fri is guitar performance ler..
hms..
so tmr gort practice ar..
den wed oso..
thurs..maybe?
hopefully thurs's free..
tat day's 2 months ler..
wan spend it wid him..
xiang gong wo hao xiang ni..
do u rmbr tat day is our 2mnths?
thou it's nort any impt day
burt i reali hope u can rmbr..
actuali..
being wid u changed my life alort..
it's jux tat i never show it..
deep down..
every thing u do..
every word u say..
makes an impact on me..
when u walk by..
a slightest smile u give to me
will make my day..
i miss you.
do u noe tat?

-x`` song of the day : bad day by Daniel Powter ``x-

hms..
long time never update ler..
so busy nowadays..
have to juggle alort of things..
i feel very tired..
burt i reali love the current life
it's fun..
fell sick ler..
din go school today..
ytd end school at 5.30pm la..
den after school,
xiang gong pei me go see doc..
den alort pple
in the end 9pm+ den reach home..
paiseh neh..
u so tired still ask u pei me go see doc..
and thanks for being so nice to me..
lols..

haix.. so suay kena choosen by pearl.. sobs..

Rules of the game : Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Dont forget to leave a comment that says" You are tagged" on their blog and ask them to read yours.

1) i hate bananas. real or fake ones. n of cux, i hate banana in pajamas.

2) i have a room, burt i like to slp in the living room.

3) im afraid of the heat, i love the cold. i love cold so much i dun even want to wear more clothes althou i feel as if im frozen.

4) sometimes im very noisy, sometimes i soo quiet u'll think im upset. actuali, i jux dun feel like toking tat's all.

5) pearl, i lurve my darling too. hahax..

many thanks to pearl anyway,
for asking me to do tis stupid mission.
i haven been blogging for months.
hahax..
here's my excuse to blog tis.

next 5 pple choosen:
...
...
...
...
...
seriously no one.
im nort as que de as u.
lolx~!!

我不想再愛你了。

我真的好累。

-x`` song of da day : [[hei se xi ju]] by *twins* ``x-

...
im worried
im so scared u'll hate me..
or at least
im afraid u'll be angry at me
n ignore me again..
haix..
y am i always doin things tat make u angry?
ur msn nick is:
hate noobs who talk so much
是在講我嗎?
pls dun hate me.
cux..
u noe tis kind of things cant be controlled de.
jux like u like tat ger..
u should be able to understan how i feel.
hopefully..

[[最怕你生氣了]]

-x`` song of da day : [[qing tian]] by jay ``x-

alrights.
originally
i wasnt in a very happie mood.
n y is tat?
i dun wana tok bout it
cux it's nort impt at all.
n i dun wan 2 seem childish.
: )
now im feeling much much btr
after listening to my beloved kenny's songs
(^-^)
n..
tokin to fangyu on msn..
diedie..
nv study
hahax..
jux wana say im missing him.
lidat lo.
u noe rite
he so li hai
sc(chem) gort very good grades
n he was very neat
so the teachers showed all the sc(chem) students his paper leh
woahhhh..
so proud of him..
to think he still played initial-d so much
still study so well orhx???!!
omg..
u r my jiao1 ao4~!
let's study n work hard 2gether k?
den get a 10 n below L1R5
n go jc 2gether~!
(^.<)
n hor
when haf u become so neat huh???
pri6 tat time handwriting still like shit.
lolx..
good lar..
feel like seeing ur handwriting again..
long time liao leh.
mux be very nice ler..

-x`` song of da day : [[diu jia]] by *twins* ``x-

poof~!
im sho tired
went to ecp today
wid ting cat pearl n weeshuin
nort play okie
we went to study at the mac'
good news orhx~!
the school allow the 4md pple
to stay in school after school
to study
until..
9+10pm~!!
yups.
in the night.
and we will be provided wif free transport
to the bus stop outside school
cux our school very dark at night marhx
summore mux walk such a long distance..
and the teacher will cook desserts for us leh~!!
if they have the time lar..
hahax..
so good rite?
special treatment for 4md pple
-ONLY-
yeahx~!!
x)
sho happi bout it
all thanks to the vp n p
: x
hehehe..

