it's a really really very very very happy day today.
happiest day of my life so far.
because i had experienced so many things that i've never, ever, experienced before.
the singing... the photos... the blowing candles... the cutting of the cake... the dinner... the eye contact that i've never experienced for a long...long...time.
first of all.
i have to thank everyone present today for everything.
shushu, dixon and ahfan.
no words can describe how impt today is to me.
and no words can describe how much gratitude i have for you all.
i met shushu at 12pm @bedok interchange today
then we went to buy a nice paper bag to put the kitten puzzle i made for fan
and then we took a bus to parkway parade
in the meantime calling bearie to wake him up!
hahahaha
so we went to breadtalk and bought the chocolate boston cake
and then went mos for lunch
i only drank milktea cux i didnt have much appetite while shu ate a meal
afterwhich we went to collect the cake and headed for katong shopping centre!
all the time my heart was thumping like mad
as the time ticks by my heart thumps faster and faster, harder and harder.
i started to have some negative thoughts like
"why did i ever ask him out in the first place???!"
"later he dun like how?"
"later he angry how???"
"later he awkward how??"
"later he uneasy how???"
then shushu say like "eh i dun like pple with negative thoughts ok"
then i calmed myself with shu's words and ward tofu had told me before
'to take it with a postive mind and a neutral heart.'
so i did.
i was even saying "why did i ever get myself into this mess??!"
because while walking to KSC i was really in a messy state carrying the cake the present and trying to figure the way out and still at the same time trying to keep myself neat and tidy.
then shushu said
"well it's a rare chance for you to get urself into this kind of mess. so treasure it."
then i thought, nodded, and replied.
"true. and he's the only one that could make me go through all these mess willingly. none other."
and shushu smiled and nodded.
"exactly."
then we walked to KSC to meet dixon at the entrance,
trying to avoid fan to prevent him from seeing the cake
but bearie said fan was at the 2nd level playing comp.
so we asked arnd where is the k-place
found it and then went to put the cake n present there first
then me n shushu went to toilet
and when we came out we saw fan walking out from the guys' toilet
i totally stunned tio
shushu oso
shushu was like "!!!!" when he walked past us
i jux stopped dead in my tracks.
it's like SO LONG SINCE I SAW HIM.
but i shocked tio cux he reali appeared so suddenly
and he walked very fast without the rest of us to the k-place.
then bearie shushu and me were like saying
"why he walk so fast?o.O"
and i thought he not happy..
but then ok la, he seemed alright.
so we went into the k-room
and then he was like "hello hello hello hello" and then went out of the room to talk to his fren
lol. faint.
so we settled down and started singing while fan came back too.
at first he seemed abit uneasy, me too.
still couldnt look at each other when we are talking.
but after singing for some time and trying to talk to each other we okie le and maintained at least the eye contact one should have in a conversation=)
and hinfan funny la he sang the song 情歌王 by 古巨基
we were like dying~~ cux the song is like made up of 32 songs and is supperr lloooonnng
and then went his frens room sing AGAIN
(-_____0)||
and at night dixon got radiodelight he song request that song AGAIN
and he told me it's the sixth time he's singing it today.
(O_____O)|||
so after awhile me and shushu went to prepare the surprise!
haha the little girl there very helpful keep helping us
so we went into the room.
before going in one of the candles went off i still kancheong scared the surprise will fail
but ahfan and bearie were too engrossed singing so when we went in with the cake ahfan was saying
"who birthday?*looks at bearie* ur birthday? *looks at shushu* ur birthday?"
lol then we said "YOURS LA!"
then he say "mine last month"
fainttttt!
then i was like "belated la"
then ahfan still acting blur.
lols..
so he said
"u all lidat i will paiseh one leh"
hahahahhahas!
and bearie said
"aye exactly one month hor."
then i was saying
"no la fan's is 6th nov.."
and i forget who say my birthday
so ahfan said
"NOW IT'S UR TURN!"
then they sang the birthday song for me
FAINTTT
supposed to celebrate his bday become mine too
so i jux clap and sang along la haha
and we asked fan to make a wish
but he diedie dun wan say ward wish
and then took photos with the cake
and then supposed to blow the candles together and take photo of us blowing
but fan was like "POOF!"
fastfast blow and with full strength (dots =.=|| )
before i could even blow the candles went off liao.
and obviously, bearie and shushu couldnt catch the photo of us blowing.
