in the dream
i was toking to u on msn too
we were happily chatting,
and u made alort of lame jokes out of our conversation
and i typed
"u very lame lehx..lolx"
and u replied
"hahax..i long time never say joke 2 make u laugh ler hor?"
[[ *sighs* ]]
[[ yar. ]]
[[ it's been a long time since u made me laugh ]]
[[ a long time since u tried to cheer me up. ]]
den in the dream again,
i was toking to u halfway
when my mum called me out.
so i left the comp n the conversation for a while.
when i came back
u were gone.
u left a msg on the msn conversation window.
it was like tat
"er.i gtg for now.."
"u there?"
"im leaving now,ok?but before i leave i wan 2 tell u something."
"i love u.i love everyone beside me.but it's not tat kind of love.
i thank you for loving me for so long, i really appreciate it,
but i hope u will stop waiting for me.im not worth ur time.
dun let me be ur obstacle to ur happiness."
"i can still be ur good fren. : x"
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is tis ward u wanted to tell me all along?
izit?
in the dream
i cried upon seeing the msg.
in reality
i can cry no more.
it's useless ward.
so long ler
all the tears
im numb.towards u.
i hate to say tis burt
i wish very much to forget u too
however,
it's nort up to me..
-m a y b e.i.w i l l.f o r g e t.u.o n e.d a y.w h e n.w i l l.t a t.d a y.c o m e.?.-
-x`` song of da day : [[
