still glad to see him
after so long lars.
and still glad he still rmbrs.
he's still so like fan.
the way they tok.
i always get them two mixed up.
hahas.
my hair so short.
(T~T)
i went to cut my hair short today
and guess who i saw?
winston!
it's been so long duh.
and he reali changed quite abit.
i was at marina square de chapter 2
den he was cutting his hair too
i jux sat down
and he walked past my seat
den we looked at each other
and hey!he(she) look familiar.
hahas.
burt i din call him
cux i cutting hair wards.
(-____-)||
how i noe he cut fin hair
didnt leave
and sat there for a super long time
den kept looking over
so paiseh k.
cux i cutting hair lars!!
den i was super uncomfortable.
after a super LONG time
he finally left.
den i heaved a sigh of relief.
burt after tat i turn n look out of the shop
he was there wid his frens.
and i was like
DUH!!!HE HAVEN LEAVE AFTER LIKE SO LONG??!!
after i fin cutting
i urgently needed the toilet.
lols.
den i grab wenwen(who pei me)
walked left
den i realised toilet's on the right
n i saw him at a shop
den i was thinking
"faster leave"
cux i paiseh marhs.
jux when i turned arnd
he shouted
"eunice!"
n rushed out of the shop to catch up wid me
den i was like (-___-)
so i chat wid him a while
and told him my new number
cux he said he called me
burt nort available.
hahas.
den at night
he sms-ed me
den we chat lors.
and he told me some things
tat was very unexpected.
abit pity.
maybe things would have been different
if it was told earlier.
burt hey
im still glad to see him
after so long lars.
and still glad he still rmbrs.
he's still so like fan.
the way they tok.
i always get them two mixed up.
hahas.
my hair so short.
(T~T)
Saturday, February 17, 2007
my hair condition quite bad leh..
i think im cutting it short.
althou i reali dun bear to!!!!
(T~T)
burt i think
if i dun cut short
sooner or later my hair will be completely jialat
den it will be worse.
sigh
i reali love my long hair
took me so long to grow it until tis length!!!!
think i cutting it until like zarifah barhs
in order to save it.
den when it's in btr condition
den grow long again lors.
argh..
have to grow it for anth two years la
to make it long long.
sian~~~
i thinking of going haru leh
nvr go before wan to try
burt very ma fan
cux always have to make appointment
or maybe i go back monsoon or hair mechanics
hms..
or try chapter 2?
sobs.
love my long hair~
muacks.
think keep it for a few more days barhs
thursday fin sch early
den see tat day go cut lo.
hais..
i think im cutting it short.
althou i reali dun bear to!!!!
(T~T)
burt i think
if i dun cut short
sooner or later my hair will be completely jialat
den it will be worse.
sigh
i reali love my long hair
took me so long to grow it until tis length!!!!
think i cutting it until like zarifah barhs
in order to save it.
den when it's in btr condition
den grow long again lors.
argh..
have to grow it for anth two years la
to make it long long.
sian~~~
i thinking of going haru leh
nvr go before wan to try
burt very ma fan
cux always have to make appointment
or maybe i go back monsoon or hair mechanics
hms..
or try chapter 2?
sobs.
love my long hair~
muacks.
think keep it for a few more days barhs
thursday fin sch early
den see tat day go cut lo.
hais..
Friday, February 16, 2007
today sch had chinese new year celebrations!
it wasnt very exciting la
burt the kids were cute!
our sch had the lion dance from NTU too
nort bad.
after tat me anna n zarifahfah went parkway
den i saw lixian n lina on there
we went to the pet shop
the dogs n rabbits so cute la!!
gort a golden retriever very poor thing
kept crying n refusing to eat
cux it was seperated from its frens
=(
after tat we went mac to meet illi
den we ate at mac n went to classic pool
zarifah playing for the first time sia
den i super lousy
nvr win at all (>.<)
zarifah first time play burt super tyco la!
say "anyhow ar" evrytime before she poke the ball
(-___-)||
den when we laugh she will say "shuddup la!"
so she set the trend
evrytime before we poke the ball mux say
"anyhow ar..shuddup la!"
lols..
den she "anyhow anyhow" still can get in
(-____-)||
i at first very tyco..
den a while later kept missing
grrr...
den at the last game
me n anna team
zarifah n illi team
den fahfah n illi won.
sorry anna =(
i super lousy sia..
gort once i lost to zarifah
cux i hit the black ball in
(T~T)
sobs~~
it wasnt very exciting la
burt the kids were cute!
our sch had the lion dance from NTU too
nort bad.
after tat me anna n zarifahfah went parkway
den i saw lixian n lina on there
we went to the pet shop
the dogs n rabbits so cute la!!
gort a golden retriever very poor thing
kept crying n refusing to eat
cux it was seperated from its frens
=(
after tat we went mac to meet illi
den we ate at mac n went to classic pool
zarifah playing for the first time sia
den i super lousy
nvr win at all (>.<)
zarifah first time play burt super tyco la!
say "anyhow ar" evrytime before she poke the ball
(-___-)||
den when we laugh she will say "shuddup la!"
so she set the trend
evrytime before we poke the ball mux say
"anyhow ar..shuddup la!"
lols..