FAINTT again.
so i pouted at the cake and bearie took a photo of that.
lols!
and we cut the cake tgr
i hold cake he cut
then he hold cake i cut
lols..
presenting the cake to the birthday boy!:
the cake!:
waiting for the birthday boy to make his wish:
ok dixon taking my photo so i had to pose right haha:
that's my expression when YUEN AH FAN blew all the candles without me:
trying to figure out how to cut the cake:
fan cut cake i hold cake haha:
then i cut cake fan hold cake haha:
STILL figuring out how to cut it:
we sang alort of songs and there were quite a number of duets we sang tgr..
i have to say lo
DAMN FUNNY CUX SING HALFWAY BLACKOUT
and onli our room and our neighbour next door blackout wor
then fan and me laughed saying it's bcux dun wan let shushu n bearie sing their weird phillipines song
hahaha then waited for a loooong time
while fan switched on his phone torchlight
and bearie and shu kept singing in the dark
and fan and me were saying
"goodness so dark already u all dun sing ler leh very creepy LOL"
then i very tired so i kind of sat there and then stone..
dun blame me ok i slept at 2am the night before.
and then ahfan saw me stoning and shone the torchlight on me a few times.
and i was like
"(-____-)|| very bright take away take away"
taken during the blackout. dixon's cam's flash is damn pro to take until like tis when it's totally dark in the room:
then we changed to anth room
and they chose the SAME PHILLIPINES SONG AGAIN
then fan realised the screen froze for quite some time.
HAHAHHAA!
then all of us laughed out loud saying reali dun let them sing that weird song
and fan was saying STOP CHOOSING THAT SONG LA!
hahahahahas!
reali rotfl
but the system froze for some time and they were finally able to finish singing that song haha
bearie and fan:
me n shu:
me n bearie mutiple shots haha:
shu and bearie:
erm. this photo is hilarious. fan acting cute when i tried to take his photo=.=:
shu n bearie camming each other=.=:
after that it was 7pm and we had to go
wanted to extend the singing time de but sadly got pple book the room already=(
so we went out and they went to say goodbye to their frens in anth room
and just nice their frens leaving too.
(and i havent gave fan his present)
then suddenly alort pple lor and it wasnt really fine to give him the present in front of so many of his frens.
but they seemed like they wanted to go then bearie shu n me were abit panicky the present how.
after that we went to the toilet
thank god he didnt leave and they were all still there.
they were discussing where to go after that and stuff.
and they wanted to have dinner together.
just nice fan walked over to ask us ward bout us
and shu nudged me and bearie looked at me hinthint
so i was like
"this is for you."
then i held out the present.
and he was stunned and then say
"huh reali dun need la got jux now already then still.. i will paiseh one leh"
then we all say
"nvm la... aiyo. just take."
then he say
"then okie lor.."
so i said
"happy 19th birthday."
and he smiled, accepted the present and said "thanks alort."
for that moment he looked at me for a consistent significant few seconds
eyes meeting mine.
i held my breath and felt my heart skipped.
at that moment it was like the whole world stopped at that few seconds.
and i only rmbr shushu and dixon saying smth but the both of us didnt notice.
i wonder what was going through in his mind at that moment?
then he asked
"so where are you all going now?"
and me shushu and dixon looked at each other,
unable to come to a decision.
just as we were all still thinking
he said
"join us?"
so we did=)
the whole lot of us went to have katong laksa
(thanks bearie for coming too(= )
and then bearie left after eating hurriedly cux his parents fetching him home
i couldnt finish mine cux i was still feeling nauseous from the long ride home ytd
after bearie left
fan kept talking to shushu and me
thanks for trying to make us feel included=)
bearie asked what fan's plans are for his studies..
he said his father wants him to go australia to study..
so i asked
"but where do you wanna go?"
he said
"my father wants me to go australia"
then we were like
"ya la but where YOU wanna go?"
he said
"i wanna stay in singapore...."
so after the dinner we all had to leave
we all walked back to parkway for our bus
during the walk hinfan was really kind to walk slowly for shushu and me.
when we were walking up the stairs into roxy plaza fan suddenly walked veryvery slow
much lagging behind yongjie
and then even shu n me walked ahead liao
so i turned and looked at him with the (o.O) look
and he said
"old liao walk very slow"
then give the very "old" and "xinku" expression
HAHAS!
then shushu said
"u reali very tall leh!"
and he haha
so i asked
"ward's ur height?"
