liiiiiiffffffffeeeeeeeeeee suuuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
>=(
go and die.
>=(
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>=(
=(
Sunday, April 20, 2008
ytd went marina for haircut,
and i bumped into fan again.
okie singapore's just so big huh.
burt well..
this time when i saw him
i was a little panicky burt not very.
i was more of like eh?o.O?
he went ns,
his hair is gone,
so he looked kind of different.
naiyu was with him, and a few other frens.
he didnt see me, and i think naiyu saw me burt nvr reali noticed im me
(-________-)||
burt well.
wanted to say hi,
burt decided nort to.
ward for?
shld just leave him alone barhs.
afterall,
we're both in two different worlds ler.
he has his own world,
and im in my own world now.
i guess,
just let it be barhs.
and i bumped into fan again.
okie singapore's just so big huh.
burt well..
this time when i saw him
i was a little panicky burt not very.
i was more of like eh?o.O?
he went ns,
his hair is gone,
so he looked kind of different.
naiyu was with him, and a few other frens.
he didnt see me, and i think naiyu saw me burt nvr reali noticed im me
(-________-)||
burt well.
wanted to say hi,
burt decided nort to.
ward for?
shld just leave him alone barhs.
afterall,
we're both in two different worlds ler.
he has his own world,
and im in my own world now.
i guess,
just let it be barhs.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
i think my head is going to explode any minute.
my head is throbbing with pain now.
this is really getting too much for me.
burt i have to hang on.
thanks qinqin, thanks shushu.
im reali glad i have such great frens.
without u guys,
i'll be in such a loss...
shushu, u're right.
i think i understand more ler.
now i just have to make sure tat my decision n thoughts will not be shakened by others' words again..
my head is throbbing with pain now.
this is really getting too much for me.
burt i have to hang on.
thanks qinqin, thanks shushu.
im reali glad i have such great frens.
without u guys,
i'll be in such a loss...
shushu, u're right.
i think i understand more ler.
now i just have to make sure tat my decision n thoughts will not be shakened by others' words again..
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
today and ytd was damn slack.
i guess tmr is slack too.
sleep in office..listen to songs..chat on phone with qin.
the new medicine is making me super drowsy
burt it's working n my cough isnt so bad ler.
tis friday i took half day off.
going to my hair stylist n fetching dave home from his bookout.
reali cant wait to see him again.
getting paranoid over certain stuff..
burt after some talk with my fren i feel much btr.
i guess it's just always my stupid-think-too-much character.
my fren's right,
dun think so much ler.
ok something cropped up.
i think im in deep trouble this time.
OH NO WARD SHLD I DO????!!!!
i btr go offline n ask someone to help!
i guess tmr is slack too.
sleep in office..listen to songs..chat on phone with qin.
the new medicine is making me super drowsy
burt it's working n my cough isnt so bad ler.
tis friday i took half day off.
going to my hair stylist n fetching dave home from his bookout.
reali cant wait to see him again.
getting paranoid over certain stuff..
burt after some talk with my fren i feel much btr.
i guess it's just always my stupid-think-too-much character.
my fren's right,
dun think so much ler.
ok something cropped up.
i think im in deep trouble this time.
OH NO WARD SHLD I DO????!!!!
i btr go offline n ask someone to help!
Sunday, April 06, 2008
~yesterday was a day filled with sweetness n happiness.~
my smu interview was ytd morning at 9am
i keep thinking tat my answers were bad as compared to the brilliant answers the others gave.
hais.
(-_______-)
gladly i had the same interview session as janet.
if nort i think i'll scare to death alone sia.
met shushu at cityhall after the interview,
shushu janet n me went to the starbucks @raffles city n sat down n chat.
janet went to work after tat.
so nice.
longlong time since we had a chat ler.
me n shushu just talked alort crap
recent stuff n more.
it was nice pity i had things on after tat.
burt nvm shushu we'll have alort of chances de k?=)
then shushu pleasantly accompany me wait for dave
burt she had to leave before dave come cux huiting's waiting for her at bugis ler.
so dave came n we went to eat lunch.
burt poor me (sobsobs) onli can eat porridge after being STILL sick for a week.
(T~T)
then da ben zhu oso sick still eat chilli, in the end ben ben again lor.
hahas!
we went to get the tickets for shutter
and then went arcade again while waiting for the show to start.
the movie was okie la,
actuali nort very scary, cux the ghost face nort very scary hahas.
burt in the cinema gort a group of those irritating pple keep screaming
(-_____-)
in the end nort scary i oso kena scared by their "blood-curdling" screams.
(-_____-)
burt the body decompose tat part reali gross la
jen went over then megumi's decomposed head just fell off lidat.
YUCK!
saw it n faster cover my eyes liao.
hahas.
burt i still saw the decomposed face.
(T~T)
the funny part was the starting.
where me n dave keep switching seats lol.
cux starting i tort the whole row no pple, so i wanna sit nearer to the aisle rather inside where the whole row empty.
so we switched seats.
then gort pple come a couple sat beside him, then i realised shld be no pple sitting beside me.
so we switched again lol.
and then the both of us wanna go toilet.
then we went of the theatre n go toilet n came back all paiseh.
hahahas! the pple behind must be thinking wth the both of us r doin haha.
the bad part was halfway thru the movie my coughing was so bad i ran out of the theatre,
feeling embarrassed tat im disturbing other pple.
and threw up in the toilet.
(-_____-)
after the movie still had some time before the flyer,
so we went to play pool!
the first time so stupid as usual dumb me accidently hit the black ball in.
i was near to winning leh!
(T~T)
then second time dave won n he taught me how to play 9ball.
and then before we left i won yay!
