tis is in response to qin's blog.
it gave me some urge to write smth back. hahas.

all i want for new year is someone who'll love me whole-heartedly n be there for me all the time. of cux, tis someone mux be someone whom i love, too. isnt it jux so simple?

burt life is nort like tat. heaven wldnt even give u this most-simplest thing.
im nort expecting anything. im nort even hoping cux hope gave up on me so many times.
burt im yearning.. yearning so much for something yet so far away from me.
it's unreachable. unachievable.

working for it does nort necessarily means u'll get it.
love dun work tis way.

if only it does.
if it does,
i dun care whether the process will tire me out.. or even kill me
i will jux work for it even if it means my everything.

burt it doesnt.
and i can only content myself with ward's left.
and still working for it.
with a heart that wouldnt give up no matter how much i wished it would.

im jux stating my thoughts.
so nope this is nort emo-ing too.
hahas congrats me i havent been emo-ing today. =)