Monday, September 29, 2008

5 cents made my 1 whole week!
=D

thank you.

Friday, September 26, 2008

i was talking with dave the other day about the end of the world.
and suddenly it hits me that i have alort of things not done.
yet i wish the end of the world comes sooner
bcux it would hurry me to do the things i've not done.
say the things i've not said.
that i never had the courage to do so.

have you ever thought of the things u wanna do if u only have one more day to live?

this is a really cliche kind of qns
burt i tort nobody would really go n think about it.

if i've only a day to live.

i tort i would have lots to say
burt i realise actuali i've only a few words.
and i guess after saying them out
i would really wan to spend the last moments of my life with the person i love most.
but who is the person tat i love most?
tat i couldnt answer.
perhaps since i couldnt decide i would wanna be with all the people i love.

i was browsing through some famous singaporean bloggers' blogs just now
bcux i saw the names of the blogger on the newspaper this morning and
i rmbered coming across one of the blogger's friendster and was wow-ed by her beauty
so i decided to check out her blog and well it just brought me to the others' blogs too
naming a few like xiaxue, dawn yang and nira chan.
nira chan was the blogger which i came across her friendster profile 2 years ago.
i never had the interest in reading blogs of people whom i do not know
so this is considered a first time.
in the past qinqin would have told me about this blogger n etc
and i wasnt really interested.
today, i spend the time to read some parts of their blog.
hmm.. and my conclusion after reading?
well.. i havent got much comments bcux i really dun feel anything?
it's just a blog anyway. a place where the bloggers record their daily life events.
it's just that a few of them like nira is really pretty.
well dawn is pretty too but seems like pple says she's plastic?
anyway i still couldnt understand why there's so much commotion about it.
hahas (o.O)||

it's been mugging and studying for me today and ytd
well today i havent been studying much as u can see.
today's friday and there goes my term break.
sobs.
nxt monday's gonna be schoolday again
!!!
i cant wait for the december holidays already
but i guess the december hols has another thing to dread about -
bidding.
FAINTS!

Monday, September 15, 2008

i feel sick.
i feel freeeeaaaaaaaaking sick.
know why am i up so early in the morning today?
to do my stupid readings.
but i ended up checking my mails and surfing arnd and i havent read a single word at all
wth.
i know la my fault
burt i really feel damn sick.
later 10.30am must go school liao.
monday somemore.
and i dun feel at all like going anywhere.
heck it man.

ytd was a day crushed by history
and i actually forced myself to swallow the assignment and finish it.
i dun know how i did and i dun wanna think about it.
to think tat it's graded.
OH MAN.
and then i started doing history in the morning all the way till late afternoon,
almost evening.
then i wanted to do my film art readings at night burt when i looked at it i felt so sick
so i thought i'll do it today morning.
oh well everyone could see ward im doin now.
blogging instead of reading.
damnit.
and i dun feel at all like dragging myself over to the sofa and bringing my notes to me.
no i dun.
nonononononono
get away from me.

then all the while when i was doin my history ytd
i was on msn appearing offline.
but i know better than to chat with anyone and end up getting my history screwed up too.
so i didnt.
so while i was doin my history.
people pop up and go.
online and off.
it was sunday.
so it was all about the staring, the emptiness, and the speechlessness again.
until finally, it's offline.


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Sunday, September 07, 2008

been feeling damn sian n empty these few days.
duno why.
maybe study too much i feel damn lifeless.
hais.
since school started i havent been able to go out properly at all.
=(
and somemore,
even if in school,
dun have much to play cux no breaks, no one to play with.
like go to school attend lessons go home liao
school time very short so nort like last time,
got recess, got lunch, got free period with frens.

i miss everything.
i miss my life. where is it now?
=(

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

i finally bought my lappie and ipod touch!
ahaha veryvery happy love both of them muackmuack
lol i love them so much everytime pick them up i very careful
cannort let anything happen to them LOL.

it was teacher's day on monday & i sent sms-es to some of my fav teachers
kok kok of cux!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D
and u noe ward!
he sent me his son's photo!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMG
u know i saw the photo n i exclaimed in surprise!
so cute ok.
but due to their privacy, i shalt not post it
if u wan see can ask me ok!=D
so cute so sweet so happy for tis fav teacher of mine.

very tired ar today after school still mux teach tuition.
but ok la, my student very weak so wanna help her
then after tuition it was raining heavily wor
i took 28 go home then motion sick-ness almost vomit out on the bus.
(-_________-)||
damn dots.
but thanks darling for calling me and distracting me from the uncomfy feeling=)

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

ward isit on earth tat im searching for in my future?

i used to have ward i want in the future planned out.
why am i suddenly lost?

why everything tat im once working towards,
i dun feel like doing them anymore?

why do i sdnly feel tat..i've no confidence of passing thru this stage?

and why am i being put down by my mother?
or rather, why am i putting myself down???

i've no confidence. im lost. i feel small. i feel lousy
i duno ward i wan. i duno why im studying.
i duno.

can someone please tell me where to find myself?