=D=D=D
then the dumbdumb 2 of us keep getting the directions wrong again hahas.
n he said we missed the shuttle bus to the flyer,
so was thinking of walking there.
then i was like "huh?sure anort?dun later lead wrong leh!" LOL
so we wanted to take taxi burt the taxi queue @suntec was super long.
afraid tat we'll miss the timing, i suggested going to marina's taxi stand.
then we had to cross the road n the traffic was heavy n we waited soooo long.
i very scared cross road with other pple de u know
i scared later one person cross the other never cross,
then the other try to catch up with the first person then kena hit.
lol i think too much burt reali scared la! so always cross road will hold my frens' hand.
in the end reali scary sia we just ran across.
then we caught a taxi, and hopped on.
after listening to where we wanna go the uncle was like (-____-)
the flyer's just in front.
(-_________-)
so we gort off n walked there LOL.
the flyer's SO SO SO pretty okie!
im so happy n excited about riding on it.
we took photos here n there
n my heart was jumping so fast knowing that im going to realise the dream of riding the highest ferris wheel!!!
the view up there is so so so so pretttyyy!
we kept asking pple to help us take photos lol.
from there can see the sea, and fullerton's so nice from there, althou tiny burt still could make up the beautiful building structure.
as the night begin to fall the lights lighted up
and the sea was pretty with all the ships lighting.
reali like stars.
then when the our capsule was at the highest point,
i gave him the present i made for him.
was reali glad he liked it.
=D
everything was so beautiful n sweet.
it was a pity there were others on the capsule
burt it's such a beautiful moment tat,very soon, we're both in a world of our own ler.
the whole ride lasted for half an hour,
and when it was ending i was kind of bu she de actuali.
burt nvm still gort next time de!
=D
and then we walked back to suntec to take the bus home.
on the way back smth reali surprising burt pleasant happened.
totally stunned me LOL!
burt =)
so he saw me back to bedok,
ending the day.
have you ever heard of the legend of the ferris wheel?
it was said tat if a couple ride on the ferris wheel
and if at the highest point, they kiss,
bcux they are so near to the sky,
the couple will be blessed by the angels.
and if a boy/girl confessed to the person they like at the highest point,
the angels will hear their true hearts,
and wish the best for the both of them.
even if the confession is unsuccessful,
if their hearts are true enough,
the angels will be touched,
n miracles will happen.
so sweet right?
=)
some sneaks of the singapore flyer:
the flyer!:
me n dave waiting to board onto the flyer:
just gort onto the flyer~:
the beautiful horizon:
looking down!:
looking @other capsules from our capsule:
dave taking photo of me:
the pretty nightview:
the ships reali look like "stars" on the sea!so pretty la:
thanks to photographer david cham tung ming!
=D
had a wonderful time with you...
=)
my smu interview was ytd morning at 9am
i keep thinking tat my answers were bad as compared to the brilliant answers the others gave.
hais.
(-_______-)
gladly i had the same interview session as janet.
if nort i think i'll scare to death alone sia.
met shushu at cityhall after the interview,
shushu janet n me went to the starbucks @raffles city n sat down n chat.
janet went to work after tat.
so nice.
longlong time since we had a chat ler.
me n shushu just talked alort crap
recent stuff n more.
it was nice pity i had things on after tat.
burt nvm shushu we'll have alort of chances de k?=)
then shushu pleasantly accompany me wait for dave
burt she had to leave before dave come cux huiting's waiting for her at bugis ler.
so dave came n we went to eat lunch.
burt poor me (sobsobs) onli can eat porridge after being STILL sick for a week.
(T~T)
then da ben zhu oso sick still eat chilli, in the end ben ben again lor.
hahas!
we went to get the tickets for shutter
and then went arcade again while waiting for the show to start.
the movie was okie la,
actuali nort very scary, cux the ghost face nort very scary hahas.
burt in the cinema gort a group of those irritating pple keep screaming
(-_____-)
in the end nort scary i oso kena scared by their "blood-curdling" screams.
(-_____-)
burt the body decompose tat part reali gross la
jen went over then megumi's decomposed head just fell off lidat.
YUCK!
saw it n faster cover my eyes liao.
hahas.
burt i still saw the decomposed face.
(T~T)
the funny part was the starting.
where me n dave keep switching seats lol.
cux starting i tort the whole row no pple, so i wanna sit nearer to the aisle rather inside where the whole row empty.
so we switched seats.
then gort pple come a couple sat beside him, then i realised shld be no pple sitting beside me.
so we switched again lol.
and then the both of us wanna go toilet.
then we went of the theatre n go toilet n came back all paiseh.
hahahas! the pple behind must be thinking wth the both of us r doin haha.
the bad part was halfway thru the movie my coughing was so bad i ran out of the theatre,
feeling embarrassed tat im disturbing other pple.
and threw up in the toilet.
(-_____-)
after the movie still had some time before the flyer,
so we went to play pool!
the first time so stupid as usual dumb me accidently hit the black ball in.
i was near to winning leh!
(T~T)
then second time dave won n he taught me how to play 9ball.
and then before we left i won yay!
=D=D=D
then the dumbdumb 2 of us keep getting the directions wrong again hahas.
n he said we missed the shuttle bus to the flyer,
so was thinking of walking there.
then i was like "huh?sure anort?dun later lead wrong leh!" LOL
so we wanted to take taxi burt the taxi queue @suntec was super long.
afraid tat we'll miss the timing, i suggested going to marina's taxi stand.
then we had to cross the road n the traffic was heavy n we waited soooo long.
i very scared cross road with other pple de u know
i scared later one person cross the other never cross,
then the other try to catch up with the first person then kena hit.
lol i think too much burt reali scared la! so always cross road will hold my frens' hand.
in the end reali scary sia we just ran across.
then we caught a taxi, and hopped on.
after listening to where we wanna go the uncle was like (-____-)
the flyer's just in front.
(-_________-)
so we gort off n walked there LOL.
the flyer's SO SO SO pretty okie!
im so happy n excited about riding on it.
we took photos here n there
n my heart was jumping so fast knowing that im going to realise the dream of riding the highest ferris wheel!!!
the view up there is so so so so pretttyyy!
we kept asking pple to help us take photos lol.
from there can see the sea, and fullerton's so nice from there, althou tiny burt still could make up the beautiful building structure.
as the night begin to fall the lights lighted up
and the sea was pretty with all the ships lighting.
reali like stars.
then when the our capsule was at the highest point,
i gave him the present i made for him.
was reali glad he liked it.
