after sch 2dae i went to pizza hut
wid olizhu n tingx
after tat
when it was around 3.30pm
olizhu gtg
den me n ting went to bedok library to study
i did my SS mind map
and ting did english TYS..
afta tat we went to NTUC to buy junk food
for us to eat when studying at home de.
den we went home lor.
lolx.
nth interesting happened.
burt i did enjoyed my day wid these 2
so i decided to write out lor.
: D
duno ward's wrong wid hinfan sia
goin offline n online......
(-.-)
think he's having probs wid his comp
hahahahax..
k lar..
im happy now cux im listening to kenny's new song
fen1 shou3 bu4 yao4 tai4 bei1 ai1
分手不要太悲哀
cool huh?
i lurve him mans.
he's soooo shuai~!
*faints*

-x`` song of da day : [[fen shou bu yao tai bei ai]] by kenny*lurve ``x-

i dreamt of u again.
in the dream
i was toking to u on msn too
we were happily chatting,
and u made alort of lame jokes out of our conversation
and i typed
"u very lame lehx..lolx"
and u replied
"hahax..i long time never say joke 2 make u laugh ler hor?"
[[ *sighs* ]]
[[ yar. ]]
[[ it's been a long time since u made me laugh ]]
[[ a long time since u tried to cheer me up. ]]
den in the dream again,
i was toking to u halfway
when my mum called me out.
so i left the comp n the conversation for a while.
when i came back
u were gone.
u left a msg on the msn conversation window.
it was like tat
"er.i gtg for now.."
"u there?"
"im leaving now,ok?but before i leave i wan 2 tell u something."
"i love u.i love everyone beside me.but it's not tat kind of love.
i thank you for loving me for so long, i really appreciate it,
but i hope u will stop waiting for me.im not worth ur time.
dun let me be ur obstacle to ur happiness."
"i can still be ur good fren. : x"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is tis ward u wanted to tell me all along?
izit?
in the dream
i cried upon seeing the msg.
in reality
i can cry no more.
it's useless ward.
so long ler
all the tears
im numb.towards u.
i hate to say tis burt
i wish very much to forget u too
however,
it's nort up to me..

-m a y b e.i.w i l l.f o r g e t.u.o n e.d a y.w h e n.w i l l.t a t.d a y.c o m e.?.-

-x`` song of da day : [[chi xin jue dui]] by li sheng jie ``x-

first.
i reali need to give sum1 a big hug.
*huggies minmin*
i know i ought to be pia-ing my hol assignments now
burt i reali need to say something.
like i said in ur bloggie
i did so much bcux i reali treasured u.
out of so many pple
u r still tat best fren.
it's always u tat will be there for me.
yes,
we've lost contact wid each oth
for bout 3yrs?
n u weren't there for me faw 3yrs
n me too lar.
hahax..
so
let's be the best frens again
okie?
throughout tis 3years
i've reali gone thru alort
and they were all bad times
reali bad times.
im so glad to see ya again
and haf u in my life.
u bring the sunshine.
(^-^)
however stormy it is out there.
i will nort be afraid
cux i noe
my sun will always be there waiting for me
n nort to forget
my star.
who huh?
my msn nick.
star = eternal lurve
ward does it mean?
star = hin fan
sun = huimin
the sun will bring me warmth in rainy days
and the star
will light up the darkness of the night.
i've saw both my light of hope.
i n.t h e.b o t h.o f.u.
: )

