been going out for movies ytd and today,
at the same place - marina.

ytd was wid baby and we watched chronicles of narnia: prince caspian
and today watched sex and the city with shushu.
both movies i wasnt reali interested at first,
movies i wldnt think bout watching.
burt they suggested and i agreed,
and hey,
these two movies are reali worth it!
strongly recommend both.

went eating with baby at vivo ytd,
and then realised there isnt anymore seats for narnia n all the movies
cux it's sunday.
so we book the tickets on AXS and went to marina
and were lucky to get two seats at the last row.
it was fully seated at the theatres.
then we went arcade,
as usual LOL
had dinner
and went home.
it was reali sweet seeing him becux i've been missing him so much.
and we had a reali nice time tgr.
well,
it's always happy as long as im with him.
for as long as we've been tgr,
two months plus n still counting,
i can happily tell everyone i know:
i feel happy, elated, delighted, sweet, full of smiles
each and every single day.
i've never been so happy n blissful before.
*hugs*
okie if u wanna know where we went n stuff tgr ytd u can visit our blog.
lols!
(asked him to blog im lazy =p)

okie then today!
met shu n ate at yukiyaki!!!
YUMS.
i've been craving for it SHOOOOO long can!
and we watched sex and the city and shushu is so funny.
LOLS i shall not blog about it lest she'll kill me.
ask me directly ok i will tell u.
LOLS!!!!!!!!!!!!
then we played house of dead 4 (MY FAV!!!!) and pool.
it was anth nice and fun day i had.

here's a peek at our meet up:

FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!:


shu eating:


me eating ( i think i look like jia in this =.= her pose i mean LOL):


US EATING LOL:


shu playing pool:


me playing pool:


alright tat's all folks!
going mapling now tatas!
hahahahahas!

ever thine. ever mine. ever ours.

woots! gort the pics from tingting ler
so everyone! here's a peek at our meet up @amk hub tat day!
=D

tingting's BLACK PEPPER BEEF HOTPLATE drool!:



my PAPER STEAMBOAT drool!:



tingting's greentea (dun ask me i duno y she took tis=.="):



the cute fire is made by some jelly substance leh!:



ikidaimasu!:



our MANGO SORBET! YUMS! i reali recommend tis:



tingting's BIG MOUTH:



and my BIG MOUTH lols:



haha hungry?nehnehneh ni poopoo we get to eat burt u dun!
BLEAHS!
ahahahahahahhaha
DROOL~~~~~~~~~

i duno why.

have been dreaming bout the past lately.
seemed so real.
memories flowed back, feelings so familiar.

i woke up in a daze. confused.
was tat reality?
and then i realised, it was jux a dream.
everything's over.
those are just history.

and sometimes,
the dreams mixed up the past n the present.
confusing me.
tat night.
i woke up confused.
burt i was glad tat even in my dreams,
i made the same decision i would make in reality.
i rmbred crying in my dreams
bcux in exchange for the past,
i was forced to abandon something i treasure so much.

burt well,
past is past.
i will nort turn back anymore
bcux i have a stronger reason now.
a reason i will hold on to.

ahahaha went out with huiting today

met her at amk hub for lunch at ichiban sushi
very nice we eat alort alort ahahahaha fatfat
ahahaha took some photos i upload it after she send me ok
then we went shopping
ahahaha bought maple cash, nail polish and same dress as ting
ahahahaa then i forget my atm pin
(-__________-)
i was still laughing at ting earlier cux she say tat time she forget
then i myself forget soon after when paying for the dress
(-__________-)|||
ahahaha then went arcade play
me n ting played shooting game play until hands ache sia
now arms aching ahahaha
then huiting play until her fingers swollen ahahahahahahahahahaha!
then pass by srjc went i took bus 25 to amk
saw alort srjcian sia.
all studying notes on bus n doin hmwork
reminds me of the times.
=(
then emo ahahaha
burt happy again after playing with tingting ahahaha

contract's finally ending on this fri!

