Sunday, September 07, 2008

been feeling damn sian n empty these few days.
duno why.
maybe study too much i feel damn lifeless.
hais.
since school started i havent been able to go out properly at all.
=(
and somemore,
even if in school,
dun have much to play cux no breaks, no one to play with.
like go to school attend lessons go home liao
school time very short so nort like last time,
got recess, got lunch, got free period with frens.

i miss everything.
i miss my life. where is it now?
=(

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

i finally bought my lappie and ipod touch!
ahaha veryvery happy love both of them muackmuack
lol i love them so much everytime pick them up i very careful
cannort let anything happen to them LOL.

it was teacher's day on monday & i sent sms-es to some of my fav teachers
kok kok of cux!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D
and u noe ward!
he sent me his son's photo!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMG
u know i saw the photo n i exclaimed in surprise!
so cute ok.
but due to their privacy, i shalt not post it
if u wan see can ask me ok!=D
so cute so sweet so happy for tis fav teacher of mine.

very tired ar today after school still mux teach tuition.
but ok la, my student very weak so wanna help her
then after tuition it was raining heavily wor
i took 28 go home then motion sick-ness almost vomit out on the bus.
(-_________-)||
damn dots.
but thanks darling for calling me and distracting me from the uncomfy feeling=)

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

ward isit on earth tat im searching for in my future?

i used to have ward i want in the future planned out.
why am i suddenly lost?

why everything tat im once working towards,
i dun feel like doing them anymore?

why do i sdnly feel tat..i've no confidence of passing thru this stage?

and why am i being put down by my mother?
or rather, why am i putting myself down???

i've no confidence. im lost. i feel small. i feel lousy
i duno ward i wan. i duno why im studying.
i duno.

can someone please tell me where to find myself?

Thursday, August 14, 2008

in anyway. my phone number/address/house number is still the same. always open to you my dear qinqin.

let's go eat choco muffins again =)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

okie i was browsing huimin's blog and my i was sooo shocked!
she plucked up the courage to post her past photos to everyone
*OMG*
i think i'll never have tat kind of courage ok.
same goes for anth of my longtime fren diona
to the both of you..
i salute u guys!!
really really. applause!

i wonder when i'll ever have tat courage!(>.<)o huimin pardon me burt i have have have to show everyone pple! i tell you ! i've known minmin since pri school and at tat time.. i know her as...

but look how gorgeous she is now...



(i shldnt post diona's without her permission)
howhowhow!
now minmin so pretty liao hor!
haha tat's my pri sch bestie
ask me for her number anytime!
=D

and then she asked me to post mine..
er...
we shall see huh?
=)
LOLS.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

today had history lecture
quite funny.
the lecture was supposed to be from 4pm-6pm
burt it started at 4.10pm and ended 4.40pm
LOLS!!!!!!!!!
funny la onli intro intro then go home liao=.=
quite waste time sia.
althou i dun like history,
burt actuali i wished they taught something
at least i learnt something marhs.
now i feel like..i went school for nothing.
(-_____-)||

then after the "history lecture",
zarifah, xavier, AL and me went to engineering to check out my venue for IT class on thurs
then we realised it's reeeali far
so we ended up in mac instead.
then we ate and chat there and it started pouring reali heavily
when we finished eating we went home as the rain had stopped
but the very moment we stepped out of the engin block,
a gust of wind blew and raindrops splattered on us
zarifah, AL and me were like "waaaaaa!!!!!!!!"
and we all ran back into the block again for shelter.
we thought it started raining again and were like "WALAO SO SUAY!"
but it was actuali the wind blowing the raindrops off the trees=.=
so de ne ne but we had a good laugh.
HAHAHAS!
especially zarifah AL n me were like "WAAAA!!!!!"
girls =x
LOLS!!!!!!!!!

Monday, August 11, 2008

today is officially the first day of lessons.
this week we're only having lectures thou,
tutorials will start next week after.

our very first lecture of uni life is - intro to film art.
i have to say,
it's a really very good lecture to start the new school life with.
it's extremely interesting (at least to me)
and i reali loved it.
althou the film we watch after tat (some 1924 US silent film called "Greed")
was quite a snoreeee movie,
relatively, the lecture was a good one.

like me n jiamin said,
"we'll never look at movies the same way again."