den she "anyhow anyhow" still can get in
(-____-)||
i at first very tyco..
den a while later kept missing
grrr...
den at the last game
me n anna team
zarifah n illi team
den fahfah n illi won.
sorry anna =(
i super lousy sia..
gort once i lost to zarifah
cux i hit the black ball in
(T~T)
sobs~~
Thursday, February 15, 2007
anth great day!
today we celebrated shushu's bday in advance
she was very shocked we can see.
lols..
hope u like it darling girl!
happy birthday =)
today confirm from vin tat he's reali nort attached.
poor guy
jux shi lian recently i heard
(T~T)
after sch i pei shushu go econs
then after tat go bugis meet jiajia n tingz
jiajia n tingz cut hair..
quite nice de
den they ate ajisen
so good la!
me n shushu pok no money
so went to eat toriQ bento
nort bad too =)
den we went bugis street n bought earrings
fun day wid them!
muacks my darlings~
love ya all for always giving me fun.
^^
today we celebrated shushu's bday in advance
she was very shocked we can see.
lols..
hope u like it darling girl!
happy birthday =)
today confirm from vin tat he's reali nort attached.
poor guy
jux shi lian recently i heard
(T~T)
after sch i pei shushu go econs
then after tat go bugis meet jiajia n tingz
jiajia n tingz cut hair..
quite nice de
den they ate ajisen
so good la!
me n shushu pok no money
so went to eat toriQ bento
nort bad too =)
den we went bugis street n bought earrings
fun day wid them!
muacks my darlings~
love ya all for always giving me fun.
^^
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
today stayed back in sch
to make little presents for the class
(^.<) thanks shushu anna n fahfah for helping
esp shushu she reali helped the most
i think she did more than me sia.
lols..
happy valentine's to all~! (^^)
to those who r single dun be upset cux valentine's a day for frens too!! =)
to those who r attached may u have the happiness n last forever^^
me? yup i do have a date tmr.
i have a date wid my guitar.
guitar prac tmr
(-___-)||
burt hey!
fahfah's guitar name is susan
mine's ______
hahas!
*winks*
to make little presents for the class
(^.<) thanks shushu anna n fahfah for helping
esp shushu she reali helped the most
i think she did more than me sia.
lols..
happy valentine's to all~! (^^)
to those who r single dun be upset cux valentine's a day for frens too!! =)
to those who r attached may u have the happiness n last forever^^
me? yup i do have a date tmr.
i have a date wid my guitar.
guitar prac tmr
(-___-)||
burt hey!
fahfah's guitar name is susan
mine's ______
hahas!
*winks*
Sunday, February 11, 2007
cant wait to go to sch
x)
im bored at home duh.
wanted to go play pool ytd wid anna they all
burt the plan was off
cux everyone seemed tired frm the week
ya..
it was a tiring week from sch
and i guess we need to rest more den play barhs.
althou i reali longed to play pool wid them.
anth day i guess.
i cant wait for the TEC too.
hope all of us get in =))
den can play together lers!
^^
monday faster come..
faster go to sch..
dun wan holidays!
lols..
i sound pervertic wanting to go to sch so much
nort tat i like to study
burt i jux want to hang out
instead of coping at home
burt later i going out larrs.
hahas
=x
x)
im bored at home duh.
wanted to go play pool ytd wid anna they all
burt the plan was off
cux everyone seemed tired frm the week
ya..
it was a tiring week from sch
and i guess we need to rest more den play barhs.
althou i reali longed to play pool wid them.
anth day i guess.
i cant wait for the TEC too.
hope all of us get in =))
den can play together lers!
^^
monday faster come..
faster go to sch..
dun wan holidays!
lols..
i sound pervertic wanting to go to sch so much
nort tat i like to study
burt i jux want to hang out
instead of coping at home
burt later i going out larrs.
hahas
=x
Friday, February 09, 2007
WAHAHAS!!!!!!
i today very happy!
i now super super super happy!!!
super super super high!!!!
huh?
why?
cux i finally noe monkey's name lers!
burt i still have to call him monkey here to keep it confidential
=x
yay!!
thanks wenwen!!for helping me find out!!
u're the best!!!
MUACKS!!!
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!!!!!!
and heard from wenwen he's nort attached.
burt today i saw him wearing a ring lehs.
normally guys seldom wear ring de leh
unless is couple ring.
(T~T)
hope he's reali nort attached barhs..
=)
burt today two tragic things happened.
first tragedy:
early in the morning i go sch
to the canteen (cux he's there)
den when he saw me he was looking at me lars.
den i was feeling weird y he look at me lidat.
burt i tort nth much of it lors.
den after sitting down for a while,
alvin suddenly ask me in chinese
"why u ask ta (her) about ta (him) ars?"
den i din catch it at first.
was super gong bout ward he saying
so i said
"huh?"
and gave him the confused look.
den he (even louder tis time)
said
"why u ask ta (her) about ta (him) ars?"
den monkey was sitting at the table beside us onli lars!
i noe ward alvin mean la.
he meant why i ask jacq bout monkey
den i was damn paiseh k.
so i act blur said
"where gort?i duno even noe him"
den gave him the gong look.
den alvin say
"gort ward.catholic high rite?"