burt fri i'll be taking half day cux it's nana's birthday!
siqi n me are going to surprise her at her workplace =D
miss them lots sia, so long nvr see these nice ex-co ler

and contract's finally ending to allow me to rest.
was toking to zarifah ytd and we were toking bout the changes to sr
so sad.
she said they changed the sch uni, COLLAR PIN and pe tees.
I LOVED THE COLLAR PIN.
it's like , the collar pin's smth so pretty even other schools students like lor.
and we were saying...all these are our memories of the school.
i will never forget how i was wow-ed by the school badge when i first saw it.
it's reali pretty.
like.. we've onli graduated for nort even more than half a year,
SRJC had changed so much
it's like, no longer the SRJC we know,
and definately nort the SRJC in our memories.
where all the sweet n happy memories came from.
reali miss school.

going to moe headquarter later.
argh.
sian.

recently had been visiting the arcade at my workplace with zarifah n dulcia
during lunch and sometimes for a while after work.
hahas!
then ytd
i felt reali bored
then we realise the arcade gort new DOLL MACHINES!
WOOTS!!
so yes of cux, i HAVE TO give it a try =)
so i searched my wallet for $1 ($1 per game)
and i put the FIRST dollar in
RANDOM catch
and i caught THREE dolls at ONCE.
AHAHAHHAHAHAAHA!!!
i kept one for myself, and the other two i gave to zarifah&dulcia

here's the random catch hahas:

(from left, to dulcia, to zarifah, and last doll i kept)

it's the "ugly guinea pig" qinling said.
LOLS!
still it's something -I- caught. HAHAS!
BLEAHS (to qinqin)

and then i kept getting all excited bout it
so after work i went again.
planning to catch the bigger plushie this time.
and then i put ANOTHER dollar into anth machine
and RANDOM catch

and here's ward i've gort:



LOLS.
maybe it's bcux ytd was our one month anni so i was so lucky
hahaha ! =p

and i reali have to INTRODUCE TO EVERYONE
this REALI CUTE CAT AT MY WORKPLACE
TAT I WILL MELT AT EVERYDAY.

my darling maomao's sleeping! SHHHH!


close up shot..aw so cute la!!:


sleep enough ler then eat fullfull =D:



cute lor! haha
see the fur so clean.
CATS ARE -CLEAN- ANIMALS OKIE.
NG QINQIN THEY ARE CLEAN NORT FULL OF SALIVA
HMPH (to qinqin)
BLEAHS! LALALAALLALALLA~

duno why haven reali gort the mood to blog recently.
i guess i keep feeling tat life's monotonous and boring.

went kbox with the girls n dave ytd.
it was nice, i wish everyday could be like tat.
i met the girls at orchard at 11am
(im sorry i was late for half an hour xp)
then we went carls jr @fareast
and went fareast shopshop awhile searching for the shop tat can test vic's secret
burt cldnt find it in the end lols.
and went to meet dave at cine
and went kbox.
the part i reali liked was when everyone gort reali high
it started with qinqin singing jay's qi li xiang
and then gort so high and sang mayday's lian ai-ing & di yi ci
so high la especially the L-O-V-E part.
i swear pple would think we're crazy if they walked past our room.
lols.
then after the singing me n dave had dinner alone,
while the girls went walking
then qin came back to see me home thanks qinqin darling~
and then when it was reaching my stop i was real upset cux i didnt wan to leave the two closest to me.
=(

i reali hate goodbyes.

life's sickening.
or rather, do i even have a life?

im so sick of being controlled.
someday,
i will find a getaway.

after talking to shushu..
i know she's rite...
burt easier said than done ar.
im trying very hard alrdy.
to find happiness in sorrow..
how many pple can actuali achieve tat..?