2dae after chem
i went to meet minmin
to give her her surprise
she said she was touched?
lolx..
okie larx..
i jux wanted to make her happy..
cux thou she never say
i noe she wasnt goin very well wid her frens?
or maybe i was too sensitive la
burt tat's ward i observed..
so~!
im goin to annouce
tat im goin to set up a link page
tat includes the childhood memories
of me
huimin
hinfan
sussana
liwen
wileen
wai kwong
n chin wee
*if i have the time i will blog frequently*
*burt u mux noe it's da O's soon*
i try to make kk?
hope u guys oso contribute
hehehe..
(^.<)

hmx..back from the gathering?
心裏亂亂的..
jux saw my pri sch frens..
they haven changed much??
hahax..
esp tat huimin..
still as siao char bo as eva
lolx..
i went to tkss to look for them marhx.
den the moment huimin saw me
she was like
"omg y u wear until lidat???"
ward did i wear
jeans onli ward
i've tried to be as simple as possible liao k
den after tat i sat down beside huimin
(wid her frens around too)
n huimin said
"hinfan's over there leh"
i turned around to see la
den i saw him
den i paiseh
den i faster look back n say
"okie i saw him.now ward?"
in the end she shouted LOUDLY
"HINFAN~!!EUNICE COME ALREADY LEH~!!FASTER COME OVER LEH~!!"
OH!MY!GOD!!!!
the whole canteen heard it
her frens AND hinfan's fren looked at me n hinny
tian ar.
paiseh paiseh paiseh........
(*>.<*)
obviously hinny ignored
den i was like
"SHUT UP~!!!!"
lolx..
den after tat
huimin's fren left
hinny's frens left too
so huimin called him over
"hey~!hinfan come over lar..4yrs never tok liao leh~!"
so he came over
n tok lor
so paiseh..
den we discuss abit bout where to meet chinwee
n i call liwen..
i din dare to look at him
he din dare to look at me too
burt i tried to act normal n tok 2 him
n looking at him when i tok
burt he din dare to look at me
n when he finally did looked at me
both of us shocked tio n faster look away
i noe i blushed..
den his fren came over
n he suddenly say
"actuali 2dae i gort lessons after sch"
my heart almost dropped out~!
so i turned 2 him n said
"den y u never say earlier??"
i was so afraid he'll pangseh us
den he say
"i jux noe ward..think i go a while la,den pon"
did i heaved a sigh of relief?
no.
cux his face black black de.
hahax..
so i told him
"nvm la,if u've gort things on den we go ourself lor"
burt he said nvm
so we waited for chinwee..
den chinwee onli arrived at 3pm+
sian..
wasted alort of time lor
den we went to call for hinfan
den minmin n fan went to change
den we headed off for ecp
where liwen was waiting
n minmin duno how to go ecp marhx,
so she asked the two boys to lead the way
den i said
"i noe the way.."
burt minmin nudged at me
*hinfan n chinwee were whispering to each oth*
den they say
"okok..walk here walk here"
i din noe the route around their school well marhx
n minmin nv say anything wor
so we jux follow lor
den walkwalkwalk
the boys suddenly made a turn
and made us walk those difficult routes~!!
sian 1/2
i was wearing flipflops leh
den minmin wearing shorts
den we have to cut across some tall growing grass????
(-.-)||
den min was like
"ahhhh~!!!gort red ants~!!very big de~!!"
and i was like
"stupid chinwee n hinfan~!!darn man.."
so
when we finally gort throu the grass to the bus stop
me n minmin were already panting n perspiring all over
n i was having abit of gastric pain
cux i haven eat anything since 9am-3pm+
burt i hanged on larx
den when we alighted from bus 31
minmin was asking
"walk from where huh?i reali duno leh"
den the guys pointed the oppsite direction
the long cut i guess.
so i was abit pissed
cux im already VERY tired
so i say
"i noe the way i'll lead"
burt minmin nudged at me again
she said
"nvm la,let's follow them n see ward they r up to"
burt i was reali tired
so i say
"dunwan"
n i jux pulled her n walked the oth way
the guys were abit shocked i guess
burt they jux followed
during the way
of cux
minmin were very noisy
burt the guys jux ignored
n we reached ecp
n bowl lor
liwen din bowl
burt her stead ray did
n he pro lor
wah lao
first game i lost to minmin
so dui lian
lolx..
den 2nd game i was even wid hinfan,chinwee was the first
me n fan second
minmin last
den evryone was saying
"who n who even huh....???"
(>.~)
den i suggested goin for a walk by the beach
evryone said okie
den i tried to tease liwen
"good arx..dun wori we will let u two be alone de.hahax~!"
in the end i was suaned by ray
"yar..we will let u n hinfan be alone too."
..........
!!!!!!!!!
arghh~!!
burt in the end we din go for a walk
chinwee n hinfan went home
i think is fan's mum dun let him stay out too late
cux he called his mum abit
den liwen n ray left too..
they going shopping i guess
so me n minmin went for a walk ourselves lo
den we tok alort
den went home..
so..
tat's it barhx.
nth special cux i din tok much there
hinfan oso.
hahax...
paiseh marhx..