=D
everything was so beautiful n sweet.
it was a pity there were others on the capsule
burt it's such a beautiful moment tat,very soon, we're both in a world of our own ler.
the whole ride lasted for half an hour,
and when it was ending i was kind of bu she de actuali.
burt nvm still gort next time de!
=D
and then we walked back to suntec to take the bus home.
on the way back smth reali surprising burt pleasant happened.
totally stunned me LOL!
burt =)
so he saw me back to bedok,
ending the day.
have you ever heard of the legend of the ferris wheel?
it was said tat if a couple ride on the ferris wheel
and if at the highest point, they kiss,
bcux they are so near to the sky,
the couple will be blessed by the angels.
and if a boy/girl confessed to the person they like at the highest point,
the angels will hear their true hearts,
and wish the best for the both of them.
even if the confession is unsuccessful,
if their hearts are true enough,
the angels will be touched,
n miracles will happen.
so sweet right?
=)
some sneaks of the singapore flyer:
the flyer!:
me n dave waiting to board onto the flyer:
just gort onto the flyer~:
the beautiful horizon:
looking down!:
looking @other capsules from our capsule:
dave taking photo of me:
the pretty nightview:
the ships reali look like "stars" on the sea!so pretty la:
thanks to photographer david cham tung ming!
=D
had a wonderful time with you...
=)
Sunday, March 30, 2008
i duno why i keep feeling so lousy.
i suck.
always crying to my frens complain tis complain tat.
drown them with my loong n naggy stories.
all those nort impt stuff.
im such a lousy fren.
it's been like so long since i saw my clique ok.
since getting back results.
SO FREAKING LONG OKIE.
and then i had not been talking to them much oso.
they are my closest frens okie.
how can i nort ask them out?
how can i nort sit down n talk to them for a few good hours?
why do i have this stupid curfew n fking strict rules tat i cannort ALWAYS go out?
DAMN IT OKIE.
i wish i can as and when go out n look for them.
i miss my mates i seriously do.
sorry im in this damn stupid sucky mood im talking rubbish again.
i duno why lidat ok.
here i am having ups n downs now bcux one side i wanna be selfish burt the other side i know i wanna be there.
only 2 choices?
why isnt there a THIRD option.
i duno la.
im lousy.
i need you.
i suck.
always crying to my frens complain tis complain tat.
drown them with my loong n naggy stories.
all those nort impt stuff.
im such a lousy fren.
it's been like so long since i saw my clique ok.
since getting back results.
SO FREAKING LONG OKIE.
and then i had not been talking to them much oso.
they are my closest frens okie.
how can i nort ask them out?
how can i nort sit down n talk to them for a few good hours?
why do i have this stupid curfew n fking strict rules tat i cannort ALWAYS go out?
DAMN IT OKIE.
i wish i can as and when go out n look for them.
i miss my mates i seriously do.
sorry im in this damn stupid sucky mood im talking rubbish again.
i duno why lidat ok.
here i am having ups n downs now bcux one side i wanna be selfish burt the other side i know i wanna be there.
only 2 choices?
why isnt there a THIRD option.
i duno la.
im lousy.
i need you.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
~~ 能 不 能 给 我 机 会 好 好 的 爱 你？
我 会 仔 细 的 聆 听 ，你 对 我 说 的 一 言 一 语
我 会 学 会 去 控 制 脾 气 不 让 你 伤 心 ~~
bit dave for the first time today.
LOL.
should have seen how shocked he was n how loud he was yelling.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS!
went back sr to get our sgc
then pass it to anand ask his gf help us send to nus.
then i blur again forget envelope forget admission pin forget uni address.
thank god there's dave who know i blur queen prepared everything for me.
hahahas..
then me dave n timothy went to xingwang hongkong cafe eat eat,
then i went my gran's house ler.
thank you dave for waiting for the bus with me =)
then cough until lungs going to cough out ler (description by huimin LOL)
=(
went to see doc finally after coughing until wanna die.
(-_________-)
*a series of coughs AGAIN*
it seems to get worse at night.
better go oioi and rest ler.
byebye =(
我 会 仔 细 的 聆 听 ，你 对 我 说 的 一 言 一 语
我 会 学 会 去 控 制 脾 气 不 让 你 伤 心 ~~
bit dave for the first time today.
LOL.
should have seen how shocked he was n how loud he was yelling.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS!
went back sr to get our sgc
then pass it to anand ask his gf help us send to nus.
then i blur again forget envelope forget admission pin forget uni address.
thank god there's dave who know i blur queen prepared everything for me.
hahahas..
then me dave n timothy went to xingwang hongkong cafe eat eat,
then i went my gran's house ler.
thank you dave for waiting for the bus with me =)
then cough until lungs going to cough out ler (description by huimin LOL)
=(
went to see doc finally after coughing until wanna die.
(-_________-)
*a series of coughs AGAIN*
it seems to get worse at night.
better go oioi and rest ler.
byebye =(
Friday, March 28, 2008
the singapore flyer!
the big ferris wheel that i LOVED since young.
dave actuali asked me if i wanna go with him.
we're going on next sat and i reali cant wait.=D
some photos of the flyer i grabbed from the web:
at night:
isnt it soo pretty?
it's a dream come true tat i can now finally take a ride on the tallest ferris wheel of the world.
so happy and so in anticipation~~
im really surprised he asked.
last sunday when we went out
we were on the bus going home and i saw the singapore flyer
i only told him tat since young i loved the ferris wheel
and tat very night he asked.
=D
i fell sick neh.
burt even thou i dun feel well im very very happy.
just now on the way home i passed by the singapore flyer again~
couldnt resist the temptation to come online and check out the singapore flyer website.
burt oh man, the rides are expensive.