WA!
he jux sitting beside can!
ward oso heard liao lars!
so i faster act blur again said
"huh?ward catholic?orhs!aiya.nort him lars.i toking bout anth guy nort him."
den i faster lie down on the table n turn away lars!
so super paiseh k.
(-___-)||
stupid alvin.
second tragedy:
i was going home from guitar today
wid zarifahfah.
den i was very happy lars
cux today saw monkey alort of times.
den i was telling fahfah
"i wonder he go home liao norts leh.."
den i look into the hall,
burt his cca dismissed ler.
so i jux walked along the shelter area lors.
den sudnly i saw a familiar back in front
monkey!!
hahas..
so i very high de told fahfah
"monkey monkey monkey!!"
den i said
"eh..later he tort i stalking him lehs"
(-____-)||
so i suggested we walk fast fast n over take him
den walk past him i saw alvin
so i cheeky cheeky go tease alvin
(i wished i didnt)
i tapped him and said
"jacq jacq!going home ars?hahas.."
den he say
"ya lo.."
den i wanted to walk away.
burt i heard alvin say behind me
"eh..! cat high!cat high!"
...
....
......
........!!!
my first reaction was:
walk away fast fast!!!!
burt as i was walking away so fast fahfah had to run after me,
i still can hear alvin saying
"cat high cat high!"
DIAOS!!!
i wished i cld bury my head into the ground k!!
idiot alvin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(T~T)
i today very happy!
i now super super super happy!!!
super super super high!!!!
huh?
why?
cux i finally noe monkey's name lers!
burt i still have to call him monkey here to keep it confidential
=x
yay!!
thanks wenwen!!for helping me find out!!
u're the best!!!
MUACKS!!!
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!!!!!!!
and heard from wenwen he's nort attached.
burt today i saw him wearing a ring lehs.
normally guys seldom wear ring de leh
unless is couple ring.
(T~T)
hope he's reali nort attached barhs..
=)
burt today two tragic things happened.
first tragedy:
early in the morning i go sch
to the canteen (cux he's there)
den when he saw me he was looking at me lars.
den i was feeling weird y he look at me lidat.
burt i tort nth much of it lors.
den after sitting down for a while,
alvin suddenly ask me in chinese
"why u ask ta (her) about ta (him) ars?"
den i din catch it at first.
was super gong bout ward he saying
so i said
"huh?"
and gave him the confused look.
den he (even louder tis time)
said
"why u ask ta (her) about ta (him) ars?"
den monkey was sitting at the table beside us onli lars!
i noe ward alvin mean la.
he meant why i ask jacq bout monkey
den i was damn paiseh k.
so i act blur said
"where gort?i duno even noe him"
den gave him the gong look.
den alvin say
"gort ward.catholic high rite?"
WA!
he jux sitting beside can!
ward oso heard liao lars!
so i faster act blur again said
"huh?ward catholic?orhs!aiya.nort him lars.i toking bout anth guy nort him."
den i faster lie down on the table n turn away lars!
so super paiseh k.
(-___-)||
stupid alvin.
second tragedy:
i was going home from guitar today
wid zarifahfah.
den i was very happy lars
cux today saw monkey alort of times.
den i was telling fahfah
"i wonder he go home liao norts leh.."
den i look into the hall,
burt his cca dismissed ler.
so i jux walked along the shelter area lors.
den sudnly i saw a familiar back in front
monkey!!
hahas..
so i very high de told fahfah
"monkey monkey monkey!!"
den i said
"eh..later he tort i stalking him lehs"
(-____-)||
so i suggested we walk fast fast n over take him
den walk past him i saw alvin
so i cheeky cheeky go tease alvin
(i wished i didnt)
i tapped him and said
"jacq jacq!going home ars?hahas.."
den he say
"ya lo.."
den i wanted to walk away.
burt i heard alvin say behind me
"eh..! cat high!cat high!"
...
....
......
........!!!
my first reaction was:
walk away fast fast!!!!
burt as i was walking away so fast fahfah had to run after me,
i still can hear alvin saying
"cat high cat high!"
DIAOS!!!
i wished i cld bury my head into the ground k!!
idiot alvin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(T~T)
Thursday, February 08, 2007
today went orchard wid my darlings!
we ended sch at 12.30,
so me ahzai tingting n jiajia went gaigai
we went to cineleisure first
den me n ahzai went to eat yoshi
n jiajia n ting went to eat BK
cux tingting la
so troublesome
diedie oso wan to eat BK
(-___-)||
den heard from jiajia ting say cheesesticks is hashbrowns
diaos!
den after tat we walked arnd cine
went to heeren
and walked to far east
very far wors.
burt quite a fun day.
after tat ahzai go meet her baby
and me jiajia n ting went to see bra.
lols!
after tat we went home lor.
quite tired actuali
cux go home still mux do tat stupid chinese essay.
damn!
we ended sch at 12.30,
so me ahzai tingting n jiajia went gaigai
we went to cineleisure first
den me n ahzai went to eat yoshi
n jiajia n ting went to eat BK
cux tingting la
so troublesome
diedie oso wan to eat BK
(-___-)||
den heard from jiajia ting say cheesesticks is hashbrowns
diaos!
den after tat we walked arnd cine
went to heeren
and walked to far east
very far wors.
burt quite a fun day.
after tat ahzai go meet her baby
and me jiajia n ting went to see bra.
lols!
after tat we went home lor.
quite tired actuali
cux go home still mux do tat stupid chinese essay.
damn!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
heyo!!
im here to blog again!
abit addicted to blogging lately.
gosh so tired la.
today had a great guitar prac^^
im a slow learner duh
burt i think i made improvements today
burt i very scared of summer sia.
historia still ok.
sigh.
the sound test is onli 13days away.
