SELF DISCIPLINE.
now it's the time to stop procrastinating and start mugging SERIOUSLY again eunice.
one more month to finals...
Friday, October 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Gee - Girls Generation
(They are just so sexy and cute!)


(They are just so sexy and cute!)


GEE (English Translation)
Aha! Listen Boy My First Love Story
My Angel and My Girls
My sunshine
Oh! Oh! let's go!
You're so so handsome
My eyes my eyes are blinded
I can't breathe because I'm trembling
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Oh I feel so embarrassed
I can't look at you
I feel shy because I've fallen in love
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
What should I do? (What should I do~) About my trembling heart (My trembling heart)
(Thump thump thump thump) My heart kept thumping
So I couldn't fall asleep at night
I guess I guess I'm a fool
A fool that knows you, only you
Yes, as I look at you~~
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
Oh so so pretty
Your heart is so pretty
I was captured from first glance, caught so closely
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
I can't touch it because it's so hot
I'm engulfed by love's fire completely
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
What should I do (What should I do) because I'm so shy
(No no no no no) I don't know why but every day I long for only you
My close friends tell me
That I'm really a helpless fool
But as I look at you~~
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh your glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh this sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
I can't even say anything
I'm too embarrassed
Do I not have any courage?
What would be the right thing to do?
Thump thump my heart is anxious as I'm looking at you
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh your glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh this sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh your glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh this sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
GEE (Romanization)
Aha! Listen Boy My First Love Story
My Angel and My Girls
My sunshine
Oh! Oh! let's go!
neomu neomu meotjyeo nooni nooni booshuh
soomeul moht shigettsuh ddeuleeneun gul
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
o neomu bukkeureoweo chyeodabol su eopseo
sarange ppajyeotseo soojoobeun geol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
eotteoge hajyo (eotteokhajyo) ddeuleeneun maeum (ddeuleeneun maeum)
(dugeun dugeun dugeun dugeun) dugeundugeun georyeo bamen jamdo mot eerujyo
naneun naneun babongabwayo
geudae geudae bakke moleuneun babo
geulaeyo geudael boneun nan
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
o neomu neomu yeppeo mami neomu yeppeo
cheot nune banhaetseo kkok jjipeun gul
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
neomuna ddewguhwuh manjil suga eopseo
sarange tabeoryeo hookkeunhan geol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
eojjeomyeon joa (eojjeomyeon joayo) soojoobeun naneun (soojoobeun naneunyo)
(molla molla molla molla) mollahamyeo maeil geudaeman geurijyo
chinhan chingudeureun malhajyo
jeongmal neoneun jeongmal motmalryeo babo
hajiman geudael boneun nan
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
maldo mothaet geol
neomu bukkeureoweo haneun nan
yongiga eopneun geolkka
eotteokhaeya joeun geolkka
dugeun dogeun mam jorimyeo barabogo itneun nan (ya~)
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
Aha! Listen Boy My First Love Story
My Angel and My Girls
My sunshine
Oh! Oh! let's go!
You're so so handsome
My eyes my eyes are blinded
I can't breathe because I'm trembling
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Oh I feel so embarrassed
I can't look at you
I feel shy because I've fallen in love
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
What should I do? (What should I do~) About my trembling heart (My trembling heart)
(Thump thump thump thump) My heart kept thumping
So I couldn't fall asleep at night
I guess I guess I'm a fool
A fool that knows you, only you
Yes, as I look at you~~
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
Oh so so pretty
Your heart is so pretty
I was captured from first glance, caught so closely
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
I can't touch it because it's so hot
I'm engulfed by love's fire completely
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
What should I do (What should I do) because I'm so shy
(No no no no no) I don't know why but every day I long for only you
My close friends tell me
That I'm really a helpless fool
But as I look at you~~
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh your glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh this sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
I can't even say anything
I'm too embarrassed
Do I not have any courage?
What would be the right thing to do?
Thump thump my heart is anxious as I'm looking at you
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh your glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh this sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
So bright so bright My eyes are blinded no no no no no
So surprised surprised I'm shocked oh oh oh oh oh
So tingly tingly my body is trembling gee gee gee gee gee
Oh your glittering eyes (oh yeah~) Oh this sweet aroma (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
GEE (Romanization)
Aha! Listen Boy My First Love Story
My Angel and My Girls
My sunshine
Oh! Oh! let's go!
neomu neomu meotjyeo nooni nooni booshuh
soomeul moht shigettsuh ddeuleeneun gul
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
o neomu bukkeureoweo chyeodabol su eopseo
sarange ppajyeotseo soojoobeun geol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
eotteoge hajyo (eotteokhajyo) ddeuleeneun maeum (ddeuleeneun maeum)
(dugeun dugeun dugeun dugeun) dugeundugeun georyeo bamen jamdo mot eerujyo
naneun naneun babongabwayo
geudae geudae bakke moleuneun babo
geulaeyo geudael boneun nan
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
o neomu neomu yeppeo mami neomu yeppeo
cheot nune banhaetseo kkok jjipeun gul
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
neomuna ddewguhwuh manjil suga eopseo
sarange tabeoryeo hookkeunhan geol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
eojjeomyeon joa (eojjeomyeon joayo) soojoobeun naneun (soojoobeun naneunyo)
(molla molla molla molla) mollahamyeo maeil geudaeman geurijyo
chinhan chingudeureun malhajyo
jeongmal neoneun jeongmal motmalryeo babo
hajiman geudael boneun nan
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
maldo mothaet geol
neomu bukkeureoweo haneun nan
yongiga eopneun geolkka
eotteokhaeya joeun geolkka
dugeun dogeun mam jorimyeo barabogo itneun nan (ya~)
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
neomu banjjak banjjak nooni booshuh no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi ddeullyuh gee gee gee gee gee
o juhjeun nunbit (oh yeah~) oh joeun hyanggee (oh yeah yeah yeah~)
Saturday, September 19, 2009
i really thank those who blessed me!
seriously you wldnt believe how lucky i was.
i couldnt believe it myself too when singtel called me to tell me i won prizes due to a friend referral promotion.
i bought a n97 and renewed my contract and they got this friend referral promo
if an existing singtel user friend refer u u get $50 voucher for buying a new phone
and it enables u to participate in a lucky draw.
and oh no, it's not the $50 im talking about.
i won the top prize OMG!
yichen was the one who referred me and he got it too.
here's ward we both got. one set each! XD
ONE YEAR FREE MOBILE SUBSCRIPTION ... ...
FREE MOVIE PASSES FOR ONE YEAR (12 TICKETS) ... ...