LOLS.
seriously.
we never realised that there's so much in a movie.
we're normally only more concerned about the storyline, plot, characters & artists
but for the very first time (at least for me too)
we're looking at the way the camera angles are held, how it's shot, the different takes
and manymany smallsmall details that we've never thought tat they're impt.
through all this,
we are looking thru the director's eyes.
thinking like the director.
cool isnt it!
=D

and it's really amazing how the lecturer could link the truck as a metaphor to a cyclops.
HAHAHA!

in all. i really love today's lecture.
maybe it's too early to say but it's a good start and im glad it has been.
after all the stress and worries,
today's start had eased me up a LITTLE bit.
better than nothing.
lols.

im having history lecture tmr thou.
cant imagine (x.X) (OH MAN!)

i realise we cant keep people with us,
because time and the sucky reality washes everything away
bit by bit, and before u notice, its gone.
its not totally gone yet i know,
but bitbybit i think im losing you.
maybe when u read my blog now u'll feel tat my life is now different from urs
im talking about things u dun know
hanging out with frens u dun know
living in a world u dun know.
and u'll wonder.. is this still the friend i know?
i only wanna tell u.
yes im still the eunice u knew and i'll always be.
no matter how much my life had changed.
just like ward u always tell me,
im ur fren, and it will stay that way.
only tat, i wanna add something in.
u're my best fren, and it will stay that way.
in any way, i noe u wanna be left alone so i'll respect tat.
it's not sympathy, because it's something i feel tat i wan my best fren to be happy.
it's not negligance, because althou im letting u have time alone,
u know im always talking about u. everyday. to everyone. around me.
i hope tis msg could reach ur heart.
listen to my heart with urs.. ok?
eunice will always be ur eunice. (cheesy cheesy XD)

Saturday, August 09, 2008

i saw 13 different maomao today!!!!!!!!
SO HAPPY TODAY IS MY LUCKY DAY!!!!!
meeeeeeeeow!
XD

Sunday, August 03, 2008

very irritated leh.
why so many things to do one.
stupid orientation so ma fan for ward.

Friday, August 01, 2008

~partly adapted from me&baby's blog~

hi im here to blog!
went to sentosa with baby on wednesday and we had a great time!
we met at 10.30@bedok and ate at BK @vivocity
then we went to palawan to fly kite
it was a very gd kite but sadly no wind =.=
it was damn sunny la!
in the end we tried quite alort of times the kite oso dun fly
(T.T)
baby more poor thing cux he's the one running not me
=x
*patpat*

so we took tram to siloso instead lor.
we went to kayak, and it was great cux we can kayak very fast since dar is stronger.
if just us girls kayak very slow LOL
then we kayak to the little island n dar taught me how to swim
but i still cant swim LOL
but i can float abit leh!
yay!!
hahas..
then we went to return the kayak n played with the waters
and then we went to wash up and went earl's swesens @vivo for dinner
it's reali veryvery delicious.
different from normal swensens neh
the fisherman's catch is even nicer than the seafood platter from fish&co

it was reali nice n fun we shld go when we can!
girls u guys owe me a sentosa outing too!!
HMPH

Thursday, July 31, 2008

bidding sucks.
good night pple.
im not going for orientation tmr im dying of fatigue.

BIDDING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

went back to school for registration ytd,
finali gort my student pass & ezlink
haha tis is the first time i like the photo
(since we get to send it the photo ourselves)
then went to watch the X files with my mummy
long time nvr go out with her ler sia
the movie was intense and quite gruesome.
recommended.
lol.

im reali tired these days.
i think the long vacation is taking its toll on me.
burt on the other hand im dreading the start of school.
i duno burt i feel useless.
like.. im not taking much effort to seek into ward im going to face later.
and then always relying on my frens for info.
im plain lazy i guess.
and tat's why im stressed up.
hope things turns out alright.

Friday, July 25, 2008

on wednesday i went back to sr with my girls to get my a'lvl cert
qinqin wasnt there cux she had work.
it's like turning back time again when we were sitting at the new cafe,
enjoying our meal n toking crap as always.

things seemed to be the same on the surface,
but actuali time had alrdy drastically removed the things tat once were.

well sneak peeks of us going back, only took few photos thou:

our fav baked potatoes with roasted chicken & bacon bits! + ice lemon tea+ jia, shu & my a'lvl cert:



my 10th doll (caught at PS) yay i finali caught the bunny i want! (ting's hands lol):


then today me n jia had to go down to raffles city to hand up the stupid form n money for our O'week
shushu n tingting met us up too n we went shopping
i bought quite some things and im HAPPY cux i've been troubling bout having not enuff clothes to start school
lols.
we went to newyorknewyork and saw yichen..=.=
but we made very nice candyfloss!
green apple flavour neh! yummy!
and the set lunch was reali cheap $15 onli.