Thursday, August 14, 2008

in anyway. my phone number/address/house number is still the same. always open to you my dear qinqin.

let's go eat choco muffins again =)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

okie i was browsing huimin's blog and my i was sooo shocked!
she plucked up the courage to post her past photos to everyone
*OMG*
i think i'll never have tat kind of courage ok.
same goes for anth of my longtime fren diona
to the both of you..
i salute u guys!!
really really. applause!

i wonder when i'll ever have tat courage!(>.<)o huimin pardon me burt i have have have to show everyone pple! i tell you ! i've known minmin since pri school and at tat time.. i know her as...

but look how gorgeous she is now...



(i shldnt post diona's without her permission)
howhowhow!
now minmin so pretty liao hor!
haha tat's my pri sch bestie
ask me for her number anytime!
=D

and then she asked me to post mine..
er...
we shall see huh?
=)
LOLS.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

today had history lecture
quite funny.
the lecture was supposed to be from 4pm-6pm
burt it started at 4.10pm and ended 4.40pm
LOLS!!!!!!!!!
funny la onli intro intro then go home liao=.=
quite waste time sia.
althou i dun like history,
burt actuali i wished they taught something
at least i learnt something marhs.
now i feel like..i went school for nothing.
(-_____-)||

then after the "history lecture",
zarifah, xavier, AL and me went to engineering to check out my venue for IT class on thurs
then we realised it's reeeali far
so we ended up in mac instead.
then we ate and chat there and it started pouring reali heavily
when we finished eating we went home as the rain had stopped
but the very moment we stepped out of the engin block,
a gust of wind blew and raindrops splattered on us
zarifah, AL and me were like "waaaaaa!!!!!!!!"
and we all ran back into the block again for shelter.
we thought it started raining again and were like "WALAO SO SUAY!"
but it was actuali the wind blowing the raindrops off the trees=.=
so de ne ne but we had a good laugh.
HAHAHAS!
especially zarifah AL n me were like "WAAAA!!!!!"
girls =x
LOLS!!!!!!!!!

Monday, August 11, 2008

today is officially the first day of lessons.
this week we're only having lectures thou,
tutorials will start next week after.

our very first lecture of uni life is - intro to film art.
i have to say,
it's a really very good lecture to start the new school life with.
it's extremely interesting (at least to me)
and i reali loved it.
althou the film we watch after tat (some 1924 US silent film called "Greed")
was quite a snoreeee movie,
relatively, the lecture was a good one.

like me n jiamin said,
"we'll never look at movies the same way again."

LOLS.
seriously.
we never realised that there's so much in a movie.
we're normally only more concerned about the storyline, plot, characters & artists
but for the very first time (at least for me too)
we're looking at the way the camera angles are held, how it's shot, the different takes
and manymany smallsmall details that we've never thought tat they're impt.
through all this,
we are looking thru the director's eyes.
thinking like the director.
cool isnt it!
=D

and it's really amazing how the lecturer could link the truck as a metaphor to a cyclops.
HAHAHA!

in all. i really love today's lecture.
maybe it's too early to say but it's a good start and im glad it has been.
after all the stress and worries,
today's start had eased me up a LITTLE bit.
better than nothing.
lols.

im having history lecture tmr thou.
cant imagine (x.X) (OH MAN!)

i realise we cant keep people with us,
because time and the sucky reality washes everything away
bit by bit, and before u notice, its gone.
its not totally gone yet i know,
but bitbybit i think im losing you.
maybe when u read my blog now u'll feel tat my life is now different from urs
im talking about things u dun know
hanging out with frens u dun know
living in a world u dun know.
and u'll wonder.. is this still the friend i know?
i only wanna tell u.
yes im still the eunice u knew and i'll always be.
no matter how much my life had changed.
just like ward u always tell me,
im ur fren, and it will stay that way.
only tat, i wanna add something in.
u're my best fren, and it will stay that way.
in any way, i noe u wanna be left alone so i'll respect tat.
it's not sympathy, because it's something i feel tat i wan my best fren to be happy.
it's not negligance, because althou im letting u have time alone,
u know im always talking about u. everyday. to everyone. around me.
i hope tis msg could reach ur heart.
listen to my heart with urs.. ok?
eunice will always be ur eunice. (cheesy cheesy XD)

Saturday, August 09, 2008

i saw 13 different maomao today!!!!!!!!
SO HAPPY TODAY IS MY LUCKY DAY!!!!!
meeeeeeeeow!
XD

Sunday, August 03, 2008

very irritated leh.
why so many things to do one.
stupid orientation so ma fan for ward.