"170."
"(-____-)impossible."
"haha... around 188 lidat"
then we were like !!!!
hahahahas....
and so we reached the bridge linking parkway and roxy
then i actually reached my bus stop le but i really duno how to say cux everyone jux walkedwalked
and im not sure which side shushu needs to take her bus
so nearing the end of the bridge (parkway) side i shouted
"YUEN HIN FAN!"
then he turned around
"yesyes?"
"come here come here"
and i asked him which side shushu have to take.
and then..
"ok.. my bus is on the other side..."
"then....."
"have to go lo.."
and then i tapped his arm
"can i have a small request?"
"yup?"
"can i take a photo with you standing?"
"HAHA why????"
"haha cux i wanna show your height"
"(-____-) haha ok..provided u can fit into the photo"
"(-____-) can one lor."
so we took 2 last photos of the day together.
and then it's really really time to leave.
"thanks alort."
"no prob."
"then... byebye lo."
"u going that bus stop?to bedok?"
"yup."
"haha u taking 196 right? there's 196."
i turned to see 196 stopping at the bus stop.
"yup i can take 196, 197 and 31."
"u taking 196"
"ya 197 and 31"
"u taking 196"
"197 and 31"
"196"
"......"
hahas! (-____-)||
"so are you going to run for that 196?"
"no (-____-)||"
"haha"
"byebye."
"byebye."
look at the height difference LOL:
so i went home and they did too.
as i was at the bus stop i looked at his back view..
and then bus 31 came
and i rushed up the 2nd storey of the bus to look at him
until the bus moved away and i couldnt see him no more..
i wonder..
ward was going through in his mind?
as i reached home my aunt was at my house already.
but nontheless i had to insist on rushing online
shu, bearie and fan were all online.
i was toking to shu n bearie.
as usual..
i opened the msn convo window but didnt talk to fan.
until i was talking to shu halfway and the window blinked with the "deng deng" new msg received sound
i was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
do you know..
it's been almost 2 years since you took the initiative to talk to me?
if i didnt rmbr wrongly that is.
but im really really very contented for everything today already.
at first thought only can until 6plus
but i had a bonus two hours more and a dinner plus a walk back to parkway.
however much i cldnt bear to say goodbye,
im really really contented already.
how long...
3 years since i had such a priviledge...
and thank you for taking the initiative to talk to me.. to make me feel included among ur frens.. and the initiative to tok to me on msn.
i reali couldnt describe how much i wanted to scream in happiness when i saw the msn conversation window blink okie!
i practially trembled as i typed my reply and as i told shushu bout it
2pm... to 8pm...
6 hours...
the best 6 hours of my life in my 19 years of age.
tomorrow is another day of fun going to tofu's house with qinqin tofu n shushu~~~
yay~~~~
but i very tired now.
jux that i cldnt bear to sleep and let the day end and to end the convo=x
but.. WHY AM I FREAKING NOT IN SINGAPORE ON THE 23RD DECEMBER??!!
=(
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
why u going hk so long?
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
my granduncle passed away..we have to go there send our regards..why?
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
i oso dun wan de..
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
orh
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
but for so long?
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
plus go macau..
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
my granduncle in guangzhou
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
why leh?
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
orh
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
no la juz curious
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
haha then i oso curious smth
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
HAVE U FOUND UR DATE YET??!
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
?
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
half half only leh
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
lol it's like u've been shouting all over the place in facebook
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
half?meaning?o.O
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
my platoonmate say he help me called his fren
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
o.O
-x`` || ëҳpΪřěđ lüřvě || ``x- [[ jumping around in joy! thank you so much=) ]] says:
u planning to get someone u duno??!
[ahfan]™ 7 days more... says:
no choice
i'll be contented to know just that you even ever thought of asking me... that the thought flashed across ur mind before.
but im still very contented for everything today=)
thanks to photographers shushu and bearie and their cameras!=)