HOW??!!!
i very scared i cant learn it in time.
(T~T)
today so paiseh.
kena "listed" in the class diary by anna
cux i pronounced a word wrongly.
so stupid!!
the class diary used to be "zarifah's joke book"
now gort my name liao.
SOBS!!!
i became one of the jokes of the day.
oh man~
signed up for TEC wid my sisters today
hope we get in!
it wld be fun duh
and we'll get to write smth in our SGC
if nort think it will be empty.
lols!
very sian today in sch
cux ah zai never come to sch today.
miss her.
=(
nobody let me hug
den i hug tingting burt she very tiny sia
so i hugged zarifah.
hahas!
hope zaizai comes tmr.
looking forward to see tis happy-go-lucky girl.
and oh ya!
i saw tat catholic high guy today again.
hahas..
he's nort good looking lars.
jux tort he's very the-boy-next-door
so he's quite cute.
guai guai type.
i wan faster go to sch again!
den can see my frens n him!
hahas=)
eye-candy~~~
x)
im here to blog again!
abit addicted to blogging lately.
gosh so tired la.
today had a great guitar prac^^
im a slow learner duh
burt i think i made improvements today
burt i very scared of summer sia.
historia still ok.
sigh.
the sound test is onli 13days away.
HOW??!!!
i very scared i cant learn it in time.
(T~T)
today so paiseh.
kena "listed" in the class diary by anna
cux i pronounced a word wrongly.
so stupid!!
the class diary used to be "zarifah's joke book"
now gort my name liao.
SOBS!!!
i became one of the jokes of the day.
oh man~
signed up for TEC wid my sisters today
hope we get in!
it wld be fun duh
and we'll get to write smth in our SGC
if nort think it will be empty.
lols!
very sian today in sch
cux ah zai never come to sch today.
miss her.
=(
nobody let me hug
den i hug tingting burt she very tiny sia
so i hugged zarifah.
hahas!
hope zaizai comes tmr.
looking forward to see tis happy-go-lucky girl.
and oh ya!
i saw tat catholic high guy today again.
hahas..
he's nort good looking lars.
jux tort he's very the-boy-next-door
so he's quite cute.
guai guai type.
i wan faster go to sch again!
den can see my frens n him!
hahas=)
eye-candy~~~
x)
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
damn.
im feeling so super happy today.
duno y so high oso.
jux keep on feel like singing
"IT'S ALWAYS SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN!!"
hahas..
i noe i sound idiotic.
burt hey the world rocks today!
=)
life's beautiful duh.
im changing my blogskin soon,
when i have the time,
to smth more sunshine ^^
ytd timmy msged me.
dorts.
like~
ward the hell???!
duno ward he thinking.
dun wish to waste time guessing too.
hahas.
wan go out!!
u urself say de har.
better rmbr.
*bish*
alrights my mood was abit affected.
burt ok la i wasnt sad
jux pissed.
cux my fren's gf
tort my fren likes me
n quarrelled wid him.
wth.
den like it sucks dude.
never in my lifetime i wld ever like him.
diaos.
n like wtf
jux a sms onli.
my fren onli ask me ward he shld buy for his gf for vday
den she angry liaos.
WTF
some childish immature girl.
drag me into her excuse.
f***
come on la im jux an outsider
ur relationship gort flaws ur prob
dun drag me in.
childish.
if u reali wan clarify come tok to me la.
dun come n say me lidat k.
u urself cold still blame others?
idiot.
im feeling so super happy today.
duno y so high oso.
jux keep on feel like singing
"IT'S ALWAYS SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN!!"
hahas..
i noe i sound idiotic.
burt hey the world rocks today!
=)
life's beautiful duh.
im changing my blogskin soon,
when i have the time,
to smth more sunshine ^^
ytd timmy msged me.
dorts.
like~
ward the hell???!
duno ward he thinking.
dun wish to waste time guessing too.
hahas.
wan go out!!
u urself say de har.
better rmbr.
*bish*
alrights my mood was abit affected.
burt ok la i wasnt sad
jux pissed.
cux my fren's gf
tort my fren likes me
n quarrelled wid him.
wth.
den like it sucks dude.
never in my lifetime i wld ever like him.
diaos.
n like wtf
jux a sms onli.
my fren onli ask me ward he shld buy for his gf for vday
den she angry liaos.