very tired.
i wish i can have some time for myself.
things had been reali hectic lately.
i duno why im grounded burt still can be so occupied.
this n tat, this n tat.
i have to work,
then like i reach home i have to cook,
then cook ler + shower + eat by the time alrdy 8.30pm.
then i wanna read my deathnote, wan play my ds, wan chat online, wan study my jap, wan sms him.
burt i have to go to bed at 11pm if nort the nxt day i will become the walking dead.
so tat means i onli gort from 8.30pm - 11pm ,
tat is 2.5 hours for my deathnote, ds, msn, jap n sms.
wth.
like ward? spend half an hr on each?? *rolls eyes*
so everyday i end up using tat pathetic 2.5hrs tat reali belong to me msning n smsing him onli.
n then i wan so much to read my deathnote play my ds study my jap burt i couldnt.
ARGH!!!
i wan some time alone ok.
i wan some time away from evrybody so tat i can read n play in peace.
nort tat i dun like pple arnd me
burt i need some quiet time too.
one needs some silence once in a while too.
and then it's like, weekends i dun get any time for myself too la.
last sat early in the morning i go do volunteer work,
then after tat go home bathe n go my gran's house,
then stay until evening,
then go eat dinner at a jap restuarant with my mama
then reach home 9pm liao.
then cux i reali too tired,
i went to bed at 11pm again which means i onli had a pathetic 2hrs for msning onli.
and then sunday i woke up afternoon
had "breakfast"
cooked lunch
then eat finish alrdy 4pm.
then FINALLY have time to go online n tok to him
and then tok until he went off to at 6pm to book in again
then went offline shower eat dinner
already 8pm.
then play my ds until 9.30pm
then online until 10.30pm
then i reali tired again n went to bed.
so in conclusion.
weekdays i onli have 2.5hrs of personal time everyday
sats onli 2hrs.
and sundays onli slightly btr, 4.5hrs.
WTH IS THIS?!
excuse me tis is HOLIDAY.
oh man !!!!!
i just wan ONE day to rot.
where i could sleep eat play whole day like i used to in sec sch.
ARGHHHHH
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn life.

sorry ar just here to complain.
i guess the lack of sleep n play is getting me grumpy again.
so sickening.
life's damn freaking boring.
i dun wanna work anymore la!!!!!!!
kns.
burt dun work no money to play n i dun wan use parents money
(-______-)
knsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknsknskns

ti amo~te queiro~~~~~!

im a happy yew today!=D

goodness.

can he get scarier.
im totally freaked out already.
pls leave me alone!

tat guy.
smsed me again today to ask me go dinner with him.
hello? IM GROUNDED.
do you have dementia or ward?
and even if im nort grounded.
hell nort will i go out with u okie.
cant he get the point yet???
go away !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh.
im getting more and more freaked out already okie.
i dun even dare to go home just now.
wth.


(T~T)

liiiiiiffffffffeeeeeeeeeee suuuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!
>=(
go and die.
>=(
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>=(

=(

ytd went marina for haircut,
and i bumped into fan again.
okie singapore's just so big huh.
burt well..
this time when i saw him
i was a little panicky burt not very.
i was more of like eh?o.O?
he went ns,
his hair is gone,
so he looked kind of different.
naiyu was with him, and a few other frens.
he didnt see me, and i think naiyu saw me burt nvr reali noticed im me
(-________-)||
burt well.
wanted to say hi,
burt decided nort to.
ward for?
shld just leave him alone barhs.
afterall,
we're both in two different worlds ler.
he has his own world,
and im in my own world now.
i guess,
just let it be barhs.

im SHO sick of life.

so sian can.
duno why feeling very restless.
realised i've been blogging more on our blog than my own blog.
LOL.
paiseh frens=p

trust!!!!!!!!!!
have faith!!!!
hang on hang on!

i think my head is going to explode any minute.
my head is throbbing with pain now.
this is really getting too much for me.
burt i have to hang on.

