i think my head is going to explode any minute.
my head is throbbing with pain now.
this is really getting too much for me.
burt i have to hang on.

thanks qinqin, thanks shushu.
im reali glad i have such great frens.
without u guys,
i'll be in such a loss...
shushu, u're right.
i think i understand more ler.
now i just have to make sure tat my decision n thoughts will not be shakened by others' words again..