Friday, August 01, 2008

~partly adapted from me&baby's blog~

hi im here to blog!
went to sentosa with baby on wednesday and we had a great time!
we met at 10.30@bedok and ate at BK @vivocity
then we went to palawan to fly kite
it was a very gd kite but sadly no wind =.=
it was damn sunny la!
in the end we tried quite alort of times the kite oso dun fly
(T.T)
baby more poor thing cux he's the one running not me
=x
*patpat*

so we took tram to siloso instead lor.
we went to kayak, and it was great cux we can kayak very fast since dar is stronger.
if just us girls kayak very slow LOL
then we kayak to the little island n dar taught me how to swim
but i still cant swim LOL
but i can float abit leh!
yay!!
hahas..
then we went to return the kayak n played with the waters
and then we went to wash up and went earl's swesens @vivo for dinner
it's reali veryvery delicious.
different from normal swensens neh
the fisherman's catch is even nicer than the seafood platter from fish&co

it was reali nice n fun we shld go when we can!
girls u guys owe me a sentosa outing too!!
HMPH

Thursday, July 31, 2008

bidding sucks.
good night pple.
im not going for orientation tmr im dying of fatigue.

BIDDING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

went back to school for registration ytd,
finali gort my student pass & ezlink
haha tis is the first time i like the photo
(since we get to send it the photo ourselves)
then went to watch the X files with my mummy
long time nvr go out with her ler sia
the movie was intense and quite gruesome.
recommended.
lol.

im reali tired these days.
i think the long vacation is taking its toll on me.
burt on the other hand im dreading the start of school.
i duno burt i feel useless.
like.. im not taking much effort to seek into ward im going to face later.
and then always relying on my frens for info.
im plain lazy i guess.
and tat's why im stressed up.
hope things turns out alright.

Friday, July 25, 2008

on wednesday i went back to sr with my girls to get my a'lvl cert
qinqin wasnt there cux she had work.
it's like turning back time again when we were sitting at the new cafe,
enjoying our meal n toking crap as always.

things seemed to be the same on the surface,
but actuali time had alrdy drastically removed the things tat once were.

well sneak peeks of us going back, only took few photos thou:

our fav baked potatoes with roasted chicken & bacon bits! + ice lemon tea+ jia, shu & my a'lvl cert:



my 10th doll (caught at PS) yay i finali caught the bunny i want! (ting's hands lol):


then today me n jia had to go down to raffles city to hand up the stupid form n money for our O'week
shushu n tingting met us up too n we went shopping
i bought quite some things and im HAPPY cux i've been troubling bout having not enuff clothes to start school
lols.
we went to newyorknewyork and saw yichen..=.=
but we made very nice candyfloss!
green apple flavour neh! yummy!
and the set lunch was reali cheap $15 onli.

hahahas sneak peeks!

our soup (from left, mushroom cappucino, tomato soup, summer vegg):


ting's pork chop & my half rack chicken!:


our face on the table. lol tis pic is cute, our heads popping out:


jiajia & shushu:


candy floss in making (my hand):


shushu making candy floss:


tingting making candy floss:


me making candy floss:


shushu pigging out!:


tingting pigging out!:


us with our candy floss!:


me & tingting with our candy floss!:


haha old man:


shushu is shrek! LOL:


er...then ward is tingting?o.O:


us in suntec toilet! haha:


tat's all for now folks!=D
DROOL! hahaha!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

went for my QET ytd
it was... damn ER!
the topic was BIOTECHNOLOGY ok!
ward kind of topic is tis!
after 9 whole months of slacking i brain dead alrdy ok!
brain malfunctioning!
then i oso duno ward crap i wrote=.=

after the QET i went to meet shushu in bugis
damn angry didnt buy the essentials i wanna get
(clothes, shoes, organiser)