thanks qinqin, thanks shushu.
im reali glad i have such great frens.
without u guys,
i'll be in such a loss...
shushu, u're right.
i think i understand more ler.
now i just have to make sure tat my decision n thoughts will not be shakened by others' words again..

today and ytd was damn slack.
i guess tmr is slack too.
sleep in office..listen to songs..chat on phone with qin.
the new medicine is making me super drowsy
burt it's working n my cough isnt so bad ler.

tis friday i took half day off.
going to my hair stylist n fetching dave home from his bookout.
reali cant wait to see him again.
getting paranoid over certain stuff..
burt after some talk with my fren i feel much btr.
i guess it's just always my stupid-think-too-much character.
my fren's right,
dun think so much ler.

ok something cropped up.
i think im in deep trouble this time.
OH NO WARD SHLD I DO????!!!!
i btr go offline n ask someone to help!

~yesterday was a day filled with sweetness n happiness.~

my smu interview was ytd morning at 9am
i keep thinking tat my answers were bad as compared to the brilliant answers the others gave.
hais.
(-_______-)
gladly i had the same interview session as janet.
if nort i think i'll scare to death alone sia.
met shushu at cityhall after the interview,
shushu janet n me went to the starbucks @raffles city n sat down n chat.
janet went to work after tat.
so nice.
longlong time since we had a chat ler.
me n shushu just talked alort crap
recent stuff n more.
it was nice pity i had things on after tat.
burt nvm shushu we'll have alort of chances de k?=)

then shushu pleasantly accompany me wait for dave
burt she had to leave before dave come cux huiting's waiting for her at bugis ler.
so dave came n we went to eat lunch.
burt poor me (sobsobs) onli can eat porridge after being STILL sick for a week.
(T~T)
then da ben zhu oso sick still eat chilli, in the end ben ben again lor.
hahas!
we went to get the tickets for shutter
and then went arcade again while waiting for the show to start.
the movie was okie la,
actuali nort very scary, cux the ghost face nort very scary hahas.
burt in the cinema gort a group of those irritating pple keep screaming
(-_____-)
in the end nort scary i oso kena scared by their "blood-curdling" screams.
(-_____-)
burt the body decompose tat part reali gross la
jen went over then megumi's decomposed head just fell off lidat.
YUCK!
saw it n faster cover my eyes liao.
hahas.
burt i still saw the decomposed face.
(T~T)
the funny part was the starting.
where me n dave keep switching seats lol.
cux starting i tort the whole row no pple, so i wanna sit nearer to the aisle rather inside where the whole row empty.
so we switched seats.
then gort pple come a couple sat beside him, then i realised shld be no pple sitting beside me.
so we switched again lol.
and then the both of us wanna go toilet.
then we went of the theatre n go toilet n came back all paiseh.
hahahas! the pple behind must be thinking wth the both of us r doin haha.
the bad part was halfway thru the movie my coughing was so bad i ran out of the theatre,
feeling embarrassed tat im disturbing other pple.
and threw up in the toilet.
(-_____-)

after the movie still had some time before the flyer,
so we went to play pool!
the first time so stupid as usual dumb me accidently hit the black ball in.
i was near to winning leh!
(T~T)
then second time dave won n he taught me how to play 9ball.
and then before we left i won yay!
=D=D=D

then the dumbdumb 2 of us keep getting the directions wrong again hahas.
n he said we missed the shuttle bus to the flyer,
so was thinking of walking there.
then i was like "huh?sure anort?dun later lead wrong leh!" LOL
so we wanted to take taxi burt the taxi queue @suntec was super long.
afraid tat we'll miss the timing, i suggested going to marina's taxi stand.
then we had to cross the road n the traffic was heavy n we waited soooo long.
i very scared cross road with other pple de u know
i scared later one person cross the other never cross,
then the other try to catch up with the first person then kena hit.
lol i think too much burt reali scared la! so always cross road will hold my frens' hand.
in the end reali scary sia we just ran across.
then we caught a taxi, and hopped on.
after listening to where we wanna go the uncle was like (-____-)
the flyer's just in front.
(-_________-)
so we gort off n walked there LOL.