hahahas sneak peeks!

our soup (from left, mushroom cappucino, tomato soup, summer vegg):


ting's pork chop & my half rack chicken!:


our face on the table. lol tis pic is cute, our heads popping out:


jiajia & shushu:


candy floss in making (my hand):


shushu making candy floss:


tingting making candy floss:


me making candy floss:


shushu pigging out!:


tingting pigging out!:


us with our candy floss!:


me & tingting with our candy floss!:


haha old man:


shushu is shrek! LOL:


er...then ward is tingting?o.O:


us in suntec toilet! haha:


tat's all for now folks!=D
DROOL! hahaha!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

went for my QET ytd
it was... damn ER!
the topic was BIOTECHNOLOGY ok!
ward kind of topic is tis!
after 9 whole months of slacking i brain dead alrdy ok!
brain malfunctioning!
then i oso duno ward crap i wrote=.=

after the QET i went to meet shushu in bugis
damn angry didnt buy the essentials i wanna get
(clothes, shoes, organiser)

HMPH!
shall upload the pic after i get it!
nights my dear frens!=D

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

a big H-E-L-L-O to all my frens reading tis
im sorry i havent been updating LOL
now i share update about my very exciting-fun-great-knock-you-over 3 days orientation camp!
(which was 11th - 13th July 2008)

~first day~
i had my stupid checkup done at NHWUC before going to the camp
met zarifah at 8am to take 197 cux i THOUGHT THE CHECKUP'S AT NUH
so in the end we reached NUH at 9.30am to find out WRONG!
it's at yusoff ishak house=.=
so took a taxi cux we duno the way in NUS to yusoff ishak (dots)
and had my checkup until 12.30pm!
ARGH I WAITED AN HOUR AND HALF TO SEE THE DOC
and i CAME OUT IN less than 5minutes!
(-_____-)||
thanks anyway to fahfah & jiajia for waiting so long for me =x

so we went to the central forum
and our OGL kaimin kindly came over to fetch us cux we duno the way to the fass cafetaria
so we proceed to the cafetaria n guess who i saw.
SUSANNA!
ward a surprise we r in the same OG
hahaha!

and then we went for station games and stuff
and had steamboat for dinner!
sadly, our group was one of the last and we only had $50 for steamboat ingredients
(which we have to go clementi NTUC to buy ourselves)
the winning OG had $100.
after the dinner we had heart-to-heart-talk (HTHT according to shiduan) till 2am
then the girls came to my room and we chat slack played some pictionary n slept at 3am.
we slept in temasek hall,
having one room & one bed for each of us woots!
but me n fahfah scared so she came over to sleep in my room.
s n e a k.p e e k s !
our flag~~ :


our og~~ :


station games~~ :


steamboat dinner~ :


~second day~
i thought the first day was tiring enough until we had the photo hunt on the second day.
we literally went from:
NUS - harbourfront - outram - chinatown - clarke - dobhy ghaut - SMU - bugis
almost walking all the time from 12pm till 10pm.
(u can hear our legs cracking)
and we combed the whole of each area.
it was torturous (-_____-)
and we went back to the hall again and showered and stuff,
and assembled again at 11.30pm for some games until 2am.
the best game was "werewolves"
and i swear everyone is going to explode from fatigue already
and yet still have to listen to "analysis-es"
(fah n jiajia shld know ward i mean)
ok tis is bad i shall stop it.

s n e a k.p e e k s !

on our way to vivo~~ :

acting retarded at vivo=.= :


acting retarded at outram=.=:


acting retarded at chinatown=.= (look at zarifah LOL) :


@clarke~ (LOOK AT ZARIFAH'S SLEEPY EYES HAHA) :

acting retarded at dobhy ghaut=.= :

acting retarded near SMU=.= :


~last day~
so we went sentosa tanjong beach
with our legs already breaking from ytd today isnt any better.
the orientation pple went for BBQ @west coast but me, fahfah, jiajia n susanna were reali too tired
furthermore it's easier to go home from harbourfront
so we skipped the BBQ and had dinner at vivo ourselves.
can u believe it we walked DAMN far just for some shower room.
i shouldnt go into details about how we found the showers and how we showered.
ZARIFAH IT'S OUR LITTLE SECRET WHY U POST ON UR BLOG
ROAR!!!!!!!!

s n e a k.p e e k s !

our last breakfast :


cute bearbears @vivo :


waiting for luge ride :


STUPID SKYRIDE (i'll nvr ride it again><) :


the pretty view from skyride (i didnt dare to open my eyes) :


volleyball :


tanjong beach! :


explaining to us how hamburger is played=.= :


are we done yet?? :


run!!!! :


tis is how hamburger is played!=.= :


evil OGLs :


in conclusion
we did have a great time except tat we were reali shagged at the end of it!
pple there were fun too
and the ogls had been very caring n nice.
anyway school's starting soon..
zzz...