HMPH!
shall upload the pic after i get it!
nights my dear frens!=D

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

a big H-E-L-L-O to all my frens reading tis
im sorry i havent been updating LOL
now i share update about my very exciting-fun-great-knock-you-over 3 days orientation camp!
(which was 11th - 13th July 2008)

~first day~
i had my stupid checkup done at NHWUC before going to the camp
met zarifah at 8am to take 197 cux i THOUGHT THE CHECKUP'S AT NUH
so in the end we reached NUH at 9.30am to find out WRONG!
it's at yusoff ishak house=.=
so took a taxi cux we duno the way in NUS to yusoff ishak (dots)
and had my checkup until 12.30pm!
ARGH I WAITED AN HOUR AND HALF TO SEE THE DOC
and i CAME OUT IN less than 5minutes!
(-_____-)||
thanks anyway to fahfah & jiajia for waiting so long for me =x

so we went to the central forum
and our OGL kaimin kindly came over to fetch us cux we duno the way to the fass cafetaria
so we proceed to the cafetaria n guess who i saw.
SUSANNA!
ward a surprise we r in the same OG
hahaha!

and then we went for station games and stuff
and had steamboat for dinner!
sadly, our group was one of the last and we only had $50 for steamboat ingredients
(which we have to go clementi NTUC to buy ourselves)
the winning OG had $100.
after the dinner we had heart-to-heart-talk (HTHT according to shiduan) till 2am
then the girls came to my room and we chat slack played some pictionary n slept at 3am.
we slept in temasek hall,
having one room & one bed for each of us woots!
but me n fahfah scared so she came over to sleep in my room.
s n e a k.p e e k s !
our flag~~ :


our og~~ :


station games~~ :


steamboat dinner~ :


~second day~
i thought the first day was tiring enough until we had the photo hunt on the second day.
we literally went from:
NUS - harbourfront - outram - chinatown - clarke - dobhy ghaut - SMU - bugis
almost walking all the time from 12pm till 10pm.
(u can hear our legs cracking)
and we combed the whole of each area.
it was torturous (-_____-)
and we went back to the hall again and showered and stuff,
and assembled again at 11.30pm for some games until 2am.
the best game was "werewolves"
and i swear everyone is going to explode from fatigue already
and yet still have to listen to "analysis-es"
(fah n jiajia shld know ward i mean)
ok tis is bad i shall stop it.

s n e a k.p e e k s !

on our way to vivo~~ :

acting retarded at vivo=.= :


acting retarded at outram=.=:


acting retarded at chinatown=.= (look at zarifah LOL) :


@clarke~ (LOOK AT ZARIFAH'S SLEEPY EYES HAHA) :

acting retarded at dobhy ghaut=.= :

acting retarded near SMU=.= :


~last day~
so we went sentosa tanjong beach
with our legs already breaking from ytd today isnt any better.
the orientation pple went for BBQ @west coast but me, fahfah, jiajia n susanna were reali too tired
furthermore it's easier to go home from harbourfront
so we skipped the BBQ and had dinner at vivo ourselves.
can u believe it we walked DAMN far just for some shower room.
i shouldnt go into details about how we found the showers and how we showered.
ZARIFAH IT'S OUR LITTLE SECRET WHY U POST ON UR BLOG
ROAR!!!!!!!!

s n e a k.p e e k s !

our last breakfast :


cute bearbears @vivo :


waiting for luge ride :


STUPID SKYRIDE (i'll nvr ride it again><) :


the pretty view from skyride (i didnt dare to open my eyes) :


volleyball :


tanjong beach! :


explaining to us how hamburger is played=.= :


are we done yet?? :


run!!!! :


tis is how hamburger is played!=.= :


evil OGLs :


in conclusion
we did have a great time except tat we were reali shagged at the end of it!
pple there were fun too
and the ogls had been very caring n nice.
anyway school's starting soon..
zzz...

Monday, July 07, 2008

okie like alort of things to do sia
slacking for so long now it's finally july alort things to busy
heng tis month no work at all.
very confusing n blur cux alort of dates to rmbr ><

looking forward to orientation. =)

Monday, June 23, 2008

qinqin came to my house today!
ahahaha
it was a quite sudden decision burt still quite nice
we watched bruce almighty and she played with my tarots and oracle book
(seemed to be very engrossed in the oracle too)
and she helped to buy me lunch n bubble tea!
thhanks qinqin! =D
haha it was a cosy time tgr
and i reali like it when i can sit down cosily with my close ones and have a time tgr
ahaha cant wait to see my frens again!
XD