your life isnt as messy as u thought of it to be.
think about it. u are very fortunate as compared to many others.
so stop bringing yourself down, stop grieving,
start loving your life. start loving yourself.

if you really hate your life that much.
then work to make it better.
emoing doesnt help. it will only make it worse.
in life,
one plays many differing roles.
sometimes one will get tired. one will get the roles mixed up.
and the expectations of each roles will get you crazy
but no matter ward
bear in mind..
love yourself. bcux others love you too.


so do the best you can. but most imptly. be happy.