WTF
some childish immature girl.
drag me into her excuse.
f***
come on la im jux an outsider
ur relationship gort flaws ur prob
dun drag me in.
childish.
if u reali wan clarify come tok to me la.
dun come n say me lidat k.
u urself cold still blame others?
idiot.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
oh man..
im so temperamental tat i cant even take it myself.
i reali cannort tahan myself.
maybe cux i still cant get used to the life without him barhs.
used to feel very cosy n warm
cux i noe there's a him
burt now
im like a kite
with the strings brokened.
i have my freedom
which is great
burt i feel lost
now tat im freed.
so ironic.
burt reali
i have to say im happier than before
onli..
nort used to it.
burt i will.
it's jux a matter of time =)
today i went shopping
bought tons of things duh.
bought 2 sets of clothes
and a new maybeline XXL mascara
to replace my Loreal.
yay!
always wanted to try maybeline XXL
cux i heard tat it's amazingly good.
saw alvin's classmate at today
tat catholic high guy.
he din see me i guess.
wonder ward's his name?
(o.O)
k la
gtg practice my guitar now!
=)
im so temperamental tat i cant even take it myself.
i reali cannort tahan myself.
maybe cux i still cant get used to the life without him barhs.
used to feel very cosy n warm
cux i noe there's a him
burt now
im like a kite
with the strings brokened.
i have my freedom
which is great
burt i feel lost
now tat im freed.
so ironic.
burt reali
i have to say im happier than before
onli..
nort used to it.
burt i will.
it's jux a matter of time =)
today i went shopping
bought tons of things duh.
bought 2 sets of clothes
and a new maybeline XXL mascara
to replace my Loreal.
yay!
always wanted to try maybeline XXL
cux i heard tat it's amazingly good.
saw alvin's classmate at today
tat catholic high guy.
he din see me i guess.
wonder ward's his name?
(o.O)
k la
gtg practice my guitar now!
=)
Friday, February 02, 2007
getting emo again.
(-____-)||
i feel like some idiot sia
jux now so super high n happy
now so low n sian.
i wan go out gai gai walkwalk!!!
suck coping up at home.
and
i hope he replies me!!
is he upset at me or ward?
wei!!!
ward's wrong wid u sia!!!
u promised to go out wid me after my common test de!!
going back on ur words!!!!
huai ren huai ren huai ren.
pian ren pian ren pian ren!!!
sobs!
(-____-)||
i feel like some idiot sia
jux now so super high n happy
now so low n sian.
i wan go out gai gai walkwalk!!!
suck coping up at home.
and
i hope he replies me!!
is he upset at me or ward?
wei!!!
ward's wrong wid u sia!!!
u promised to go out wid me after my common test de!!
going back on ur words!!!!
huai ren huai ren huai ren.
pian ren pian ren pian ren!!!
sobs!
wahahas!!!!
so happy today!!
common test's over finally ^^
i've been dreaming of him for the past three nights.
one of them was us at vivo
and it was smth tat reali happened before
the second i cant reali rmbr
jux rmbr he was hugging me
and the one last night
we were jux sitting there,
and both of us were very quiet
in the end
i saw my fren
and walked away
and he walked away too.
maybe the dreams are telling me our ending.
burt when i woke up
i didnt felt anything
maybe i reali let go lers.
and im happy actuali
to have such happy n sweet memories wid me
these memories i will always rmbr
and keep it close to my heart.
today after our last paper
me wenwen tingz jiajia zarifah n anna went ps walk walk
while waiting for pasta to open
we went carrefour and watched the vcds n dvds
den we four chinese girls was stucked to the show hua yang shao nian shao nu
tat wu zun n ella show
hahas..
den we went to eat at pasta mania
so long never eat lers!
den it was very fun
cux zarifah was keeping us entertained wid her comedy show
i practically laughed until i have stomach cramps.
thanks zarifah for keeping us entertained.
lols!
after tat we walked arnd
went yamaha
den wenwen practically stuck to the keyboard
lols..
burt she played reali nice lars
can see tat she reali liked music alort.
after tat went spotlight and a jap shop(forget name liaos = =)
i love tat jap shop!
alort of stuff i like de
esp the junk food and alort of cute stuff
it was a great day duh.
been laughing since i gort to school
(except for the test and hist lecture of cux)
``there's always sunshine after the rain!!!``
(^o^)/~~
so happy today!!
common test's over finally ^^
i've been dreaming of him for the past three nights.
one of them was us at vivo
and it was smth tat reali happened before
the second i cant reali rmbr
jux rmbr he was hugging me
and the one last night
we were jux sitting there,
and both of us were very quiet
in the end
i saw my fren
and walked away
and he walked away too.
maybe the dreams are telling me our ending.
burt when i woke up
i didnt felt anything
maybe i reali let go lers.
and im happy actuali
to have such happy n sweet memories wid me
these memories i will always rmbr
and keep it close to my heart.
today after our last paper
me wenwen tingz jiajia zarifah n anna went ps walk walk
while waiting for pasta to open
we went carrefour and watched the vcds n dvds
den we four chinese girls was stucked to the show hua yang shao nian shao nu
tat wu zun n ella show
hahas..
den we went to eat at pasta mania
so long never eat lers!
den it was very fun
cux zarifah was keeping us entertained wid her comedy show
i practically laughed until i have stomach cramps.
thanks zarifah for keeping us entertained.
lols!
after tat we walked arnd
went yamaha
den wenwen practically stuck to the keyboard
lols..