-x`` song of da day : [[shou fang kai]] by li sheng jie ``x-

im.so.tired.of.my.life
y study so hard
y mux haf O's
y am i still a child?
i wan 2 grow up.
and get out of the current life im living in.

-x`` song of da day : [[yi ge ren de jing cai]] by elva hsiao ``x-

woot~~
after 1 month n two weeks
i finali saw jean again.
pronounced as "jon" okie.
nort "jin".
okie..
den after school i stayed in class n completed my amaths hw
and i did abit of my SS mind map
den i went to pizza hut wid jinyu n vanvan
they went home first after tat
cux jinyu gort tuition at 4pm
vanvan gort tuition at 8pm
den i waited faw minmin at the tkgs bus stop
she had her chinese oral 2dae.
we toked and took the bus 40 bus.
went to bedok library and slack lo.
hmx..
asked her some "info"
hahax..
u noe ward de lar..
and we went home lo..
okie yar nth much again.
burt missed minmin marhx..
lolx..
(-.-)||
she like to say
"jin ri yi bie,he ri zai jian?"
he ri?
i oso wish to meet up often lar.
i dun wan the frenship to turn sour
like it almost did.
: D
burt didnt lo.

-x`` song of da day : [[don't phunk with my heart.monkey business]] by black eye peas ``x-

after sch 2dae i went to pizza hut
wid olizhu n tingx
after tat
when it was around 3.30pm
olizhu gtg
den me n ting went to bedok library to study
i did my SS mind map
and ting did english TYS..
afta tat we went to NTUC to buy junk food
for us to eat when studying at home de.
den we went home lor.
lolx.
nth interesting happened.
burt i did enjoyed my day wid these 2
so i decided to write out lor.
: D
duno ward's wrong wid hinfan sia
goin offline n online......
(-.-)
think he's having probs wid his comp
hahahahax..
k lar..
im happy now cux im listening to kenny's new song
fen1 shou3 bu4 yao4 tai4 bei1 ai1
分手不要太悲哀
cool huh?
i lurve him mans.
he's soooo shuai~!
*faints*

-x`` song of da day : [[fen shou bu yao tai bei ai]] by kenny*lurve ``x-

i dreamt of u again.
in the dream
i was toking to u on msn too
we were happily chatting,
and u made alort of lame jokes out of our conversation
and i typed
"u very lame lehx..lolx"
and u replied
"hahax..i long time never say joke 2 make u laugh ler hor?"
[[ *sighs* ]]
[[ yar. ]]
[[ it's been a long time since u made me laugh ]]
[[ a long time since u tried to cheer me up. ]]
den in the dream again,
i was toking to u halfway
when my mum called me out.
so i left the comp n the conversation for a while.
when i came back
u were gone.
u left a msg on the msn conversation window.
it was like tat
"er.i gtg for now.."
"u there?"
"im leaving now,ok?but before i leave i wan 2 tell u something."
"i love u.i love everyone beside me.but it's not tat kind of love.
i thank you for loving me for so long, i really appreciate it,
but i hope u will stop waiting for me.im not worth ur time.
dun let me be ur obstacle to ur happiness."
"i can still be ur good fren. : x"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is tis ward u wanted to tell me all along?
izit?
in the dream
i cried upon seeing the msg.
in reality
i can cry no more.
it's useless ward.
so long ler
all the tears
im numb.towards u.
i hate to say tis burt
i wish very much to forget u too
however,
it's nort up to me..