A PAIR OF F1 GRANDSTAND TICKETS ... ...




and that's not all...
there's still...
A IPHONE 3GS... ...


AND A MACBOOK!!!!!! XD

all mine=x yichen also get a set of these. gosh THANK YOU SINGTEL!!!!!!
AND DON'T KILL ME GUYS (>.<) *PRAYS*
seriously you wldnt believe how lucky i was.
i couldnt believe it myself too when singtel called me to tell me i won prizes due to a friend referral promotion.
i bought a n97 and renewed my contract and they got this friend referral promo
if an existing singtel user friend refer u u get $50 voucher for buying a new phone
and it enables u to participate in a lucky draw.
and oh no, it's not the $50 im talking about.
i won the top prize OMG!
yichen was the one who referred me and he got it too.
here's ward we both got. one set each! XD
ONE YEAR FREE MOBILE SUBSCRIPTION ... ...
FREE MOVIE PASSES FOR ONE YEAR (12 TICKETS) ... ...

A PAIR OF F1 GRANDSTAND TICKETS ... ...




and that's not all...
there's still...
A IPHONE 3GS... ...


AND A MACBOOK!!!!!! XD

all mine=x yichen also get a set of these. gosh THANK YOU SINGTEL!!!!!!
AND DON'T KILL ME GUYS (>.<) *PRAYS*
Monday, September 14, 2009
hi pple~
okay i duno how many pple still reads my blog now and who r the ones still reading it but!
i'll still update whenever im free for the benefit for those who still cares=)
freaking long since i updated cux i've been busy with life.
and yes partly cux i dun feel like blogging anymore.
but that day having lunch with qinqin..
i had realised that yes, right,
i may not be a good lover but im positive im a good fren.
im not being bhb or ward bt i believe i've done my part.
so, ya. i admit.
im not a good lover, but i can be a good fren, and had spent much efforts in being one.
certainly, since i know im not a good lover but im trying all my best to be one.
everyone's gt flaws eh? if i can accept urs, why cant u accept mine?
and if u cant accept my flaws n think im not a fren worth keeping
it's okay cux i shalt not bother too=)
alright i've said my piece. and i think it's enough for now.
happy things!
celebrated qin's bday for her
shall let the photos do the talking=)
we were at game heaven@opp central after dinner @billy bombers marinasquare..
everyone L4Ding!

qin's cake~

the bday girl~~





groupies~~=D


happy birthday my beloved qinqin!!!=))
okay i duno how many pple still reads my blog now and who r the ones still reading it but!
i'll still update whenever im free for the benefit for those who still cares=)
freaking long since i updated cux i've been busy with life.
and yes partly cux i dun feel like blogging anymore.
but that day having lunch with qinqin..
i had realised that yes, right,
i may not be a good lover but im positive im a good fren.
im not being bhb or ward bt i believe i've done my part.
so, ya. i admit.
im not a good lover, but i can be a good fren, and had spent much efforts in being one.
certainly, since i know im not a good lover but im trying all my best to be one.
everyone's gt flaws eh? if i can accept urs, why cant u accept mine?
and if u cant accept my flaws n think im not a fren worth keeping
it's okay cux i shalt not bother too=)
alright i've said my piece. and i think it's enough for now.
happy things!
celebrated qin's bday for her
shall let the photos do the talking=)
we were at game heaven@opp central after dinner @billy bombers marinasquare..
everyone L4Ding!