$29 per adult leh.
(-_______-)
burt i dun care cux it's been my childhood dream till now to sit on tat.
it's finally coming true!
lalalalala~~
today called qinqin at work
she told me she's resigning.
good choice qinqin.
dun let pple step on u anymore ler ok
dun feel guilty cux u're right and they are wrong.
dun feel bad ok? we love yoU!
=D
today the maomao walked past me into the bushes.
i call out for it and said "meowmeow!"
it turned and meowed back at me.
so sweet!!!
aw =)
the big ferris wheel that i LOVED since young.
dave actuali asked me if i wanna go with him.
we're going on next sat and i reali cant wait.=D
some photos of the flyer i grabbed from the web:
at night:
isnt it soo pretty?
it's a dream come true tat i can now finally take a ride on the tallest ferris wheel of the world.
so happy and so in anticipation~~
im really surprised he asked.
last sunday when we went out
we were on the bus going home and i saw the singapore flyer
i only told him tat since young i loved the ferris wheel
and tat very night he asked.
=D
i fell sick neh.
burt even thou i dun feel well im very very happy.
just now on the way home i passed by the singapore flyer again~
couldnt resist the temptation to come online and check out the singapore flyer website.
burt oh man, the rides are expensive.
$29 per adult leh.
(-_______-)
burt i dun care cux it's been my childhood dream till now to sit on tat.
it's finally coming true!
lalalalala~~
today called qinqin at work
she told me she's resigning.
good choice qinqin.
dun let pple step on u anymore ler ok
dun feel guilty cux u're right and they are wrong.
dun feel bad ok? we love yoU!
=D
today the maomao walked past me into the bushes.
i call out for it and said "meowmeow!"
it turned and meowed back at me.
so sweet!!!
aw =)
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
half an hour of happiness n laughs!
today has been a very very tiring day for me.
i went to work and reached my workplace at 7am
and then still the invigilator ask me to be earlier tmr
so tmr i have to be in by 6.45am
(T~T)
and then i spent the day packing test papers test papers n MORE test papers
checking the number of scripts sent back
i didnt even have a good lunch cux my phone's RINGING non-stop from work n personal calls,
it rang like 5 or 6 times when i was eating.
i almost choked.
and the chief invigilator came back so early
i had to shove down all my beloved ajisen ramen
and rush back with the fastest record time.
DAMN.
worked hard the whole day
=(
very tiring..then dun even have energy to talk much
burt i see everyone working so boring so i tried to joke arnd
it did lightened the atmosphere
burt after laughing pple start chatting and i just stay quiet n listen.
too tired liao LOL.
then monotonous work work work..
and anticipating the end of work.
then finally it's 6pm and dave told me he end work ler
and finally met him at the mrt station at 6.30pm
=D
he kindly printed a copy of the japanese book for me.
=D
thanks.
=D
and then we talk talk laugh laugh on the train and without realising the time,
i reach bedok ler.
=(
then we were like saying "aye, like very fast hor
burt actuali half an hour of journey just flew past.
althou it seemed like a few minutes only."
so i alighted and said thanks n bye.
and now it's anticipating tmr's end of work.
=)
oh ya!
today my workplace de maomao is lazing on the wall.
so cute.
ytd it was under the tree sleeping.
meow~~~
=D
gtg lo. sleeping lo.
nightnights all my beloved beloved frens!
=D
today has been a very very tiring day for me.
i went to work and reached my workplace at 7am
and then still the invigilator ask me to be earlier tmr
so tmr i have to be in by 6.45am
(T~T)
and then i spent the day packing test papers test papers n MORE test papers
checking the number of scripts sent back
i didnt even have a good lunch cux my phone's RINGING non-stop from work n personal calls,
it rang like 5 or 6 times when i was eating.
i almost choked.
and the chief invigilator came back so early
i had to shove down all my beloved ajisen ramen
and rush back with the fastest record time.
DAMN.
worked hard the whole day
=(
very tiring..then dun even have energy to talk much
burt i see everyone working so boring so i tried to joke arnd
it did lightened the atmosphere
burt after laughing pple start chatting and i just stay quiet n listen.
too tired liao LOL.
then monotonous work work work..
and anticipating the end of work.
then finally it's 6pm and dave told me he end work ler
and finally met him at the mrt station at 6.30pm
=D
he kindly printed a copy of the japanese book for me.
=D
thanks.
=D
and then we talk talk laugh laugh on the train and without realising the time,
i reach bedok ler.
=(
then we were like saying "aye, like very fast hor
burt actuali half an hour of journey just flew past.
althou it seemed like a few minutes only."
so i alighted and said thanks n bye.
and now it's anticipating tmr's end of work.
=)
oh ya!
today my workplace de maomao is lazing on the wall.
so cute.
ytd it was under the tree sleeping.
meow~~~
=D
gtg lo. sleeping lo.
nightnights all my beloved beloved frens!
=D
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
WEEEE~~~~~~~~~
today...
my colleague took the train with me again..saying "it's on the way"
(-______-)
HELP ME SIA.
(T~T)
then was abit "xia dao" cux ytd alrdy lidat
then i was like like "huh...again ar...*tong ku*"
i told dave and then we met at paya lebar for 3 stops again
=D
=D
=D
lucky to escape for 3 stops LOL.
burt it will be lidat until the end of this week i think
cux he's having chalet at coasta sands..pasir ris
which means same line as me
(T~T)
burt dave offered to see me home from work.
=D
lalalala~~~~
happy happy me~~~~
in a happy happy mood nowadays =)
tomorrow have to reach office at 7am ar.
very very tired sobsobs.
burt still anticipating tmr, thurs and fri.
and the singapore flyer!!!
i SO cant wait for it.
k lo i have to sleep.
need to wake up at 5am tmr (T~T)
burt i'll be looking forward to end of work!
=D
today...
my colleague took the train with me again..saying "it's on the way"
(-______-)
HELP ME SIA.
