okay lots of backlagged posts.
sorry guys havent been updating cux im lazy haha

okay the other day i met with mummy for dinner at marina after meeting jon for lunch and kbox
i finally had dian xiao er!
i had been craving for the roasted herbal ducks like duno since when hahahaha
thanks mummy for the treat=)

the very famous and oiishi roast duck:


mushrooms!! no jiajia u dun get any XD:




and bunny's exams are finally over on tues=) happy happy!
met up with him ytd and slacked at his house
babybunny had to help his parents with delivery so he's not home yet when i reached
so he asked me to go in first and his youngest bro enjian and cousin yongjin welcomed me in=)

i played ds while waiting for him to come home
and when he did,
we shared the strawberry sweetheart together that i bought for him last sunday=))



(pics taken on net cux i forgot to take a photo T~T)

and then babybunny asked me
"have you went up to my room yet?there are some new changes to it orh"
then i replied "no leh i never go up..really?i wan see!"
then i ran up the stairs to his room
i opened the door and looked around..eh..nothing special?
so he said
"look carefully...dun miss out anything..can u see ward changes?"
then i looked up and saw...
a veryveryvery cute kitten looking at me
=)
he's sooo sweet and cute
"okay this is mine alrdy thanks."
then he said
"i nvr say give u lor..some girl gave it to me de"
then i glared at him jokingly and said
"i dun care he's mine."
haha and babybunny laughed and said
"pian ni de la=)"
^^thank you babybunny. muackies^^
i know tues after ur exams u specially went to find the plushie for me de..and searched for quite some time..
thank you i really love the cat=) and you=)

then we slacked around and babybunny's mother came home
she bought me some chocolate cookies to bring home for me and my parents
thank you very much auntie=)

im going to do a photo story for fatgugu bcux he's so cute!XD

a long day for my babybunny..
babybunny xin ku le and thanks for pei-ing me=)

at around 4plus i went over to bunny's house to meet him
before that he still have school in the morning
and after that he still had to help his daddy with delivery
very very tired ne *sayang give u massage*
then we spent some time at his house waiting for bunny to wash up and stuff
and we headed to bugis to meet qinqin n tofu for dinner
so sorry we were late for almost an hour (>.<)
but we really rushed down like mad le, u shld have seen how bunny sped thru the red light=.=

had dinner at fish and co and it was a hilarious dinner
goodness i havent been laughing so much for such a long time
laugh until i had problems swallowing my food
aw qinqin i missed u girls so much
qinqin (as usual) kept singing and she even sang to the waitress
the waitress was like duno want to laugh or cry lols!

"chi tang de shui man liao~yu ye ting liao~"
then we were recalling how we recorded this song for desmond
rushing the song like mad cux of the short recording duration
and then the part we duno how to sing we go "lalalalala~~"
and it was most of all, recorded in the girl's toilet cux we didnt want desmond to see.
LOLS!
i was telling qin, "maybe he heard some flushing sound" hahahaha
miss the days.
but qinqin is right, we've all grown up althou we've only graduated for a year plus.

after the dinner qinqin n tofu went back to tofu's school to sign some stuff
so me n babybunny went to the arcade and played 2 games of photohunt while waiting for them to come back
after they were back bunny suggested taking neos with me
lols lately i keep taking neos ar.
after that i went home
missed my curfew by 20minutes but mummy only nagged abit thankgod bunny reminded me to call home thanks=)

shall upload the photos as soon as i get them=)

im bored=(

lols but im so lazy to go out.

aahahaha

babybunny is working now babybunny i miss u althou i jux saw u ytd!!!

a long and kind of hectic day.

went over to bishan to meet babybunny at arnd 1plus to pass him stuff n he return me the things i forgot at his house
bought nana's birthday cake there
and then he drove me to ubi, my former workplace at cotten care.
waited for siqi to reach, and then the 3 of us went up using the rear lift and entrance
and surprised nana from the back
hahaha!
it was really nice to catch up with my ex-colleagues after so long
im glad babybunny was there too haha im glad they were able to mix
than after staying there for quite some time,
baby went back to bishan to work
i stayed n chat with nana for a little while more
then went to payalebar to meet don for dinner.
he keesiao one keep making me laugh like mad with his lame jokes but thanks haha it was reali funny.

it's really a nice long day
with all my loved ones today
but there're some problems. i couldnt solve.
i really hope time could dissolve everything.

eueu is really very tired.
maybe i should take a break from everything for awhile.

losing a fren has always been my most feared and worst penalty.

no matter ward I did,
dun issue me a death penalty straightaway pls.
especially that now I still duno ward went wrong after thinking bout it the whole night.

years of friendship,
the times we had tgr
the moments when we were there for each other.
i cant bear to let it end just like that, can you?
i always believe that nothing can be so bad that 2 persons need to break ties totally
it just a matter of how both parties are willing to come to a compromise.

no matter what,
talk to me.
im willing to, and we can sort things out.

