a big H-E-L-L-O to all my frens reading tis
im sorry i havent been updating LOL
now i share update about my very exciting-fun-great-knock-you-over 3 days orientation camp!
(which was 11th - 13th July 2008)

~first day~
i had my stupid checkup done at NHWUC before going to the camp
met zarifah at 8am to take 197 cux i THOUGHT THE CHECKUP'S AT NUH
so in the end we reached NUH at 9.30am to find out WRONG!
it's at yusoff ishak house=.=
so took a taxi cux we duno the way in NUS to yusoff ishak (dots)
and had my checkup until 12.30pm!
ARGH I WAITED AN HOUR AND HALF TO SEE THE DOC
and i CAME OUT IN less than 5minutes!
(-_____-)||
thanks anyway to fahfah & jiajia for waiting so long for me =x

so we went to the central forum
and our OGL kaimin kindly came over to fetch us cux we duno the way to the fass cafetaria
so we proceed to the cafetaria n guess who i saw.
SUSANNA!
ward a surprise we r in the same OG
hahaha!

and then we went for station games and stuff
and had steamboat for dinner!
sadly, our group was one of the last and we only had $50 for steamboat ingredients
(which we have to go clementi NTUC to buy ourselves)
the winning OG had $100.
after the dinner we had heart-to-heart-talk (HTHT according to shiduan) till 2am
then the girls came to my room and we chat slack played some pictionary n slept at 3am.
we slept in temasek hall,
having one room & one bed for each of us woots!
but me n fahfah scared so she came over to sleep in my room.
s n e a k.p e e k s !
our flag~~ :


our og~~ :


station games~~ :


steamboat dinner~ :


~second day~
i thought the first day was tiring enough until we had the photo hunt on the second day.
we literally went from:
NUS - harbourfront - outram - chinatown - clarke - dobhy ghaut - SMU - bugis
almost walking all the time from 12pm till 10pm.
(u can hear our legs cracking)
and we combed the whole of each area.
it was torturous (-_____-)
and we went back to the hall again and showered and stuff,
and assembled again at 11.30pm for some games until 2am.
the best game was "werewolves"
and i swear everyone is going to explode from fatigue already
and yet still have to listen to "analysis-es"
(fah n jiajia shld know ward i mean)
ok tis is bad i shall stop it.

s n e a k.p e e k s !

on our way to vivo~~ :

acting retarded at vivo=.= :


acting retarded at outram=.=:


acting retarded at chinatown=.= (look at zarifah LOL) :


@clarke~ (LOOK AT ZARIFAH'S SLEEPY EYES HAHA) :

acting retarded at dobhy ghaut=.= :

acting retarded near SMU=.= :


~last day~
so we went sentosa tanjong beach
with our legs already breaking from ytd today isnt any better.
the orientation pple went for BBQ @west coast but me, fahfah, jiajia n susanna were reali too tired
furthermore it's easier to go home from harbourfront
so we skipped the BBQ and had dinner at vivo ourselves.
can u believe it we walked DAMN far just for some shower room.
i shouldnt go into details about how we found the showers and how we showered.
ZARIFAH IT'S OUR LITTLE SECRET WHY U POST ON UR BLOG
ROAR!!!!!!!!

s n e a k.p e e k s !

our last breakfast :


cute bearbears @vivo :


waiting for luge ride :


STUPID SKYRIDE (i'll nvr ride it again><) :


the pretty view from skyride (i didnt dare to open my eyes) :


volleyball :


tanjong beach! :


explaining to us how hamburger is played=.= :


are we done yet?? :


run!!!! :


tis is how hamburger is played!=.= :


evil OGLs :


in conclusion
we did have a great time except tat we were reali shagged at the end of it!
pple there were fun too
and the ogls had been very caring n nice.
anyway school's starting soon..
zzz...

okie like alort of things to do sia
slacking for so long now it's finally july alort things to busy
heng tis month no work at all.
very confusing n blur cux alort of dates to rmbr ><

looking forward to orientation. =)

qinqin came to my house today!
ahahaha
it was a quite sudden decision burt still quite nice
we watched bruce almighty and she played with my tarots and oracle book
(seemed to be very engrossed in the oracle too)
and she helped to buy me lunch n bubble tea!
thhanks qinqin! =D
haha it was a cosy time tgr
and i reali like it when i can sit down cosily with my close ones and have a time tgr
ahaha cant wait to see my frens again!
XD

watched kongfu panda today!
it's reali funny
althou i dun reali like watching cartoons burt reali couldnt resist it when i saw the trailer
so today me and baby went to watch it @plaza sing
i have to say, master shifu is reali cute!
just like the mousie in narnia!
XD

and then we went to arcade and spent quite a sum there again
(T~T)
was reali gek cux i STILL cant get the bunny i've been trying to get everytime i go there
GRRR!
burt baby was nice n sweet to give it many tries
to no avail, we still didnt get it.
burt i reali appreciated his efforts =)
and then we played house of dead 4! woohoo my fav!
we managed to get to stage 3 without spending alort leh!
nice nice i wanna play again!

