happy birthday to us!!!
=D

happy birthday happy birthday!!!
today's a very special day sprinkled with happiness and magic!

tis morning when i woke up i switched on my phone as usual
and..i received a msg that came from 883.93 miles away (which is also 1422.51 km)
ahahahhaha..
i was so shocked.
but i was so happy i jumped around in joy
it was a really pleasant surprise=)

tonight at 12.00am.
it will be the exact second.

happy birthday all november babies!
i was quite surprised that so many people arnd me were born in november
(bcux last time in pri n sec school quite few)
to name a few now:
0511 - Illi's birthday!
0611 - fan's birthday!
0711 - AHAHAHA me!
1011 - euniceting's bday!
1611 - tingting's birthday!!!

see so many.
that's why i say
november is a special month sprinkled with happiness!
hahahas..


11 more days=)

happy birthday~~

hope it's not too tough over there.
=)

"Come back go k alright!"

AHHHHHHHHH
yewyew is like a mad woman now.
hopping arnd happily and AHAHAHHAHAHAHA
AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

thanks so much.
=)


CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON!
so i've decided to change my blogskin for everyone.
in this festive season
i hope everyone will be happyhappy
althou singapore is very warm already
burt i hope everyone would have a very heart-warming and cosy november & december!
bcux we have alort of nov & dec babies tis month
including ME!!
whahahahaha!
and to all those taking their A's
ALL THE BEST!!
meet up after A's ok!
=)

do do do listen to the song "Last Christmas" on my blog
it's my all-time and personal favourite.
althou it's a veryvery old song already
but i feel that Christmas is not Christmas without tis song=)

Last Christmas by Ashley Tisdale:

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I抣l give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Special
Yea yea

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A friend to discover with a fire in her heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

l give it to someone special

i love JIAJIA very very muchos! muahahaha! <3333 YAY!!


*pls note that the above was posted by ms. yeo jia min and not me. i hereby declare her a hacker to my blog account (-____-)||*

3 more days thailand.. 18 more days back.

i forget where i've heard this before:
it takes 3 lifetimes of affinity to brush past someone.
5 lifetimes of affinity to know someone.
10 lifetimes of affinity to be close friends.
and 100 lifetimes of affinity to be lovers.

i had spent 19 years of my lifetime in this life.
will continue to use the rest of my life for this affinity.
i wonder.
is it enough yet?
i feel that im almost there.
or do i still have 99 more lifetimes to go?
no matter how many more.
i will continue to wait, continue to give my everything.

oh ya.
met up with shushu today.
had much girls heart-to-heart talk.
enjoyed ourselves and couldnt bear to part lol.
love you inspiration.
meet up again soon=)

HAPPY 19th BIRHDAY TO JIAMIN!!
this is specially for you=)

ytd we celebrated yeojiajia's birthday!!!
her bday is actuali on this thurs burt we celebrated ytd cux it was the only day we could get everyone tgr(>.<)

anyway~
we were supposed to meet at somerset at 12pm,
shushu coming later bcux she had tuition.
who knows~~~~
i reached somerset at 11.55pm
and then before that jiajia sms
"my parents bought lunch, will come later"
okie nvm.
then huiting sms
"i will be slightly late."
(-____-)|| nvm slightly late only. i still have qinqin.
then qinqin sms
"my mama bought me lunch, when i reach call u all"
!!!!
(T.T)
i was cursing man.
burt heng la, tingting reached at 12.09pm LOL

so we went to cine pasta mania had lunch
then qin came
went takashimaya bought ferrero roche cake for jiajia
then went kbox cine
then jiajia shushu reached
singsing
cut cuke
took many crazy photos
happy!
then still got lucky draw cux we spent 100+ lol
and we let the birthday lucky girl draw.
and got a warcraft game HAHAHA!
not bad not bad.
then qinqin went home to celebrate her parents' anni
and the rest of us went to take neoprints damn long nvr take le haha
then went jack's place @ heeren for dinnert
then walkwalk awhile
and went home.
it was hilarious cux ting n jia were too bloated for dinner so they ordered chef's salad
in the end their chef "salad" were even larger than me n shu's share of grilled chicken
HAHAHA
when the waiter brought their salads over they were like
(O.O)? (-__________-)||
LOLS! guess u guys could imagine their expressions.

hope you liked the celebration jiajia!
and we're really glad to see all our girls tgr=D
miss ya girls so much!
let's meet up again soon!=)

8 more days.... thailand.... 23 more days.. back to singapore...

how many more days.. to kboxing?

or maybe i shldnt place my hopes so high?

i suddenly hate my birthday very much.
and daryl suggested i take his birthday.
alright. i wished. (-____-)||
im hoping.. wishing.. hoping..
that 1st november dun come.
bcux it's nearer and nearer to my birthdays.
and.
final exam.
(-__________-)||
ARGH.

oh ya.
and i just saw that tis guy from my OG was nominated hey!gorgeous.
(this channel u nominate goodlooking pple show)
HAHAHA!
zarifah!
maybe we can nominate AHERM AHERM.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!