the flyer's SO SO SO pretty okie!
im so happy n excited about riding on it.
we took photos here n there
n my heart was jumping so fast knowing that im going to realise the dream of riding the highest ferris wheel!!!
the view up there is so so so so pretttyyy!
we kept asking pple to help us take photos lol.
from there can see the sea, and fullerton's so nice from there, althou tiny burt still could make up the beautiful building structure.
as the night begin to fall the lights lighted up
and the sea was pretty with all the ships lighting.
reali like stars.
then when the our capsule was at the highest point,
i gave him the present i made for him.
was reali glad he liked it.
=D
everything was so beautiful n sweet.
it was a pity there were others on the capsule
burt it's such a beautiful moment tat,very soon, we're both in a world of our own ler.
the whole ride lasted for half an hour,
and when it was ending i was kind of bu she de actuali.
burt nvm still gort next time de!
=D

and then we walked back to suntec to take the bus home.
on the way back smth reali surprising burt pleasant happened.
totally stunned me LOL!
burt =)
so he saw me back to bedok,
ending the day.


have you ever heard of the legend of the ferris wheel?
it was said tat if a couple ride on the ferris wheel
and if at the highest point, they kiss,
bcux they are so near to the sky,
the couple will be blessed by the angels.
and if a boy/girl confessed to the person they like at the highest point,
the angels will hear their true hearts,
and wish the best for the both of them.
even if the confession is unsuccessful,
if their hearts are true enough,
the angels will be touched,
n miracles will happen.

so sweet right?
=)

some sneaks of the singapore flyer:


the flyer!:



me n dave waiting to board onto the flyer:



just gort onto the flyer~:



the beautiful horizon:



looking down!:



looking @other capsules from our capsule:



dave taking photo of me:



the pretty nightview:



the ships reali look like "stars" on the sea!so pretty la:



thanks to photographer david cham tung ming!
=D
had a wonderful time with you...

=)

i duno why i keep feeling so lousy.

i suck.

always crying to my frens complain tis complain tat.
drown them with my loong n naggy stories.
all those nort impt stuff.
im such a lousy fren.

it's been like so long since i saw my clique ok.
since getting back results.
SO FREAKING LONG OKIE.
and then i had not been talking to them much oso.
they are my closest frens okie.
how can i nort ask them out?
how can i nort sit down n talk to them for a few good hours?
why do i have this stupid curfew n fking strict rules tat i cannort ALWAYS go out?
DAMN IT OKIE.
i wish i can as and when go out n look for them.
i miss my mates i seriously do.

sorry im in this damn stupid sucky mood im talking rubbish again.

i duno why lidat ok.
here i am having ups n downs now bcux one side i wanna be selfish burt the other side i know i wanna be there.
only 2 choices?
why isnt there a THIRD option.
i duno la.
im lousy.

i need you.

~~ 能 不 能 给 我 机 会 好 好 的 爱 你？
我 会 仔 细 的 聆 听 ，你 对 我 说 的 一 言 一 语
我 会 学 会 去 控 制 脾 气 不 让 你 伤 心 ~~

bit dave for the first time today.
LOL.
should have seen how shocked he was n how loud he was yelling.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAS!
went back sr to get our sgc
then pass it to anand ask his gf help us send to nus.
then i blur again forget envelope forget admission pin forget uni address.
thank god there's dave who know i blur queen prepared everything for me.
hahahas..

then me dave n timothy went to xingwang hongkong cafe eat eat,
then i went my gran's house ler.
thank you dave for waiting for the bus with me =)
then cough until lungs going to cough out ler (description by huimin LOL)
=(
went to see doc finally after coughing until wanna die.
(-_________-)
*a series of coughs AGAIN*
it seems to get worse at night.
better go oioi and rest ler.
byebye =(