burt she played reali nice lars
can see tat she reali liked music alort.
after tat went spotlight and a jap shop(forget name liaos = =)
i love tat jap shop!
alort of stuff i like de
esp the junk food and alort of cute stuff
it was a great day duh.
been laughing since i gort to school
(except for the test and hist lecture of cux)
``there's always sunshine after the rain!!!``
(^o^)/~~
Monday, January 29, 2007
my life is so colourful
im so glad i have great frens
=)
well
i guess i still have to say sorry to u
(if u still bother to come n read)
sincerely
from the bottom of my heart
sorry.
i knew ur character
yet i still did the wrong things
and again n again
betrayed ur trust.
i knew ur character
i know u dislike me being lidat
yet i still chose to be unreasonable towards u.
i noe u wun forgive me for ward i've done
i noe u wun
based on ur character.
maybe u wun even see tis,
becux u wun bother reading my blog
ever again.
still..
im sorry.
u tried to give in to me
burt i never realised
i was too selfish.
im at fault.
sorry.
i caused our relationship to fail.
sigh.
sorry.
althou i noe
no matter how many times i say sorry
u wun bother anymore.
burt..
pls forget me ok?
i rather u forget me.
i dun wan u to think of me
and den realise
"hey,i placed my love on her wrongly"
and be upset bout ward i done to u.
jux
forget me.
and pls stay happy
and xinfu.
i'll leave u alone
and wun bother u anymore.
once again.
sorry.
im so glad i have great frens
=)
well
i guess i still have to say sorry to u
(if u still bother to come n read)
sincerely
from the bottom of my heart
sorry.
i knew ur character
yet i still did the wrong things
and again n again
betrayed ur trust.
i knew ur character
i know u dislike me being lidat
yet i still chose to be unreasonable towards u.
i noe u wun forgive me for ward i've done
i noe u wun
based on ur character.
maybe u wun even see tis,
becux u wun bother reading my blog
ever again.
still..
im sorry.
u tried to give in to me
burt i never realised
i was too selfish.
im at fault.
sorry.
i caused our relationship to fail.
sigh.
sorry.
althou i noe
no matter how many times i say sorry
u wun bother anymore.
burt..
pls forget me ok?
i rather u forget me.
i dun wan u to think of me
and den realise
"hey,i placed my love on her wrongly"
and be upset bout ward i done to u.
jux
forget me.
and pls stay happy
and xinfu.
i'll leave u alone
and wun bother u anymore.
once again.
sorry.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
i feel so horrible.
i keep telling myself to smile
and tat im reali happier leaving him.
burt i cant help being painful.
especially after recieving tat sms from him tis morning.
i wasnt so painful before i saw tat sms.
burt now,
my heart is like bleeding profusely.
why?
i've left you so jux leave me alone.
why still come and step on my heart?
tis was how our conversation goes:
him:im so sorry for partially causing tis relationship to fail..to tell u the truth..before u left for HK i was already trying to woo back my ex..
me:we've already broken up.ward's the point of telling me tis nw?trying to hurt me further?if tat's the case,im sorry to tell u u've failed.ever since i decided to break i haven dropped a single tear since den.i've wasted too much tears on u,im nort so silly anymore.if u're trying to prove tat it was u who actuali dumped me,n nort me who wanted the breakup,i can only say u're very petty and childish.anyway i still have to thank u.aftrall we were once happy together.
him:no..i am really apologetic for not giving my 100% to u n it's my fault or else the relationship wld have stayed..and can u nort be so petty to think tat way?lol..u wid me so long ler u think i care who dump who?
me:it's useless to say sorry huh?if break ler den noe how to say sorry,in e first place u shldnt have done tat.well take it as im petty barhs.since u dun love me anymore y shld u still bother to come and apologise?u're free to do anything u wan..jio any girls u like..without me hindering now..and i have to tell u.althou we were together for almost 10mnths,i still cant figure ur thoughts,to me u're still like a stranger who nvr opened ur heart to me..
him:wa..u reali very wad leh..please please dun reply anymore cux i dun wan to hear anymore shit..
me:alright..i admit i was too harsh..sorry.put urself in my shoes u'll understan how i feel.burt my point is,it's reali useless to say all these things isnt it?him:if i was in ur shoes i wld have been there when i was in need. Where were you?
me:i've to say im at fault too,for nort noticing it when u needed me.burt wld u say u were always there for me too?
him:i tried all the time,didnt i?
me:i tried too.k..relax..u think carefully,have u told me before ur xin shi?or when u were unhappy have u told me before?
him:if i told u i needed help and u werent there..are u even worth me telling u my feelings?i played so many matches too..when were u ever there?or maybe once tat if zarifah stay then i stay shit..or was it siokwen?
me:k.tell me.ward's ur intention of smsing me?if u reali wan to tok things over,i suggest we do it face to face.if nort,we broke up ler,den let bygones be bygones.
him:what's my intention?wah still gort motive one ah?cause u said on friday tat u still like me and i felt bad tat i didnt return the love you deserved..ok?tat was my evil plot..
me:my meaning of intention is whether u wan tok things out or jux here to say sorry.pls dun misunderstand.
him:ok sorry..to say sorry..