BLOOP BLOOP XD

after babybunny's lesson we met at lavender where he drove to fetch me
then we went back to bishan n go swimswim
babybunny was veryveryvery patient in teaching me swim
we spent arnd 3hours plus there and hola!
i can swim a little now, just that my breathing is still not okay yet XD
thank thank thank you babybunny for being so patient when im such a slow learner=)

i know babybunny today very tired le,
ytd studied for the whole day at kunty's house until so late then sleep
then today wake up so early for school
then still need to drive me teach me swim and drive me home
hughug babybunny
rest well tonight i'll be dreaming and missing you=)

happy 3rd month babybunny! =)
it has been 3 months of bliss and fun with you
more happy moments to come! ^^

you jiayou for ur upcoming exams too
giving u my moral support=D

a blissful day together=)

i finally watched GuGu The Cat with babybunny at vivo today!
althou babybunny was quite late but i appreciated the fact that he rushed like mad from school and stuff
thank you bunny for rushing *hug*
okay the movie was freaakinggg draggy
bunny nearly fell asleep from the plain story.
but the cat is CUTE, CUTE and CUTE.
i didnt reali like the story but i LOVED THE CAT.
so in the end i still love the movie bcux of GUGU!
XD



gugu's just too cute!

after the movie babybunny and me went to sushi tei for lunch/dinner
(it was already 5plus and we havent had lunch yet)
it was yumyum althou the price was shocking cux we ate alot haha
damn bloated
we went to the roof terrace at vivo and sat for awhile,
chatting and trying to catch the sunset
but it was too cloudy to see anything
so babybunny drove us to mount faber
which was a reali close to nature n serene place with a great night view
althou i was quite freaked out at first cux it was reali dark and it looked like forest everywhere
with the dark shadows of the creepy clawing trees everywhere around
but the night scenery and babybunny holding my hand tightly calmed me down
we had a pleasant time there chatting and enjoying the peace and serenity
thanks for taking me to such a nice place. hughug. =)

and lastly, babybunny, as usual, caringly drove me home=)

missing you already^^

first of all.......



went out celebrating mother's day with my mummy today
treated her to the movie 17 again at cineleisure



and then we went to take neoprints (haha yes we did)
and then treated her to dinner and went shopping around

zac efron is ABSOLUTELY HOTTT
i was practically drooling in the theatre hahaha!
ahhh so hot!








anyway i've been rather hot tempered lately and i duno why
let's hope it will peace down soon and it doesnt affect my relationship with anyone else.

met babybunny @dobhygaut at around 2pm today
wanted to watch the movie GuGu The Cat cux got MEOWMEOW!
omg aint meowy jux soooo cute!!!!
*melts*




but sadly, cux we went to billybombers@cineleisure for lunch
we took a long time walking arnd and we missed the time=(
but its okay cux we settled for The Ramen Girl instead at cathy cineplex
it was not bad. a storyline of perseverance and the kindness and relationships between pple


we went to plaza sing's arcade to play while waiting for the movie time(as usual hahaha)
and babybunny played the silent hill game until got a little blister
(LOL JUST LIKE HUITING'S SORE FINGERS but not that jialat like tingting la LOL)

after the movie we went back to bishan bunny's home
and then had dinner at his house with his family
his mummy cooked fried rice yumyum
and baby sent me home

it's such a relieve to be able to have a whole day of fun after exams
thank you babybunny, for switching ur work shift n making your day free for me.
was really touched when i know that..
thank you babybunny for treating me billybombers
thank you babybunny for pei-ing me watch movie, and carefully holding onto my hands when u realised im wearing heels
and thank you for helping and consoling me last night when i was getting pissed off by my project report
many many little things u do.. i really appreciate them.

it's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
it's the happiness inside that you're feeling
it's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
-Innocence by Avril Lavigne

at the end of my post im going to give u all a view of something SOOO CUTE!
GUGU THE CAT AGAIN=) awwwww!