一个人过一天像过一年，
我很想让自己为你变得快乐点，
可是亲爱的，
你怎么不在我身边？
-from song 《亲爱的你怎么不在身边》

US scientists perfect targeted memory erasure in mice

US researchers said Wednesday they are able to selectively erase memories from mice in a laboratory, raising hopes human memory afflictions like post-traumatic stress syndrome can one day be cured.

"Targeted memory erasure is no longer limited to the realm of science fiction," the research team headed by Joe Tsien, from the Brain and Behavior Discovery Institute at the Medical College of Georgia, said in Thursday's issue of Cell Press magazine.

The new technique, which the team stress is at a very early stage, could be applied one day to the human brain to erase traumatic memories or deep-set fears, and leave all other memories unaffected.

Memory is generally separated into four different stages: acquisition, consolidation, storage, and retrieval. Earlier research identified specific molecules that appear to play a role in the various phases of the memory process.

But Tsien said his team found a way to quickly manipulate the activity of the "memory molecule," the protein CaMKII (calcium/calmodulin-dependent protein kinase II) that plays a key role in brain cell communication, and so is linked to many aspects of learning and memory.

Researchers developed a "chemical genetic strategy," which made it possible to manipulate the protein in transgenic mice, which had been bred to overproduce the molecule.

"Using this technique, we examined the manipulation of transgenic CaMKII activity on the retrieval of short-term and long-term fear memories and novel object recognition memory" in transgenic mice, Tsien said.

The team figured out they could manipulate the protein in the mice's brain as the animal was stimulated, and observe the brain's ability to recall memory of the stimulation.

Through the protein manipulation, researchers then found a way to not just block the mice's memory of the stimulation, but erase them without impacting the brain's ability to recall other memories.

Tsien became famous in 1999 for his creation of Doggie, the smart transgenic mouse with enhanced learning and memory abilities.

In the recent findings, Tsien's team found that transient excessive activity of CaMKII at the time of recall impaired retrieval of short- and long-term fear memories, as well as memories formed as recently as one hour.

They also showed that recall deficits linked to excessive CaMKII activity were not caused by a blockade of the recall process but instead seemed to be due to rapid erasure of the stored memories.

In addition, they found that the erased memories were limited to those being retrieved, while others remained intact.

"The results demonstrate a successful genetic method for rapidly and specifically erasing specific memories, such as new and old fear memories, in a controlled and inducible manner without doing harm to the brain cells," the researchers said.

Tsien said the technique might one day be applied to war veterans who "often suffer from reoccurring traumatic memory replays after returning home."

However, he warned that it was premature to expect a such a miracle cure.

"No one should expect to have a pill do the same in humans any time soon, we are barely at the foot of a very tall mountain," he said.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

if you were given this chance,
would you wanna erase any part of your memory,
regarding that some thing, some place, or someone?
it's incredible that this is finally possible.
yet, you will realise that the things that u had always wanted to forget,
suddenly, u dun wanna forget anymore.

i rmbred discussing with shushu before
if given a chance,
to go back in time to that very day,
to be able to avoid that moment of encounter,
would we?

ok.
now i know why u went back.
=(

pls dun be sad.
and thanks for sharing.
im reali glad u replied, and told me ward happened.

see u sad im sad too.
im here. always here. to listen. to try to make u feel better.

*hops around*
yewyew's going crazy ok.
no personal time for myself!!!!!!!
where's my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so bored.
why tanhuiting so long nvr online??!
why ngqinling so long nvr contact me??!
why yeojiamin..er...eh...nvr entertain me during class??!
(dun dare to say shushu later she fierce=x)

hummmmph

my mid term ended today!
actuali i only have 2 mid term papers - econs n film art
zarifah only have film art so good la!
me n jiajia same.
dun dare to think about the grades thou.
especially for econs (T~T)

reached home at 9pm plus..
zzz..
really dying of fatigue.
today had econs mid term.
6pm - 8pm
horrible man.
pls help me pray.
(>.<)o

getting more and more unable to study.
this is getting worse and worse.
today got quite a few breaks.
11pm - 4pm.
i ate my lunch until 12pm lidat with zarifah
then jiajia reached school
and she say want to go science eat.
then aiya, i see so much time
ok lo. since she always wanted to go so much.
help her complete her wish. LOL
then went science library which was DAMN! QUIET!
wa so different from central library (arts lib) la
central's like marketplace more than lib lol.
but didnt study much la
keep talking to jiajia zarifah n zul
(-_____-)||
then very fast 4pm liao
went for slack IT tutorial
end at 5pm
5pm - 6pm free again.
so tried to study with zul at BK.
then we were only halfway thru the paper me n him going to die liao.
so we stopped n i rested for 15min while he sit there stone.
both waiting for the doomed econs paper LOL
yea and went for the paper.
which was, well, disaster.