ok.it was smth lidat.
wld someone pls pls pls pls understan how i felt?
it was like stabbing my heart
den pouring salt
and pepper
and acid
over it again and again.
and then stepping on it cruelly.
i was alright originally.
reali.
althou ytd i was quite painful
burt timmy was on the phone wid me the whole day
so i felt better.
burt tis morning
the moment i opened my eyes
i saw his first sms.
why r u doing tis to me?
ever since the sms-es
my mood had been changing like the weather.
when i tok to my mum
i was smiling
when im nort
i feel like crying.
a moment im happy
a moment im sad
im going crazy soon.
when forrest called me,
i was quite glad to find tat someone still bothers.
when timmy msged me,
to say tat he has a surprise for me
i was touched.
at least they made me feel tat im nort all alone.
thanks zarifah..
for tat sms too..
i even kept having tis stupid idea to cut myself
jux like ward i did in the past when i broke up wid feng.
becux
when u are reali pain to the extreme
u wun feel pain anymore.
burt i kept telling myself NO.
so dun worry
i didnt hurt myself in anyway.
burt im reali sad.
so sad i couldnt do anything.
and i couldnt call timmy now..
sorry timmy
for using u as my float.
burt if without u i think i wld reali drown.
am i reali very silly?
i noe tat he's a bad guy,
yet i still cant help loving him.
i still love him,yes i do.
i will nvr forget him singing to me guang liang's "di yi ci (first time)"
i will nvr forget him telling me "baby i love u so much..i wan to be wid u forever."
i will nvr forget when i ask him "baby do u love me?"
he sang "love u love u yes i love u,ni ting jian ler marh(can u hear it)?"
i will nvr forget
when i sang rainie yang's "li xiang qing ren(dream lover)" to him
how tightly he hugged me and how long we kissed.
my god.
ward am i doin again
thinking bout the past again.
stop.
stop thinking!!!
i promised myself nort to think already
burt why?
why r those memories still flashing in front of me?
ok.
i lost.
im crying again.
since the breakup i havent dropped a single tear.
burt im now crying.
it sucks.
timmy where r u now..
i reali need someone..
Friday, January 19, 2007
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
im back guys!
touched down in singapore at arnd 12.46am last night
reached home at arnd 1.30am
and slept at 3am!!!
gosh.
tis whole month i've been having fun
and sleeping nort earlier den 12am every day.
i love hong kong!!!!!!!!
*muacks muacks muacks muacks*
it's nort very cold there actuali.
temperature ranging arnd 14-20degrees.
burt the few days when it's raining
it's 8degrees.
the air there is super dry
plus sleeping late,
my face condition is nort very good
the skin was super dry
almost peeling
burt
thanks to the big load of cosmetics i brought along
(especially a big thanks to my toner and moisterizer)
my face is alright =)
except for panda eyes.
(-_______-)||
alright now tat im back
it's time for war.
(T~T)
going to chiong finish all the homewrk
by tis week.
sigh.
fun's over!
zzz...
touched down in singapore at arnd 12.46am last night
reached home at arnd 1.30am
and slept at 3am!!!
gosh.
tis whole month i've been having fun
and sleeping nort earlier den 12am every day.
i love hong kong!!!!!!!!
*muacks muacks muacks muacks*
it's nort very cold there actuali.
temperature ranging arnd 14-20degrees.
burt the few days when it's raining
it's 8degrees.
the air there is super dry
plus sleeping late,
my face condition is nort very good
the skin was super dry
almost peeling
burt
thanks to the big load of cosmetics i brought along
(especially a big thanks to my toner and moisterizer)
my face is alright =)
except for panda eyes.
(-_______-)||
alright now tat im back
it's time for war.
(T~T)
going to chiong finish all the homewrk
by tis week.
sigh.
fun's over!
zzz...
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
hihi!!!
im blogging again after slacking for so long.
yeaps im now in HK!
it's nort very cold here eh.
23degrees.
(-_______-)||
dec liao still so warm wors.
anyway
the air here is very dry.
my eyes hurt
(esp cux im oso wearing contacts)'
and my lips are cracking.
zzz
at night sleep
the throat like going to tear
cux beri beri beri dry.
the food rocks!!
going for steamboat tonight.
*drools*
yup quite fun
burt this morning was reading hist lect book
*pukess*
read liao a few pages bei ta han liao
den go watch teevee
lols
die ler lars.
haven do hist hmwrk
maths oso halfway done.
think can prepare to chiong until die when i get back lers.
(T~T)
im blogging again after slacking for so long.
yeaps im now in HK!
it's nort very cold here eh.
23degrees.
(-_______-)||
dec liao still so warm wors.
anyway
the air here is very dry.
my eyes hurt
(esp cux im oso wearing contacts)'
and my lips are cracking.
zzz
at night sleep
the throat like going to tear
cux beri beri beri dry.
the food rocks!!
going for steamboat tonight.
*drools*
yup quite fun
burt this morning was reading hist lect book
*pukess*
read liao a few pages bei ta han liao
den go watch teevee
lols
die ler lars.
haven do hist hmwrk
maths oso halfway done.
think can prepare to chiong until die when i get back lers.