(T~T)
then was abit "xia dao" cux ytd alrdy lidat
then i was like like "huh...again ar...*tong ku*"
i told dave and then we met at paya lebar for 3 stops again
=D
=D
=D
lucky to escape for 3 stops LOL.
burt it will be lidat until the end of this week i think
cux he's having chalet at coasta sands..pasir ris
which means same line as me
(T~T)
burt dave offered to see me home from work.
=D
lalalala~~~~
happy happy me~~~~
in a happy happy mood nowadays =)
tomorrow have to reach office at 7am ar.
very very tired sobsobs.
burt still anticipating tmr, thurs and fri.
and the singapore flyer!!!
i SO cant wait for it.
k lo i have to sleep.
need to wake up at 5am tmr (T~T)
burt i'll be looking forward to end of work!
=D
Sunday, March 23, 2008
went to watch Rule #1 with dave today.
we met at bedok mrt arnd 11pm burt i was late for half an hr
><
sorry lols.
we happily took the mrt to cityhall and went marina
ate at the jap restaurant tat i had always always wanted to go!!
YAY!
he ate curry katsu don and i ate matcha zen!! YUMS
think next time must bring qinqin go eat cux qinqin like matcha!
=)
and then we went to get the tickets
and then walked around abit to wait for the movie time.
we went aracade and played lots of games there.
and wasted alort of money lol ><
we played the one tat gort red blue green buttons de,time crisis,and the jungle de
then the jungle one very nice cant rmbr name lol
and then i wasted some of his money on the doll machine ><
then we went for the movie!
it was nort too bad, good storyline.
nort very scary burt i dun dare to look at the ghost face as usual LOL.
then as usual use popcorn box to cover face LOL.
and then after the movie we went to gelare to have a drink n sit down n chat.
and then he saw me to bedok interchange.
in the meantime something very embarrassing happened i shldnt say ward it is.
he'll know STOP LAUGHING AT ME!
he duno laugh how long super paiseh la !
burt ok la i think it was funny oso lol.
just tat it's nort-so-funny since im the one being laughed at.
(-_____-)
it's all my stupid heels' fault.
(-_____-)
i wan go kbox i wan go kbox!!!
i wan play with maomao!!!!!!!!
i wan sit ferris wheel oso!!!
lols.
so many things i still wanna do.
burt only left 2weeks 2days.
we met at bedok mrt arnd 11pm burt i was late for half an hr
><
sorry lols.
we happily took the mrt to cityhall and went marina
ate at the jap restaurant tat i had always always wanted to go!!
YAY!
he ate curry katsu don and i ate matcha zen!! YUMS
think next time must bring qinqin go eat cux qinqin like matcha!
=)
and then we went to get the tickets
and then walked around abit to wait for the movie time.
we went aracade and played lots of games there.
and wasted alort of money lol ><
we played the one tat gort red blue green buttons de,time crisis,and the jungle de
then the jungle one very nice cant rmbr name lol
and then i wasted some of his money on the doll machine ><
then we went for the movie!
it was nort too bad, good storyline.
nort very scary burt i dun dare to look at the ghost face as usual LOL.
then as usual use popcorn box to cover face LOL.
and then after the movie we went to gelare to have a drink n sit down n chat.
and then he saw me to bedok interchange.
in the meantime something very embarrassing happened i shldnt say ward it is.
he'll know STOP LAUGHING AT ME!
he duno laugh how long super paiseh la !
burt ok la i think it was funny oso lol.
just tat it's nort-so-funny since im the one being laughed at.
(-_____-)
it's all my stupid heels' fault.
(-_____-)
i wan go kbox i wan go kbox!!!
i wan play with maomao!!!!!!!!
i wan sit ferris wheel oso!!!
lols.
so many things i still wanna do.
burt only left 2weeks 2days.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
hi guys im finally here to blog.
sorry for not blogging for sooo long.
part of the reason's cux my comp's down since saturday,
most of the reason's cux im just plain lazy.
alright alort of things happened.
we gort our results back,
i changed my job and is currently working at seab.
today my colleague bought me half a dozen of donuts from donut factory
and puffs from beard papas
=)
burt the bad thing is the whole office is saying there's smth going on between us
(-______-)
i didnt ask him to buy ok.
he just bought for me i already say i dun wan ler.
(-______-)
been feeling happy/bored/emo for this period of time.
happy~
gort to know a "new" fren lately and had been hanging arnd quite often.
actually not considered "new" cux i know him from guitar burt jux that we only started talking alort lately.
bored~
just plain bored.
emo~
nort emo-ing much burt sometimes still will think of stupid things.
okie tis is considered my summary of ward happened lately barhs.
really too much details to go into one-by-one la.
duno where to start and ward to talk about actually.
ward is life and why are we living?
i haven't found my answer.
everything's the same
the same old work, the same old phonecalls n sms,
the same old place, the same old emo-ness.
see that's me getting sick of life again.
when would i ever find my reason to living in this world???
after so much..
finally might be able to get into uni
burt very afraid of what lies ahead.
will i make true frens?
will i cope with the work?
time flies im nort prepared to go into the society yet.
this will be the last phase of my student life.
... ...
in a blink of eye everyone's grown up.
student life's going to be over soon.
I DON'T WANT LA.
... ....
sorry ar thinking rubbish again.
~~~~~welcome to my life~~~~~
if u wanna read my blog u should jolly well know and be prepared to read such emo stuff.
=D (sorry getting kind of attitude)
byebye.
sorry for not blogging for sooo long.
part of the reason's cux my comp's down since saturday,
most of the reason's cux im just plain lazy.
alright alort of things happened.
we gort our results back,
i changed my job and is currently working at seab.
today my colleague bought me half a dozen of donuts from donut factory
and puffs from beard papas
=)
burt the bad thing is the whole office is saying there's smth going on between us
(-______-)
i didnt ask him to buy ok.
he just bought for me i already say i dun wan ler.