hahax..
2dae in quite a good mood orhx..
bcux lata i'll be goin ecp..
wid minmin they all..
yeahx..
hmx..gort who go ar?
minmin
me
hinny boi..
liwen
chinwee
hopefully evryone turn up
n hopefully tat chinwee dun pangseh
hahax..
waikwong gort lesson till 5pm wor..
so cant go lorr`
wileen dun seem enthu bout it..
(>.~)
nvm..
den sussana say she nort free..
sho the 8 of us left onli 5 lorr`
burt 5 considered alort liao hor
tat yuen hin fan still say little pple
*he duno how difficult izit for me 2 onli gather FIVE pple*
n he say best is can haf a WHOLE class gathering
well..
yar the more the merrier i noe..
den let's wait for him 2 go n organise lorr`
hahax..
i bet he would..
(^-^)
lata after i come back den i blog barhx
hopefully it turns out well.
*prays hard hard*
(>.<)o

tHe nEw [[kEnNy]]..OMG..nort nice ler..sobs* 

tHe oLd [[kEnNy]].. 

tHe nEw [[bOy'Z]]..(T.T).. 

tHe oLd [[bOy'Z]] 

點解?
點解點解點解???
WHY???!
(T.T)
know ward?
Boy'Z解散了!!!
*sobs*
why must they disband?
okie okie..
there's still Boy'Z..
burt..burt..burt..
kenny's no longer a member of it~!
steven n anth guy call dennis mak
WAaa..
y lidat?
kenny's having a new album on his own
...
i go cry liao ar
...
...
...
...
...
...
n kenny cut his hair short
nort nice de~!!!
nort shuai ler...!
(x.x)
burt i will still support him alwaes de ~!!!
*lurve kenny faweva*

went 2 eat sakae sushi~!!
2dae no remedial aftar sch
sho waited faw fangyu n tingz to fin their geog test
den we went to parkway faw sakae sushi~!
hahax..
y the sudden urge 2 eat sushi?
i anyting de lar..
summore i like jap food marhx..
n i rmbred tat dae tingz said she long time never eat ler
n i jux gort some money faw posting my article on the newspaper
sho treat her lorr`
see i treat her sho well..
wahahax..
den fangyu dun like 2 eat jap food
burt we forced her 2 go~!
muahahahahax!~
paiseh lorr` fangyu..
i beri good fren ler lehx..
help u eat up all the seaweed..
tingz never help u lehx..
hahax..
joking joking..

2dae went marine parade library wid jinyu aftar school 2 sturdee..
hahax..n i finally found all the pieces faw tat dino game
wahahax
: x
abit childish la hahax..
burt sturdee till tired ler marhx..
jiu wan lor
the qns in my heart all along
i finali broughtt it up on mondae
n aftar sum toking
evrything's alright ler
(^.^)
im so glad.
phew..
hahax..
i believe in u,
cux u r a great fren
sho i will agree 2 anyting de.
(^-^)
jux wana tell u tat
hope u r nort troubled by it or anyting
n u dun haf 2 worry bout me de
dunch nid 2 purposely qian jiu wo
(^.^)
glad u dun mind me faw being paranoid or anyting
xie xie ni

aftar school 2dae jux went home lorr`
wid tingz n vanvan
nuffin special
mondaes r alwaes taking up all da time
in the end cant go ourt aftar school
lata going 2 do a.maths TYS sia
guai kia
*pushes specs*
lolx..
haiZz
stress stressed..
4 more weeks 2 mid-yr
waaaaaahhhh~!!!!!
(O.O)