Monday, July 07, 2008

okie like alort of things to do sia
slacking for so long now it's finally july alort things to busy
heng tis month no work at all.
very confusing n blur cux alort of dates to rmbr ><

looking forward to orientation. =)

Monday, June 23, 2008

qinqin came to my house today!
ahahaha
it was a quite sudden decision burt still quite nice
we watched bruce almighty and she played with my tarots and oracle book
(seemed to be very engrossed in the oracle too)
and she helped to buy me lunch n bubble tea!
thhanks qinqin! =D
haha it was a cosy time tgr
and i reali like it when i can sit down cosily with my close ones and have a time tgr
ahaha cant wait to see my frens again!
XD

Sunday, June 22, 2008

watched kongfu panda today!
it's reali funny
althou i dun reali like watching cartoons burt reali couldnt resist it when i saw the trailer
so today me and baby went to watch it @plaza sing
i have to say, master shifu is reali cute!
just like the mousie in narnia!
XD

and then we went to arcade and spent quite a sum there again
(T~T)
was reali gek cux i STILL cant get the bunny i've been trying to get everytime i go there
GRRR!
burt baby was nice n sweet to give it many tries
to no avail, we still didnt get it.
burt i reali appreciated his efforts =)
and then we played house of dead 4! woohoo my fav!
we managed to get to stage 3 without spending alort leh!
nice nice i wanna play again!

and then we went to minds cafe
and it was my first time there.
very excited about it actuali,
and im reali glad baby suggested bringing me there.
the food was great! especially the brownie!
yumyums!
i will upload our photos when my comp is okie again.
althou it was onli the 2 of us,
it was still fun and i reali liked the ugly doll game haha!
and it's been years since i played board games sia!
and baby taught me how to play game of life again
(wa so long nvr play ler)

haha then we went shopping at plaza sing
and had a great time looking at the stuff with baby
i dun normali shop with guys burt today was nice
we looked at CDs, books, comics and games
haha nort clothes thou.
it's reali a pity i couldnt find the book "A Child Called It"
burt nvm surely will find it one day de.
>=(

and we went cine to take neoprints!
i have to say it was reali funny cux it's been years AGAIN since we took neos
hahaha!
and then everyting was in jap and we cant understand
then the stupid machine was so FAST and somemore it cost us 11bucks on the shots
(-____-)||
we didnt know it had alrdy started taking so the first photo was funny
burt i tried to make the pic nicer by putting funny n (-____-)|| faces on tat photo
in the end tat photo was quite comical n funny haha!
the rest of the pics were reali funny n cute too cux the both of us still blur about ward pose to pose
hahahahahhas!
reali wan to post them here sia
burt.
i will scan it and upload it when -- my stupid n dumb comp is okie again
(-____-)||

and then we took bus 16 home
i realise everytime we take 16 lols..
and baby was reali sweet to accompany me till the bus stop at my house
and take 17 from there home..
the day was full of fun and laughter
and it's always the little things baby do tat warms my heart.
hughugs..


~u're always on my mind..~

-``eunice

--post taken from me n his blog--

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

just felt better. slightly better.
gave up on tat stupid dumb maple and listening to songs now.

listening to qing tian.
it's been a long, long, long time since i listened to this song.
i just gort reminded of it when i came across my frenster profile.
(which i had nort been visiting for months)
so i clicked on the video clip
and replayed it over and over again.

ward is this weird thing stirring in my heart?
im ANGRY bcux stupid maple is giving me problems AGAIN.
i've been working on it for HOURS since 6.30pm till now it's GOING TO BE 11pm
and STILL it's NORT WORKING.
other maplers and the website n server seems PERFECTLY FINE
so it means it's MY STUPID DUMB COMPUTER'S PROB AGAIN.

someone give me a hammer to hack this dumb comp pls.

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!