this is bosco's latest album's song
althou tis album came out last year le
but the lyrics are really meaningful.
the mv is quite sad too.
introducing to everyone=)

this song has become my latest "replay" song.
meaning i keep listening to it lols
listening to songs always give me thoughts and inspirations.
this song - Loving You From All Angles by Bosco Wong,
has gave me the inspiration that
looks are pretty, but that does not assure happiness.
when u recognise love with the heart, appearance is no longer important.
with true love, one can feel the existence even without looking.
the music video, too, inspired me that
one has got to wake up to reality.
its useless to hold onto unreal fantasies.

see so meaninful right.
so do take some time to listen to the song n watch this mv.
notice the lyrics too.
enjoy=)

歌手：黄宗泽 专辑：in love with bosco

歌词：歌曲:全角度爱你
歌手:黄宗泽
黄宗泽 - 全角度爱你

作曲：伍仲衡
填词：陈少琪
编曲：陈台证
监制：伍仲衡


倘眼睛很细小　不要忧郁困扰
爱是性格重要　请清楚对焦
倘你腰不够小　拥抱时仍然美妙
快乐有过合照　都很温暖了

外在是个驱壳　不可作伟大承诺
相信直觉便无限准确
内在若有感觉　将心跳共你綑绑
相对就似钻石难分割

全角度看你　完美地爱是学习赞美
当两嘴巴不想分离　谁还可看到限期
全角度看你　爱欣赏你就是道理
若有些嫌弃　当我讲起你　怎麽这样流利

加阔一圈镜片　只会装饰眼睛
却没有决定性　可增加笑声
心里早早看清　不靠容颜来记认
你换气也动听　可将心占领

外在是个驱壳　不可作伟大承诺
相信直觉便无限准确
内在若有感觉　将心跳共你綑绑
相对就似钻石难分割

全角度看你　完美地爱是学习赞美
当两嘴巴不想分离　谁还可看到限期
全角度看你　爱欣赏你就是道理
若有些嫌弃　当我讲起你怎麽这样流利

全角度看你　完美地爱是学习赞美
当两嘴巴不想分离　谁还可看到限期
全角度看你　爱欣赏你就是道理
是那麽连戏　这眼光给你一生一种福气

aw babybunny
you are really the silliest, yet sweetest thing on earth.
thank you so much.

you are really the best thing that ever happened to me.

i love you.

Untouched
By The Veronicas

I go Ooh, Ooh
You go Ah, Ah
La la la la
Ah la la la
I can la la la la la la
I wanna wanna wanna
Get get get what I want, don't stop
Gimme gimme gimme what'cha got got
'Cause I can't wait wait wait
Any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
'Cause right now your the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say or what they think think
'Cause your the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time forever
Never want to hear you say goodbye goodbye
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
I need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched
And I need you so much
See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Ah la la la, Ah la la la
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Gimme gimme gimme all of you you
Don't be scared, I'll see you through the lonely nights
Of wanting more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong or wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me
And no one else is gonna be around to answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be
So even if the world falls down today you still got me to hold you up up
And I won't ever let you down down
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
I need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
Untouched
Untouched
Untouched
Untouched
Ah la la la
Ah la la la
Untouched
Ah la la la
Ah la la la
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
I need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
I need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

tell me there's more to life.
tell me life's beautiful becux you love me,
and i can forget everything else that i hate in this world bcux i have u.

u do dont u?

cux baby, having u is ward makes my life beautiful now.

im really sick of my life.
it's you that makes me feel that life's worth it no matter how sucky everything else may seems.
babybunny would u hold on to me forever?
i really cant imagine how life would be without u.


sorry emoing for nothing again.
eunice is feeling empty all of a sudden.

specially for tofu=)

today after school babybunny came clementi to fetch me
and then tgr with his cambodian fren kun ty,
he drove us down to kun ty's house to install micro word 2007 on his comp
haha kun ty's room reali like girl's room with super super many plushies
and got super big teddy bears n winnie the poohs
so they were doin bunny's laptop and we watched tom and jerry on kun ty's super big lcd comp screen
and then i was sitting on kun ty's bed cux not enough chairs
so bunny threw me kun ty's SUPER BIG PLUSHIE haha then i hughug it
then bunny say
"die liao she like tis things alot i think she dun wan go home tonight can sleep here liao"
then kun ty, kun ty's fren n bunny all laughed at me
(-_____-)||

haha after tat we went back to bishan and bunny ate at J8
and then went arcade (yay i long time nvr play le)
after tat go buy swimwear
bunny thank you very much for helping me pay half the price
=)
after tat we went back to bunny's hse, sat awhile then he drove me home le

thank u bunny had a great time=)

3 papers down! 2 more to go!
7more days to end of exams!!!

RAWR!!!