(=.=)zz
shooooo tired..
faw da entire week i've been sleeping soo late sia
study lorr`
ward else.
finally it's saturdae tmr n i can sleep abit more
n finished quite abit of da studying faw da week
last nite was holliible
studying faw c.lit..
cux 2dae gort test aftar school
well..
faw the whole week
i've been sleeping at around 12+am
curses.
sec4 life sux
zZz..

well..
2dae went kbox wid jinyu..
enjoyed myself reali muchieXx
jinyu was like very high
lolx..
she kept singing those high high songs
n i was like..
singing those sadd sad slow sloow songs.
hahaXx
i juxx liike singing those sad songs..
*pessimistic*
nahZz
jux tat high songs are nort my type
when i sang "xian wei jing xia de ai qing"
both of us gort reali high when it gort to the fast fast part
hahax.
den low again when the song slowed down..
next thurs going kbox again
wid jinyu n fangyu
hey im singing wif two fishes..
in da water?
*bloop bloop*
maybe tat's how we'll sound.
lolx.
-*lame

好久没写了哦~！
bo pian..
having common test sho mux乖乖读书~！
see sho guai
lolx..
now term break,
can start blogging again ler~!
as days passes
i realise the O's are coming nearer n nearer
(O.O)
waaaaa
*stressed*
die lar..tis time cfm canort make it
i failed my chem
again.
the worst thing is tat it is tested on sec3's topics
been tested so many time oso fail
see ward i mean.
haix.
think mux use tis hol 2 buck up liao.
(T.T)

2dae
went kbox wif yunzheng after school
den when i sing -qing tian-
i cried.
lolx..
so silly.
he shock tio,
keep asking me nort 2 cry.
ward's the problem wif me.
was still thinking i jux wana be frens wif you
n as long as u r hapi
i will be contented.
burt y?
y the moment i hear our song
my tears jux rolled down?
maybe i reali jux wan 2 be frens wif u.
burt i feel tat
u r trying 2 4gt me.
trying 2 4gt the times we had 2gether
dun wan 2 be involved wif me
nort even as my fren.
tat's y im upset.
i noe we r impossible
n it's difficult faw us 2 go back 2 the past past
when we were jux pure
pure frens.
burt since both of us click so well
y cant we try it out?
try being good frens again?
i dun understan.
y dun u even wan 2 give our friendship a chance?

-晴天-
故事的小黃花 從出生那年就飄著
童年的盪秋千 隨記憶一直晃到現在
吹著前奏望著天空我想起花瓣試著掉落
為你翹課的那一天 花落的那一天
教室的哪一間 我怎麽看不見
消失的下雨天我好想再淋一遍
沒想到失去的勇氣我還留著 好想再問一遍
你會等待還是離開
颳風這天我試過握著你手
但偏偏雨漸漸 大到我看你不見
還要多久我才能在你身邊
等到放晴的那天也許我會比較好一些
從前從前有個人愛你很久
但偏偏風漸漸 把距離吹得好遠
好不容易 又能再多愛一天
但故事的最後你好像還是說了掰掰

happie valentine's~!
(^-^)
im in a very good mood 2dae orh
y?
cux he replied~!
yeahx~!
been so long since we chat
finali~!
maybe find one dae ask him out
wif hui min
wai kwong
chin wee
wileen
susanna
n liwen~!
and haf a pri 6C 2001 gathering.
wonder how's huimin getting on lately
oso long time nv tok 2 her ler
hope she's happie barhx
my long time sistars,
i nv forget u guys orhx.
thou i might nort contact u guys
burt u'll alwaaes be in my heart~!
(^-^)/~
will never fawget our primary school daes
our childhood at temasek primary
*smiles*
all da best in evryting u guys do~!
*hugs*