really very sick duh.
today was duno why, i felt reali like enjoying school with frens.
first time.
like.. finally get to have some fun with frens
like exploring the school... getting lost taking shuttle bus...
LOL...
long time nvr felt so "at school" ler.
i really missed the old kind of schooldays.
uni is not considered school at all marhs!
no fun!
=.=
then me and zul now on msn
then we realise..
less than 6weeks time we are changing classmates again.
....................................
and it's like.
i just started to know my IT frens can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ward the.
im just starting to be able to join in their crap and fun
and it was quite difficult at first cux the guys always tok bout guy stuff i dun understan
then now finally understan abit
going to say byebye liao.
........................................
hate uni!!!!!

i really dun enjoy the life im leading now at all.

now let me have a good rest tonight before having to MUGMUGMUG for film tmr n sunday.

get lost books!
for tonight at least.
(T~T)

-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ dead tired. dying. dead. ]] appears to be offline. Messages you send will be delivered when they sign in. E-mail this contact instead.

still waiting.. still staring..

hais.

yewyew cannort study!!!!!!!!!!!
mid term is on friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i dun have the energy to do anything.
i just feel like curling up and die!!!!!

im so gonna flunk my mid term.

hais.

at 11:04PM

yewyew feels slightly better after chatting with dixon and jiajia.

lols.

yewyew feels like dying...............
who is going to save me
(T.T)

a long time ago minmin asked yewyew
"are you sure?"
yewyew nodded her head.
now, minmin asked yewyew the same question again.
"are you sure?"
yewyew said.
"i will never regret."

ytd qinqin asked yewyew
"yewyew will u go search all the islands?"
yewyew knew her reply straightaway.
"i will search all islands until i find it."

today minmin asked yewyew
"what if it is finally conveyed and seen?"
yewyew replies.
"it wouldnt make a difference anyway. it is never bothered nor cared by anyone."

yewyew wants all minmin qinqin shushu tingting jiajia with her...........
then she can emo to them.

emoing alone is really horrible.

emoing and staring and being alone is worse.

~hello staring. you're early here this week.~

-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ 不知道不明了不想要，为什么，我的心？ ]] [[ u just made my week with ur reply=) ]] appears to be offline. Messages you send will be delivered when they sign in. E-mail this contact instead.

5 cents made my 1 whole week!
=D

thank you.

i was talking with dave the other day about the end of the world.
and suddenly it hits me that i have alort of things not done.
yet i wish the end of the world comes sooner
bcux it would hurry me to do the things i've not done.
say the things i've not said.
that i never had the courage to do so.

have you ever thought of the things u wanna do if u only have one more day to live?

this is a really cliche kind of qns
burt i tort nobody would really go n think about it.

if i've only a day to live.

i tort i would have lots to say
burt i realise actuali i've only a few words.
and i guess after saying them out
i would really wan to spend the last moments of my life with the person i love most.
but who is the person tat i love most?
tat i couldnt answer.
perhaps since i couldnt decide i would wanna be with all the people i love.

i was browsing through some famous singaporean bloggers' blogs just now
bcux i saw the names of the blogger on the newspaper this morning and
i rmbered coming across one of the blogger's friendster and was wow-ed by her beauty
so i decided to check out her blog and well it just brought me to the others' blogs too
naming a few like xiaxue, dawn yang and nira chan.
nira chan was the blogger which i came across her friendster profile 2 years ago.
i never had the interest in reading blogs of people whom i do not know
so this is considered a first time.
in the past qinqin would have told me about this blogger n etc
and i wasnt really interested.
today, i spend the time to read some parts of their blog.
hmm.. and my conclusion after reading?
well.. i havent got much comments bcux i really dun feel anything?
it's just a blog anyway. a place where the bloggers record their daily life events.
it's just that a few of them like nira is really pretty.
well dawn is pretty too but seems like pple says she's plastic?
anyway i still couldnt understand why there's so much commotion about it.
hahas (o.O)||

it's been mugging and studying for me today and ytd
well today i havent been studying much as u can see.
today's friday and there goes my term break.
sobs.
nxt monday's gonna be schoolday again
!!!
i cant wait for the december holidays already
but i guess the december hols has another thing to dread about -
bidding.
FAINTS!