(-______-)
been feeling happy/bored/emo for this period of time.
happy~
gort to know a "new" fren lately and had been hanging arnd quite often.
actually not considered "new" cux i know him from guitar burt jux that we only started talking alort lately.
bored~
just plain bored.
emo~
nort emo-ing much burt sometimes still will think of stupid things.
okie tis is considered my summary of ward happened lately barhs.
really too much details to go into one-by-one la.
duno where to start and ward to talk about actually.
ward is life and why are we living?
i haven't found my answer.
everything's the same
the same old work, the same old phonecalls n sms,
the same old place, the same old emo-ness.
see that's me getting sick of life again.
when would i ever find my reason to living in this world???
after so much..
finally might be able to get into uni
burt very afraid of what lies ahead.
will i make true frens?
will i cope with the work?
time flies im nort prepared to go into the society yet.
this will be the last phase of my student life.
... ...
in a blink of eye everyone's grown up.
student life's going to be over soon.
I DON'T WANT LA.
... ....
sorry ar thinking rubbish again.
~~~~~welcome to my life~~~~~
if u wanna read my blog u should jolly well know and be prepared to read such emo stuff.
=D (sorry getting kind of attitude)
byebye.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
oh man oh man oh man!!
i heard from minmin tat her school principal is opening 2 retainees classes for tis batch.
cux it was rumoured tat our batch is super lousy and even moderation didnt help.
tat's why so late release results cux needed time to moderate.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:O
*faints*
HELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i heard from minmin tat her school principal is opening 2 retainees classes for tis batch.
cux it was rumoured tat our batch is super lousy and even moderation didnt help.
tat's why so late release results cux needed time to moderate.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:O
*faints*
HELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today's my last day of work!
well i still handled it quite well,
i thought i was going to get emotional.
burt well..
nice nana left early cux she didnt want the both of us to reali start emoing.
burt before she left i bit and hugged for so hard.
LOLS.
joyce gave me a cute pillow and nana gave me a SUPER cute doggie plushie tat im hugging it everywhere i go.
reali looooved the doggie.
i bought a cig box for nana, a bracelet for siqi, and a box of roche for joyce.
i will miss you guys =)
went shopping for their prezzies ytd
so dragged dave to come along
met after our work ended
and ate at fish n co,
it was my first time eating there.
we had the seafood platter for 2 and the both of us couldnt finish half of it
cux we were too busy talking and laughing and in the end we felt full alrdy.
hahas..
and then he was funny cux he didnt know how to take bus.
he's normally drove by his parents u see.
otherwise he'll take taxi.
in the end the both of us shared taxi home.
(-______-)||
i cant reali rmbr ward was said burt i just rmbred laughing all the way.
when i gort home my cheeks were so tired from the smiling n laughing.
and then still laughed somemore when he sms-ed me.
then the both of us just fell asleep beside our phones.
and then this morning he was shocked awake by my call.
LOLS!!!!!!
he said im his human alarm clock -.-
burt thanks to me otherwise he'll be late for work.
HAHAHAs...
tomorrow results are going to be out leh.
(>.<)
kancheong.
(T~T)
well i still handled it quite well,
i thought i was going to get emotional.
burt well..
nice nana left early cux she didnt want the both of us to reali start emoing.
burt before she left i bit and hugged for so hard.
LOLS.
joyce gave me a cute pillow and nana gave me a SUPER cute doggie plushie tat im hugging it everywhere i go.
reali looooved the doggie.
i bought a cig box for nana, a bracelet for siqi, and a box of roche for joyce.
i will miss you guys =)
went shopping for their prezzies ytd
so dragged dave to come along
met after our work ended
and ate at fish n co,
it was my first time eating there.
we had the seafood platter for 2 and the both of us couldnt finish half of it
cux we were too busy talking and laughing and in the end we felt full alrdy.
hahas..
and then he was funny cux he didnt know how to take bus.
he's normally drove by his parents u see.
otherwise he'll take taxi.
in the end the both of us shared taxi home.
(-______-)||
i cant reali rmbr ward was said burt i just rmbred laughing all the way.
when i gort home my cheeks were so tired from the smiling n laughing.
and then still laughed somemore when he sms-ed me.
then the both of us just fell asleep beside our phones.
and then this morning he was shocked awake by my call.
LOLS!!!!!!
he said im his human alarm clock -.-
burt thanks to me otherwise he'll be late for work.
HAHAHAs...
tomorrow results are going to be out leh.
(>.<)
kancheong.
(T~T)
Sunday, March 02, 2008
made a new background myself
(with credits to photobucket)
had a real hard time struggling n trying to understand javascript.
(-_______-)
the background makes my blog kinda messy burt i will try to do better tomorrow.
maybe i will try changing fonts and colors after i found the perfect font n color.
and after i figure out this damn javascript thing.
i know how to change fonts/colors/backgrounds/pics now
burt the alignment for the snowflakes seemed to have some problems after i tried changing the background.
will look for a better background again.
this is just temporary.
(with credits to photobucket)
had a real hard time struggling n trying to understand javascript.
(-_______-)
the background makes my blog kinda messy burt i will try to do better tomorrow.
maybe i will try changing fonts and colors after i found the perfect font n color.
and after i figure out this damn javascript thing.
i know how to change fonts/colors/backgrounds/pics now
burt the alignment for the snowflakes seemed to have some problems after i tried changing the background.
will look for a better background again.
this is just temporary.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
YAY~~~~~~~~~~!!!
today went to watch L-change the world with my beloveds.
it was great cux we all loved L.
=D
and then i caught a bambi (ok qin i know it's nort BUM bi.) on the doll machine!!!!!!!
=D=D=D
it's the biggest plushie i've ever caught.
and it's the cutest.
i've gort 3 before,
my first was a 15cm (approx) doremon.
the second was anth 15cm panda.
both aint too cute.
this bambi is cute and it's almost 30cm!!!