and then we went to minds cafe
and it was my first time there.
very excited about it actuali,
and im reali glad baby suggested bringing me there.
the food was great! especially the brownie!
yumyums!
i will upload our photos when my comp is okie again.
althou it was onli the 2 of us,
it was still fun and i reali liked the ugly doll game haha!
and it's been years since i played board games sia!
and baby taught me how to play game of life again
(wa so long nvr play ler)

haha then we went shopping at plaza sing
and had a great time looking at the stuff with baby
i dun normali shop with guys burt today was nice
we looked at CDs, books, comics and games
haha nort clothes thou.
it's reali a pity i couldnt find the book "A Child Called It"
burt nvm surely will find it one day de.
>=(

and we went cine to take neoprints!
i have to say it was reali funny cux it's been years AGAIN since we took neos
hahaha!
and then everyting was in jap and we cant understand
then the stupid machine was so FAST and somemore it cost us 11bucks on the shots
(-____-)||
we didnt know it had alrdy started taking so the first photo was funny
burt i tried to make the pic nicer by putting funny n (-____-)|| faces on tat photo
in the end tat photo was quite comical n funny haha!
the rest of the pics were reali funny n cute too cux the both of us still blur about ward pose to pose
hahahahahhas!
reali wan to post them here sia
burt.
i will scan it and upload it when -- my stupid n dumb comp is okie again
(-____-)||

and then we took bus 16 home
i realise everytime we take 16 lols..
and baby was reali sweet to accompany me till the bus stop at my house
and take 17 from there home..
the day was full of fun and laughter
and it's always the little things baby do tat warms my heart.
hughugs..


~u're always on my mind..~

-``eunice

--post taken from me n his blog--

just felt better. slightly better.
gave up on tat stupid dumb maple and listening to songs now.

listening to qing tian.
it's been a long, long, long time since i listened to this song.
i just gort reminded of it when i came across my frenster profile.
(which i had nort been visiting for months)
so i clicked on the video clip
and replayed it over and over again.

ward is this weird thing stirring in my heart?

im ANGRY bcux stupid maple is giving me problems AGAIN.
i've been working on it for HOURS since 6.30pm till now it's GOING TO BE 11pm
and STILL it's NORT WORKING.
other maplers and the website n server seems PERFECTLY FINE
so it means it's MY STUPID DUMB COMPUTER'S PROB AGAIN.

someone give me a hammer to hack this dumb comp pls.

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

been going out for movies ytd and today,
at the same place - marina.

ytd was wid baby and we watched chronicles of narnia: prince caspian
and today watched sex and the city with shushu.
both movies i wasnt reali interested at first,
movies i wldnt think bout watching.
burt they suggested and i agreed,
and hey,
these two movies are reali worth it!
strongly recommend both.

went eating with baby at vivo ytd,
and then realised there isnt anymore seats for narnia n all the movies
cux it's sunday.
so we book the tickets on AXS and went to marina
and were lucky to get two seats at the last row.
it was fully seated at the theatres.
then we went arcade,
as usual LOL
had dinner
and went home.
it was reali sweet seeing him becux i've been missing him so much.
and we had a reali nice time tgr.
well,
it's always happy as long as im with him.
for as long as we've been tgr,
two months plus n still counting,
i can happily tell everyone i know:
i feel happy, elated, delighted, sweet, full of smiles
each and every single day.
i've never been so happy n blissful before.
*hugs*
okie if u wanna know where we went n stuff tgr ytd u can visit our blog.
lols!
(asked him to blog im lazy =p)

okie then today!
met shu n ate at yukiyaki!!!
YUMS.
i've been craving for it SHOOOOO long can!
and we watched sex and the city and shushu is so funny.
LOLS i shall not blog about it lest she'll kill me.
ask me directly ok i will tell u.
LOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we played house of dead 4 (MY FAV!!!!) and pool.
it was anth nice and fun day i had.

here's a peek at our meet up:

FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!:


shu eating:


me eating ( i think i look like jia in this =.= her pose i mean LOL):


US EATING LOL:


shu playing pool:


me playing pool:


alright tat's all folks!
going mapling now tatas!
hahahahahas!

ever thine. ever mine. ever ours.