-m a y b e.i.w i l l.f o r g e t.u.o n e.d a y.w h e n.w i l l.t a t.d a y.c o m e.?.-

-x`` song of da day : [[chi xin jue dui]] by li sheng jie ``x-

first.
i reali need to give sum1 a big hug.
*huggies minmin*
i know i ought to be pia-ing my hol assignments now
burt i reali need to say something.
like i said in ur bloggie
i did so much bcux i reali treasured u.
out of so many pple
u r still tat best fren.
it's always u tat will be there for me.
yes,
we've lost contact wid each oth
for bout 3yrs?
n u weren't there for me faw 3yrs
n me too lar.
hahax..
so
let's be the best frens again
okie?
throughout tis 3years
i've reali gone thru alort
and they were all bad times
reali bad times.
im so glad to see ya again
and haf u in my life.
u bring the sunshine.
(^-^)
however stormy it is out there.
i will nort be afraid
cux i noe
my sun will always be there waiting for me
n nort to forget
my star.
who huh?
my msn nick.
star = eternal lurve
ward does it mean?
star = hin fan
sun = huimin
the sun will bring me warmth in rainy days
and the star
will light up the darkness of the night.
i've saw both my light of hope.
i n.t h e.b o t h.o f.u.
: )

2dae after chem
i went to meet minmin
to give her her surprise
she said she was touched?
lolx..
okie larx..
i jux wanted to make her happy..
cux thou she never say
i noe she wasnt goin very well wid her frens?
or maybe i was too sensitive la
burt tat's ward i observed..
so~!
im goin to annouce
tat im goin to set up a link page
tat includes the childhood memories
of me
huimin
hinfan
sussana
liwen
wileen
wai kwong
n chin wee
*if i have the time i will blog frequently*
*burt u mux noe it's da O's soon*
i try to make kk?
hope u guys oso contribute
hehehe..
(^.<)

hmx..back from the gathering?
心裏亂亂的..
jux saw my pri sch frens..
they haven changed much??
hahax..
esp tat huimin..
still as siao char bo as eva
lolx..
i went to tkss to look for them marhx.
den the moment huimin saw me
she was like
"omg y u wear until lidat???"
ward did i wear
jeans onli ward
i've tried to be as simple as possible liao k
den after tat i sat down beside huimin
(wid her frens around too)
n huimin said
"hinfan's over there leh"
i turned around to see la
den i saw him
den i paiseh
den i faster look back n say
"okie i saw him.now ward?"
in the end she shouted LOUDLY
"HINFAN~!!EUNICE COME ALREADY LEH~!!FASTER COME OVER LEH~!!"
OH!MY!GOD!!!!
the whole canteen heard it
her frens AND hinfan's fren looked at me n hinny
tian ar.
paiseh paiseh paiseh........
(*>.<*)
obviously hinny ignored
den i was like
"SHUT UP~!!!!"
lolx..
den after tat
huimin's fren left
hinny's frens left too
so huimin called him over
"hey~!hinfan come over lar..4yrs never tok liao leh~!"
so he came over
n tok lor
so paiseh..
den we discuss abit bout where to meet chinwee
n i call liwen..
i din dare to look at him
he din dare to look at me too
burt i tried to act normal n tok 2 him
n looking at him when i tok
burt he din dare to look at me
n when he finally did looked at me
both of us shocked tio n faster look away
i noe i blushed..
den his fren came over
n he suddenly say
"actuali 2dae i gort lessons after sch"
my heart almost dropped out~!
so i turned 2 him n said
"den y u never say earlier??"
i was so afraid he'll pangseh us
den he say
"i jux noe ward..think i go a while la,den pon"
did i heaved a sigh of relief?
no.
cux his face black black de.
hahax..
so i told him
"nvm la,if u've gort things on den we go ourself lor"
burt he said nvm
so we waited for chinwee..
den chinwee onli arrived at 3pm+
sian..
wasted alort of time lor
den we went to call for hinfan
den minmin n fan went to change
den we headed off for ecp
where liwen was waiting
n minmin duno how to go ecp marhx,
so she asked the two boys to lead the way
den i said
"i noe the way.."
burt minmin nudged at me
*hinfan n chinwee were whispering to each oth*
den they say
"okok..walk here walk here"
i din noe the route around their school well marhx
n minmin nv say anything wor
so we jux follow lor
den walkwalkwalk
the boys suddenly made a turn
and made us walk those difficult routes~!!
sian 1/2
i was wearing flipflops leh
den minmin wearing shorts
den we have to cut across some tall growing grass????
(-.-)||
den min was like
"ahhhh~!!!gort red ants~!!very big de~!!"
and i was like
"stupid chinwee n hinfan~!!darn man.."
so
when we finally gort throu the grass to the bus stop
me n minmin were already panting n perspiring all over
n i was having abit of gastric pain
cux i haven eat anything since 9am-3pm+
burt i hanged on larx
den when we alighted from bus 31
minmin was asking
"walk from where huh?i reali duno leh"
den the guys pointed the oppsite direction
the long cut i guess.
so i was abit pissed
cux im already VERY tired
so i say
"i noe the way i'll lead"
burt minmin nudged at me again
she said
"nvm la,let's follow them n see ward they r up to"
burt i was reali tired
so i say
"dunwan"
n i jux pulled her n walked the oth way
the guys were abit shocked i guess
burt they jux followed
during the way
of cux
minmin were very noisy
burt the guys jux ignored
n we reached ecp
n bowl lor
liwen din bowl
burt her stead ray did
n he pro lor
wah lao
first game i lost to minmin
so dui lian
lolx..
den 2nd game i was even wid hinfan,chinwee was the first
me n fan second
minmin last
den evryone was saying
"who n who even huh....???"
(>.~)
den i suggested goin for a walk by the beach
evryone said okie
den i tried to tease liwen
"good arx..dun wori we will let u two be alone de.hahax~!"
in the end i was suaned by ray
"yar..we will let u n hinfan be alone too."
..........
!!!!!!!!!
arghh~!!
burt in the end we din go for a walk
chinwee n hinfan went home
i think is fan's mum dun let him stay out too late
cux he called his mum abit
den liwen n ray left too..
they going shopping i guess
so me n minmin went for a walk ourselves lo
den we tok alort
den went home..
so..
tat's it barhx.
nth special cux i din tok much there
hinfan oso.
hahax...
paiseh marhx..