YAY!
i tried to get the pinnochio for qinqin after tat burt no luck =(
i thought i could catch it and wanted to try until i did burt felt embarrassed cux later my frens say i waste money again >.<
so in the end we went to get our ticks n watch the movie.
thank god qinqin's sis helped us to get the ticks online.
the cinema was flooded by pple and the line was loooooong.
and then me n qinqin happy-happy deexiao-deexiao smile-smile walked to the online/phone/visacard ticks line ---- which was totally empty.
and gort our tickets within seconds.
HAHAHAHA!
i swear i saw some pple snarling at us.
LOLS!
the movie was nice and sweet,
i loved it especially tat L is so nice n caring towards the 2 kids.
bcux he seems cold normally,
so it was extremely sweet.
felt the warmth and was touched.
at the last part when L sent Near to the orphanage and left,
i was so sad.
the screen showed L leaving..
and then as he walked away he tried to stand up straight.
it was so funny yet so sad.
the tears circled in my eyes.
burt i did laughed it off cux he looked funny with the standing straight position.
after the movie,
my cousin came to meet me.
he helped us take photos and then we went off for dinner.
sorry girls, tat i had to leave lidat.
burt i pang-sey my cousin for alort of times ler =(
so we went citylink's newyork newyork
and i had a yummy brats with bacon cheese and the FROSTED BAILEY'S CHOCO VELVET tat i had always wanted to try!!!
=D
sadly, my darn phone is crazy and i couldnt take photos =(
and their service attitude was great.
my food came first and i was waiting for my cousin's to come before i start.
so one of the waiter noticed tat and came over and tell us tat he would hurry the kitchen so i didnt have to wait till the food gets cold.
and my cousin's food came shortly after tat.
=D
and there's anth waiter tat was so funny.
he came to me and then asked "is tat a bambi?"
i nodded.
he asked again "he (referring to my cousin) gave it to you?"
i shooked my head n told him i catch it on the doll machine.
he smiled and said "wow tat's so pro of u! could u get one for me the next time?"
i said "i was just lucky. maybe u can get one for me instead haha."
he replied "ah, sure. ward's ur name?"
i told him my name and said "well maybe i could give u my number too n u could call me once u get the plushie."
(burt i was joking too la, i didnt give -.-)
and then we both laughed as he walked away to serve anth customer.
and then when he was getting us the bill..
he said "my dear u're leaving? would u give ur bambi to me? it's so cute i love it."
he was joking burt i was like (-_______-) hahas.
then i said "no?of cux nort! YOU are going to give me anth plushie instead. and u better get me a big one."
and then he said "how big a plushie u want?"
and i said "one taller than u."
and then he laughed n said "ok sure. when i get it i will put it at the entrance here n u make sure u come n get it."
hahas.
im a happy yew today! =D
qinqin's leaving for malaysia tmr, hope u have a good trip darling!
=D
today went to watch L-change the world with my beloveds.
it was great cux we all loved L.
=D
and then i caught a bambi (ok qin i know it's nort BUM bi.) on the doll machine!!!!!!!
=D=D=D
it's the biggest plushie i've ever caught.
and it's the cutest.
i've gort 3 before,
my first was a 15cm (approx) doremon.
the second was anth 15cm panda.
both aint too cute.
this bambi is cute and it's almost 30cm!!!
YAY!
i tried to get the pinnochio for qinqin after tat burt no luck =(
i thought i could catch it and wanted to try until i did burt felt embarrassed cux later my frens say i waste money again >.<
so in the end we went to get our ticks n watch the movie.
thank god qinqin's sis helped us to get the ticks online.
the cinema was flooded by pple and the line was loooooong.
and then me n qinqin happy-happy deexiao-deexiao smile-smile walked to the online/phone/visacard ticks line ---- which was totally empty.
and gort our tickets within seconds.
HAHAHAHA!
i swear i saw some pple snarling at us.
LOLS!
the movie was nice and sweet,
i loved it especially tat L is so nice n caring towards the 2 kids.
bcux he seems cold normally,
so it was extremely sweet.
felt the warmth and was touched.
at the last part when L sent Near to the orphanage and left,
i was so sad.
the screen showed L leaving..
and then as he walked away he tried to stand up straight.
it was so funny yet so sad.
the tears circled in my eyes.
burt i did laughed it off cux he looked funny with the standing straight position.
after the movie,
my cousin came to meet me.
he helped us take photos and then we went off for dinner.
sorry girls, tat i had to leave lidat.
burt i pang-sey my cousin for alort of times ler =(
so we went citylink's newyork newyork
and i had a yummy brats with bacon cheese and the FROSTED BAILEY'S CHOCO VELVET tat i had always wanted to try!!!
=D
sadly, my darn phone is crazy and i couldnt take photos =(
and their service attitude was great.
my food came first and i was waiting for my cousin's to come before i start.
so one of the waiter noticed tat and came over and tell us tat he would hurry the kitchen so i didnt have to wait till the food gets cold.
and my cousin's food came shortly after tat.
=D
and there's anth waiter tat was so funny.
he came to me and then asked "is tat a bambi?"
i nodded.
he asked again "he (referring to my cousin) gave it to you?"
i shooked my head n told him i catch it on the doll machine.
he smiled and said "wow tat's so pro of u! could u get one for me the next time?"
i said "i was just lucky. maybe u can get one for me instead haha."
he replied "ah, sure. ward's ur name?"
i told him my name and said "well maybe i could give u my number too n u could call me once u get the plushie."
(burt i was joking too la, i didnt give -.-)
and then we both laughed as he walked away to serve anth customer.
and then when he was getting us the bill..
he said "my dear u're leaving? would u give ur bambi to me? it's so cute i love it."
he was joking burt i was like (-_______-) hahas.
then i said "no?of cux nort! YOU are going to give me anth plushie instead. and u better get me a big one."
and then he said "how big a plushie u want?"
and i said "one taller than u."
and then he laughed n said "ok sure. when i get it i will put it at the entrance here n u make sure u come n get it."
hahas.
im a happy yew today! =D
qinqin's leaving for malaysia tmr, hope u have a good trip darling!