2 papers down! 3 more to go!
9more days and exams are oooverrr!!
*grits teeth and hang on*

anyway can see babybunny again tmr le=)

AND CONGRATULATIONS TO QINQIN!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMG!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR U!!!
i screamed into the phone when qinqin told me the good news LOL
YAY!!!!!!
AFTER MY EXAMS WE GO CELEBRATE!!
XD

today babybunny very kindly and sweetly drove down to my house here for me
with his mummy's homecooked vermicelli soup for my lunch and pei me study
after tat we talked for awhile before bunny drove home le
thank you babybunny=)

the other day i was on the phone with qinqin
and qinqin suddenly said

"eueu..i realised that you've changed."

and then i asked
"how so?"

she replied
"duno leh..like becoming more reserved..like very unfeeling and cold..maybe u're too numbed by the many things that happened to u before.."

i've changed? im feeling a little of that too.
but i duno ward has become of me
or maybe,
right from the start i have never understood the real me.

its like
i no longer know the words to say
i feel tired of trying to make people happy
im sick of entertaining people
i feel irritated by my own reliance on other people.

that's why i shut myself out from the rest of the world.
i dun feel like trying anymore.
i dun wanna talk to anyone about my fears, my sadness, which i feel are nothing but just my own paranoids.
tats why i dun wanna bother anyone anymore.
i try to sort my own thinkings out, and yes i get happier the next day when i do.
but some time later i will feel burdened again bcux the problem has never been solved.

the problem is, i dun even know ward the problem is?

contradictory i know.
tat's why i dun even bring it up to anyone at all.

bcux i dun wanna bother anyone like i used to do all the time, bugging people with my emo-ness.
yet i cant smile from the bottom of my heart
yet i cant laugh wholeheartedly.
so i just keep quiet.
and smile at the things people say to try to make me happy and pretend tat im really happy.

ward's wrong with me?

why cant i feel real happiness anymore?

no nothing bad happened to me really. things are as monotonous as ever.

but i just realised that i no longer feel really happy.
its been a long time.
a long time since i laughed like mad
its been a long time.
a long time since i could play around with my frens like some crazy idiot
its been a long time.
a long time since i truly, truly, felt happy.

as we grow up
responsibilities get heavier.
no way we can avoid it.
people place expectations on you
"grow up, eunice."
tat's ward people are telling me.
"you've got to act ur age you know."

nobody ever told me these when i was 17 or 18.

now im onli 19-going-on-20
why the sudden increase in people asking me to grow up?

i see a really cute cat.
as usual
i go "AWWW SOOO CUTE!"
in the past i would get a snarl from qinqin who would tell me
"evil cat. i'll shoo it away."
and then i'll start smacking her n we'll start laughing.

now ward i get is
"aiyo. u how old liao still act like a child."
wtf.

hais life's really difficult isnt it.

yea i did make several good frens in uni
im happy i did n some realli treats me quite well (like fangli, xavier, darylpapa, zul, jimmy etc)
bt i know
everyone's lonely.
the other day zul was talking to me
"hey eunice shall we take a same module tgr the next sem?tis sem's damn sucky for me i've to be alone all the time for 4 econs modules"
and then he told me
he would be going overseas for exchange programme for yr2 sem2.

zul hasnt been talking to me much for tis sem2
i thot he had found new frens.
i realised that isnt the case, we were mistakened.
it turns out tat. he was just busy with schoolwork n his job.
in the end, he too felt horrible having to take modules alone too.

see why i dislike uni now?
yet i've to learn to accept uni life.
well anyway time flies.
in this coming august i'll be in year2 already.
ward ? year 2??
it still feels like ytd tat i got my A'levels result.
ya i know.
"you've got to move on and stop looking at ur past. u r no longer in jc."
the Nth time im listening to this.
yesyes im moving on stop hurrying me to grow up pls!

i dun wanna think
i dun wanna think of ward to major in ward job i wan in the future ward to plan after i graduate
i dun wanna think so far.

yet i cant becux reality forces all of us to grow up and start taking our lives seriously.

~
after this loooong grumbles.
i oso duno ward's the point of me saying so much here today.
my exam's starting this sat and i cant be bothered anymore.
(well althou im freaking-shaky n fearing tat im goin to fail)
but well if you guys realised that lately eueu hasnt been eueu and u're wondering why,
i hope this blog post could explain a little to u.

yay can see bunny later lo~~XD

yayyayyay

eunice u should stop procrastinating and really go concentrate on ur books.
be a good girl go study plssss
24days later u will get ur freedom alrdy so pls jux hang in there for 24days and the misery will be over

so stop procrastinating!!

alright back to books.








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