woots! gort the pics from tingting ler
so everyone! here's a peek at our meet up @amk hub tat day!
=D

tingting's BLACK PEPPER BEEF HOTPLATE drool!:



my PAPER STEAMBOAT drool!:



tingting's greentea (dun ask me i duno y she took tis=.="):



the cute fire is made by some jelly substance leh!:



ikidaimasu!:



our MANGO SORBET! YUMS! i reali recommend tis:



tingting's BIG MOUTH:



and my BIG MOUTH lols:



haha hungry?nehnehneh ni poopoo we get to eat burt u dun!
BLEAHS!
ahahahahahahhaha
DROOL~~~~~~~~~

i duno why.

have been dreaming bout the past lately.
seemed so real.
memories flowed back, feelings so familiar.

i woke up in a daze. confused.
was tat reality?
and then i realised, it was jux a dream.
everything's over.
those are just history.

and sometimes,
the dreams mixed up the past n the present.
confusing me.
tat night.
i woke up confused.
burt i was glad tat even in my dreams,
i made the same decision i would make in reality.
i rmbred crying in my dreams
bcux in exchange for the past,
i was forced to abandon something i treasure so much.

burt well,
past is past.
i will nort turn back anymore
bcux i have a stronger reason now.
a reason i will hold on to.

ahahaha went out with huiting today

met her at amk hub for lunch at ichiban sushi
very nice we eat alort alort ahahahaha fatfat
ahahaha took some photos i upload it after she send me ok
then we went shopping
ahahaha bought maple cash, nail polish and same dress as ting
ahahahaa then i forget my atm pin
(-__________-)
i was still laughing at ting earlier cux she say tat time she forget
then i myself forget soon after when paying for the dress
(-__________-)|||
ahahaha then went arcade play
me n ting played shooting game play until hands ache sia
now arms aching ahahaha
then huiting play until her fingers swollen ahahahahahahahahahaha!
then pass by srjc went i took bus 25 to amk
saw alort srjcian sia.
all studying notes on bus n doin hmwork
reminds me of the times.
=(
then emo ahahaha
burt happy again after playing with tingting ahahaha

contract's finally ending on this fri!

burt fri i'll be taking half day cux it's nana's birthday!
siqi n me are going to surprise her at her workplace =D
miss them lots sia, so long nvr see these nice ex-co ler

and contract's finally ending to allow me to rest.
was toking to zarifah ytd and we were toking bout the changes to sr
so sad.
she said they changed the sch uni, COLLAR PIN and pe tees.
I LOVED THE COLLAR PIN.
it's like , the collar pin's smth so pretty even other schools students like lor.
and we were saying...all these are our memories of the school.
i will never forget how i was wow-ed by the school badge when i first saw it.
it's reali pretty.
like.. we've onli graduated for nort even more than half a year,
SRJC had changed so much
it's like, no longer the SRJC we know,
and definately nort the SRJC in our memories.
where all the sweet n happy memories came from.
reali miss school.

going to moe headquarter later.
argh.
sian.

recently had been visiting the arcade at my workplace with zarifah n dulcia
during lunch and sometimes for a while after work.
hahas!
then ytd
i felt reali bored
then we realise the arcade gort new DOLL MACHINES!
WOOTS!!
so yes of cux, i HAVE TO give it a try =)
so i searched my wallet for $1 ($1 per game)
and i put the FIRST dollar in
RANDOM catch
and i caught THREE dolls at ONCE.
AHAHAHHAHAHAAHA!!!
i kept one for myself, and the other two i gave to zarifah&dulcia

here's the random catch hahas:

(from left, to dulcia, to zarifah, and last doll i kept)

it's the "ugly guinea pig" qinling said.
LOLS!
still it's something -I- caught. HAHAS!
BLEAHS (to qinqin)

and then i kept getting all excited bout it
so after work i went again.
planning to catch the bigger plushie this time.
and then i put ANOTHER dollar into anth machine
and RANDOM catch

and here's ward i've gort:



LOLS.
maybe it's bcux ytd was our one month anni so i was so lucky
hahaha ! =p

and i reali have to INTRODUCE TO EVERYONE
this REALI CUTE CAT AT MY WORKPLACE
TAT I WILL MELT AT EVERYDAY.

my darling maomao's sleeping! SHHHH!


close up shot..aw so cute la!!:


sleep enough ler then eat fullfull =D:



cute lor! haha
see the fur so clean.
CATS ARE -CLEAN- ANIMALS OKIE.
NG QINQIN THEY ARE CLEAN NORT FULL OF SALIVA
HMPH (to qinqin)
BLEAHS! LALALAALLALALLA~

duno why haven reali gort the mood to blog recently.
i guess i keep feeling tat life's monotonous and boring.