(T~T)
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
today chat wid forest ne
thou he never say much
burt it was truly enlightning
lols.
forest read tis dun float into sky.
burt reali..
after hearing ward forest said
i never realised tat dar was lidat lo..
hms..
maybe i do noe in my heart,
burt everytime gort probs i will think of the worst.
actuali dar's jux like the crowned prince..
nort good at expressing his feelings
and it's jux his character. jux him.
so..
i have to accept it since i love him barhs.
i will try..
i noe it's hard burt i will..
thou he never say much
burt it was truly enlightning
lols.
forest read tis dun float into sky.
burt reali..
after hearing ward forest said
i never realised tat dar was lidat lo..
hms..
maybe i do noe in my heart,
burt everytime gort probs i will think of the worst.
actuali dar's jux like the crowned prince..
nort good at expressing his feelings
and it's jux his character. jux him.
so..
i have to accept it since i love him barhs.
i will try..
i noe it's hard burt i will..
Sunday, November 05, 2006
tmr is his birthday
i will always rmbr bcux it's only a day before mine
so very difficult to forget la
it's always him tat can make me laugh
and cheer me up.
i will never feel sad when im wid him.
burt he's jux history,
i noe,
and i have no feelings for him anymore.
still,
im glad to have met him-
somemore who can always cheer me up when im sad
share my happiness
and never make me cry.
such a perfect guy in my heart.
i will always rmbr bcux it's only a day before mine
so very difficult to forget la
it's always him tat can make me laugh
and cheer me up.
i will never feel sad when im wid him.
burt he's jux history,
i noe,
and i have no feelings for him anymore.
still,
im glad to have met him-
somemore who can always cheer me up when im sad
share my happiness
and never make me cry.
such a perfect guy in my heart.
why is this happening again?
am i reali so stupid,
always making u unhappy?
tell me ward to do to be ur ideal girl.
am i jux ur teddy bear?
when u happy hug me
when u r nort kick me away
do u noe treating me lidat makes me very sad?
am i ur gf or nort?
can u stop breaking my heart?
can u stop making me sad?
can you stop making me cry?
can you???
i dun hate u,u noe de
i always think too much?
i think is u too insensitive barhs.
y r u always giving me attitude?
im nort jux ur any fren.
if u cant treat me well,
at least stop breaking my heart!
im sorry if u r reading tis
im nort scolding u
burt im reali very upset.
how can u treat someone who loves u,
and someone whom u love tis way??!
u make me question myself
"am i reali a good gf or nort?"
"am i reali tat bad?"
pls
im begging u
dun push me away anymore can?
everytime when i feel tat we getting nearer
everytime when i feel very blissful
den quarrel
over STUPID SMALL things!
i hate it.
i hate it when u treat me lidat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i reali so stupid,
always making u unhappy?
tell me ward to do to be ur ideal girl.
am i jux ur teddy bear?
when u happy hug me
when u r nort kick me away
do u noe treating me lidat makes me very sad?
am i ur gf or nort?
can u stop breaking my heart?
can u stop making me sad?
can you stop making me cry?
can you???
i dun hate u,u noe de
i always think too much?
i think is u too insensitive barhs.
y r u always giving me attitude?
im nort jux ur any fren.
if u cant treat me well,
at least stop breaking my heart!
im sorry if u r reading tis
im nort scolding u
burt im reali very upset.
how can u treat someone who loves u,
and someone whom u love tis way??!
u make me question myself
"am i reali a good gf or nort?"
"am i reali tat bad?"
pls
im begging u
dun push me away anymore can?
everytime when i feel tat we getting nearer
everytime when i feel very blissful
den quarrel
over STUPID SMALL things!
i hate it.
i hate it when u treat me lidat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
in the beginning
everything is like a fairytale.
perfect
and almost even the smallest things make u happy.
of cux
small things still make me happy
a little smile
even if jux a sec of eye contact
can make my day.
burt..
as we move on..
things will get to settle down..
things will get simple
and nort as exciting anymore
burt tat's ward love is like.
yups..
i still love u more den anything
u r still my everything.
burt little conflicts occur
every now n then.
making me n u upset
unhappy
sometimes breaking my heart.
burt still.
i will nort leave u.
bcux i love you alort alort alort.
always.
everything is like a fairytale.
perfect
and almost even the smallest things make u happy.
of cux
small things still make me happy
a little smile
even if jux a sec of eye contact
can make my day.
burt..
as we move on..
things will get to settle down..
things will get simple
and nort as exciting anymore
burt tat's ward love is like.
yups..
i still love u more den anything
u r still my everything.
burt little conflicts occur
every now n then.
making me n u upset
unhappy
sometimes breaking my heart.
burt still.
i will nort leave u.
bcux i love you alort alort alort.
always.
Friday, September 22, 2006
long time never blog
i come here onli to say one thing.
project work sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn
Idiot
Nabe
Er xin
Shit
Hum
Stupid
U...cant think of any vulgarities lols
Cheebye
Kanasai
Sucks to the core!!!!!!!
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i come here onli to say one thing.
project work sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn
Idiot
Nabe
Er xin
Shit
Hum
Stupid
U...cant think of any vulgarities lols
Cheebye
Kanasai
Sucks to the core!!!!!!!
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