=D
Thursday, February 28, 2008
lalalala~~
im in a neutral mood today.
to me, neutral mood is good mood.
good mood is extremely great day.
cux my frens out there, u all know ward kind of person i am.
=)
boss took me n siqi out to main office today.
wanted us to do designs for postcards and advertisments.
i thought our ideas was okie burt he said he dun wan smth too soft?
o.O
like those too cute stuff he dun wan (which was our deisgn)
he wanted like professional n mature stuff n showed us many examples.
burt hello?
we are SEVENTEEN AND EIGHTEEN WITH NORT MUCH EXPERIENCE?!
(-_____-)||
he seems to think tat jc kids are smart.
sorry ar, im from SRJC, LAOPOK jc.
and siqi told me tat joyce seems to be despising her cux she's an N'lvl kid.
talk to her like ordering n giving attitude.
she doesnt does tat to me.
o.O
anyway.
i just told siqi,
WTF. as if joyce herself is any better ok. i doubt she even has a dip.
*rolls eyes*
why are adults so arrogant?!
and funny nana smsed me she misses us since we left the branch n went to main office.
LOLS.
so cute la she.
=)
2 hours later... ...
im going to SLEEP.
so bored~~~~~~~
=(
im in a neutral mood today.
to me, neutral mood is good mood.
good mood is extremely great day.
cux my frens out there, u all know ward kind of person i am.
=)
boss took me n siqi out to main office today.
wanted us to do designs for postcards and advertisments.
i thought our ideas was okie burt he said he dun wan smth too soft?
o.O
like those too cute stuff he dun wan (which was our deisgn)
he wanted like professional n mature stuff n showed us many examples.
burt hello?
we are SEVENTEEN AND EIGHTEEN WITH NORT MUCH EXPERIENCE?!
(-_____-)||
he seems to think tat jc kids are smart.
sorry ar, im from SRJC, LAOPOK jc.
and siqi told me tat joyce seems to be despising her cux she's an N'lvl kid.
talk to her like ordering n giving attitude.
she doesnt does tat to me.
o.O
anyway.
i just told siqi,
WTF. as if joyce herself is any better ok. i doubt she even has a dip.
*rolls eyes*
why are adults so arrogant?!
and funny nana smsed me she misses us since we left the branch n went to main office.
LOLS.
so cute la she.
=)
2 hours later... ...
im going to SLEEP.
so bored~~~~~~~
=(
Saturday, February 23, 2008
i had my company lunch today.
we ended our work early at 12pm and all went to park royal hotel and had a feast!
there isnt much to talk about thou,
we just ate n then went for kboxing @suntec after tat.
still, it was fun. hahas.
here are the photos taken:
haoxiang, siqi and me:
siqi, me, nana's right ear, nana, nana's left ear, haoxiang:
nana n siqi trying to murder each other:
us 3 little "kids" with nana n the two bosses:
and then after the kboxing i met up with my mum for dinner at cityhall.
we went to lerkthai.
yums yums! =)
the green curry was great.
and i LOVEEED the grilled cuttlefish
( qinqin are u drooling u xiao pang zi? LOL )
actually kind of sad today.
cux it's haoxiang's last day.
actually it's like...ok la we only know each other for 2 months.
burt we're humans with feelings ok.
this 2 months he took care of me alort.
most of the stuff he carry n will let me bully lols.
so still will bu she de.
i just feel tat..
like... pple arnd me are leaving one by one...
( okie i know im THINKING TOO MUCH AGAIN )
burt i mean..
like you see...
althou i still meet up with my girls nowadays
burt it's like...
graduation took them out of my everyday life..
and then i came to work..met new frens like nana sq n hx.
then now haoxiang left..
soon i'll be leaving too..which means nana n sq will be out of my everyday life too..
and then i will be getting back my results soon...
if it isnt good...future looks bleak.
if it's good..meaning i can go uni...im unsure of the future too.
i mean now im unsure la.
maybe i could cope when i reali face uni life.
burt..duno.
maybe it bcux im just unsure of life.
i havent really found the meaning of life,
and the reason for living.
i guess i just have to search harder...
sigh.
there wouldnt be anymore haoxiangs when i go to work next monday onwards.
we ended our work early at 12pm and all went to park royal hotel and had a feast!
there isnt much to talk about thou,
we just ate n then went for kboxing @suntec after tat.
still, it was fun. hahas.
here are the photos taken:
haoxiang, siqi and me:
siqi, me, nana's right ear, nana, nana's left ear, haoxiang:
nana n siqi trying to murder each other:
us 3 little "kids" with nana n the two bosses:
and then after the kboxing i met up with my mum for dinner at cityhall.
we went to lerkthai.
yums yums! =)
the green curry was great.
and i LOVEEED the grilled cuttlefish
( qinqin are u drooling u xiao pang zi? LOL )
actually kind of sad today.
cux it's haoxiang's last day.
actually it's like...ok la we only know each other for 2 months.
burt we're humans with feelings ok.
this 2 months he took care of me alort.
most of the stuff he carry n will let me bully lols.
so still will bu she de.
i just feel tat..
like... pple arnd me are leaving one by one...
( okie i know im THINKING TOO MUCH AGAIN )
burt i mean..
like you see...
althou i still meet up with my girls nowadays
burt it's like...
graduation took them out of my everyday life..
and then i came to work..met new frens like nana sq n hx.
then now haoxiang left..
soon i'll be leaving too..which means nana n sq will be out of my everyday life too..
and then i will be getting back my results soon...
if it isnt good...future looks bleak.
if it's good..meaning i can go uni...im unsure of the future too.
i mean now im unsure la.
maybe i could cope when i reali face uni life.
burt..duno.
maybe it bcux im just unsure of life.
i havent really found the meaning of life,
and the reason for living.
i guess i just have to search harder...
sigh.
there wouldnt be anymore haoxiangs when i go to work next monday onwards.