went kbox with the girls n dave ytd.
it was nice, i wish everyday could be like tat.
i met the girls at orchard at 11am
(im sorry i was late for half an hour xp)
then we went carls jr @fareast
and went fareast shopshop awhile searching for the shop tat can test vic's secret
burt cldnt find it in the end lols.
and went to meet dave at cine
and went kbox.
the part i reali liked was when everyone gort reali high
it started with qinqin singing jay's qi li xiang
and then gort so high and sang mayday's lian ai-ing & di yi ci
so high la especially the L-O-V-E part.
i swear pple would think we're crazy if they walked past our room.
lols.
then after the singing me n dave had dinner alone,
while the girls went walking
then qin came back to see me home thanks qinqin darling~
and then when it was reaching my stop i was real upset cux i didnt wan to leave the two closest to me.
=(

i reali hate goodbyes.

life's sickening.
or rather, do i even have a life?

im so sick of being controlled.
someday,
i will find a getaway.

after talking to shushu..
i know she's rite...
burt easier said than done ar.
im trying very hard alrdy.
to find happiness in sorrow..
how many pple can actuali achieve tat..?

very tired.
i wish i can have some time for myself.
things had been reali hectic lately.
i duno why im grounded burt still can be so occupied.
this n tat, this n tat.
i have to work,
then like i reach home i have to cook,
then cook ler + shower + eat by the time alrdy 8.30pm.
then i wanna read my deathnote, wan play my ds, wan chat online, wan study my jap, wan sms him.
burt i have to go to bed at 11pm if nort the nxt day i will become the walking dead.
so tat means i onli gort from 8.30pm - 11pm ,
tat is 2.5 hours for my deathnote, ds, msn, jap n sms.
wth.
like ward? spend half an hr on each?? *rolls eyes*
so everyday i end up using tat pathetic 2.5hrs tat reali belong to me msning n smsing him onli.
n then i wan so much to read my deathnote play my ds study my jap burt i couldnt.
ARGH!!!
i wan some time alone ok.
i wan some time away from evrybody so tat i can read n play in peace.
nort tat i dun like pple arnd me
burt i need some quiet time too.
one needs some silence once in a while too.
and then it's like, weekends i dun get any time for myself too la.
last sat early in the morning i go do volunteer work,
then after tat go home bathe n go my gran's house,
then stay until evening,
then go eat dinner at a jap restuarant with my mama
then reach home 9pm liao.
then cux i reali too tired,
i went to bed at 11pm again which means i onli had a pathetic 2hrs for msning onli.
and then sunday i woke up afternoon
had "breakfast"
cooked lunch
then eat finish alrdy 4pm.
then FINALLY have time to go online n tok to him
and then tok until he went off to at 6pm to book in again
then went offline shower eat dinner
already 8pm.
then play my ds until 9.30pm
then online until 10.30pm
then i reali tired again n went to bed.
so in conclusion.
weekdays i onli have 2.5hrs of personal time everyday
sats onli 2hrs.
and sundays onli slightly btr, 4.5hrs.
WTH IS THIS?!
excuse me tis is HOLIDAY.
oh man !!!!!
i just wan ONE day to rot.
where i could sleep eat play whole day like i used to in sec sch.
ARGHHHHH
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn life.

sorry ar just here to complain.
i guess the lack of sleep n play is getting me grumpy again.
so sickening.
life's damn freaking boring.
i dun wanna work anymore la!!!!!!!
kns.
burt dun work no money to play n i dun wan use parents money
(-______-)
knsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknskns

ti amo~te queiro~~~~~!

im a happy yew today!=D

goodness.

can he get scarier.
im totally freaked out already.
pls leave me alone!

tat guy.
smsed me again today to ask me go dinner with him.
hello? IM GROUNDED.
do you have dementia or ward?
and even if im nort grounded.
hell nort will i go out with u okie.
cant he get the point yet???
go away !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh.
im getting more and more freaked out already okie.
i dun even dare to go home just now.
wth.


(T~T)

liiiiiiffffffffeeeeeeeeeee suuuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
>=(
go and die.
>=(
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>=(

=(

ytd went marina for haircut,
and i bumped into fan again.
okie singapore's just so big huh.
burt well..
this time when i saw him
i was a little panicky burt not very.
i was more of like eh?o.O?
he went ns,
his hair is gone,
so he looked kind of different.
naiyu was with him, and a few other frens.
he didnt see me, and i think naiyu saw me burt nvr reali noticed im me
(-________-)||
burt well.
wanted to say hi,
burt decided nort to.
ward for?
shld just leave him alone barhs.
afterall,
we're both in two different worlds ler.
he has his own world,
and im in my own world now.
i guess,
just let it be barhs.

im SHO sick of life.

so sian can.
duno why feeling very restless.
realised i've been blogging more on our blog than my own blog.
LOL.
paiseh frens=p