hahax..
2dae in quite a good mood orhx..
bcux lata i'll be goin ecp..
wid minmin they all..
yeahx..
hmx..gort who go ar?
minmin
me
hinny boi..
liwen
chinwee
hopefully evryone turn up
n hopefully tat chinwee dun pangseh
hahax..
waikwong gort lesson till 5pm wor..
so cant go lorr`
wileen dun seem enthu bout it..
(>.~)
nvm..
den sussana say she nort free..
sho the 8 of us left onli 5 lorr`
burt 5 considered alort liao hor
tat yuen hin fan still say little pple
*he duno how difficult izit for me 2 onli gather FIVE pple*
n he say best is can haf a WHOLE class gathering
well..
yar the more the merrier i noe..
den let's wait for him 2 go n organise lorr`
hahax..
i bet he would..
(^-^)
lata after i come back den i blog barhx
hopefully it turns out well.
*prays hard hard*
(>.<)o

tHe nEw [[kEnNy]]..OMG..nort nice ler..sobs* 

tHe oLd [[kEnNy]].. 

tHe nEw [[bOy'Z]]..(T.T).. 

tHe oLd [[bOy'Z]] 

點解?
點解點解點解???
WHY???!
(T.T)
know ward?
Boy'Z解散了!!!
*sobs*
why must they disband?
okie okie..
there's still Boy'Z..
burt..burt..burt..
kenny's no longer a member of it~!
steven n anth guy call dennis mak
WAaa..
y lidat?
kenny's having a new album on his own
...
i go cry liao ar
...
...
...
...
...
...
n kenny cut his hair short
nort nice de~!!!
nort shuai ler...!
(x.x)
burt i will still support him alwaes de ~!!!
*lurve kenny faweva*