qin's cake~

the bday girl~~





groupies~~=D


happy birthday my beloved qinqin!!!=))
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
i had a really great time today meeting up with my primary school mates again
after much planning and organising with waikwong n huimin
we finally met everyone at TCC@MilleniaWalk today at 1pm
it was a venue decided by me cux they have really cosy seats that can accommodate quite a large group
initially we only expect few to turn up
but we were pleasantly surprised to see brian, bryan, issac, sam and modissa alrdy at TCC when the 3 of us arrived.
and then subsequently, qazim, jazimin, siti aishah and husnah came too (modissa n issac left earlier as they've things on)
the first group of us:

the second group after aishah n husnah came:

we were saying sam's sitting like the boss treating his employee for work bonus... LOL
and seems like it indeed cux he signed it off his credit card as we paid him back in cash haha!
the boys (without issac and bryan):

min me and qazim:

look how much we spent at TCC:

and it earned us MANY scratch cards and we were busy scratching HAHA!:
scratching in process.. :


it's really really nice because we talked about almost everything - from our exteachers, exschmates, the funny things that happened last time, old scandals, to the current lives we r leading and updating each other on ourselves.
lots of jokes made and the most hilarious was bryan forgetting huimin's name and trying to smoke it through. min was like "WHAT DID U CALL ME AGAIN???!!" HAHAHAHA
and then sam told me shayne is STILL calling him "gandie (godfather)" up till today which reali like made us laughed till peng.
still rmbr brian was my "gandi" and naiyu my "gangorgor" (godbros)
it's a pity naiyu isnt here today.
although we've very much grown up, it's been 8 years since we graduated from pri sch and last saw many of us,
we're still pretty much the same.
the basic face features are still there
although the guys are more buff now and much taller (especially brian - who's damn tall now and bryan - who's a damn buff diver!!!)
and the girls are all dressed up and powderedup and pretty.
i duno how to describe it but the feeling and bond is still there,
which is what makes me feel really hearted and thankful.
we chatted for hours and hours...from 1pm all the way till 5 plus 6pm
and then many of us left due to other commitments.. taking somemore photos together before they go..
the 6B peeps.. :

the 6C peeps (we're having such a good time la!):


huimin and qazim:

and then qazim and jazimin were wearing the same color and we were laughing at them for becoming a "couple" HAHAHA!

and then in the end it was left with waikwong brian minmin and me
we initially wanted to go watch orphan (brian was a scaredy cat keep asking can watch other movies not LOL)
but the cinema was sooo packed tat only the front seats were available
so we went to have dinner at MOF instead
waikwong's potato salad:

my chicken katsu toji:

minmin's unagi stone pot:

after the meal we went to esplanade for some nice slacking time..
the ambience was great and there were live band performances
we had the best times there
the breathtaking view as we stepped into the place:


on the waterfront - live band performances!:

my beloved fullerton:

the best band of the night - lionstory. they were so good the audiences kept asking for encore! the best part of the night is when they started jamming up "I Want To Hold Your Hand" by The Beatles. ward a classic song! i was on the phone with elvin but i still start to sing along with huimin, and brian and waikwong was also grooving along. everyone was damn high.

and there was this really funky uncle who kept dancing right in front of the stage. we were laughing and cheering so much my stomach hurts. me and min were saying we shld have went down and dance with him HAHA! (i almost had the craziness to do tat but i refrained myself LOL)

waikwong who keeps calling pple to borrow black singlet. i suggested him to borrow min's black tank top LOL!:

brian and waikwong:

min and me lots of camwhoring as usual:



and we ended the day off perfectly taking a cab home tgr
cux we all stay in bedok!
haha basically all of us who turned up today stay in bedok=D
min alighted first since she stays at bedok north,
then waikwong, brian and lastly me.
waikwong brian and me who all stay at chaichee.
HAHA!
brian was kind enough to wanna make a loop to my house first so tat i dun have to drop last
but the taxi uncle say we cant drive down the road tat way
so no choice lo
but he nicely handed me ten bucks, which is way too much for the fare (we only need to pay arnd 5bucks each)
so i returned him 4bucks.
he's so nice. appreciated =)

great day spent indeed! =D
after much planning and organising with waikwong n huimin
we finally met everyone at TCC@MilleniaWalk today at 1pm
it was a venue decided by me cux they have really cosy seats that can accommodate quite a large group
initially we only expect few to turn up
but we were pleasantly surprised to see brian, bryan, issac, sam and modissa alrdy at TCC when the 3 of us arrived.
and then subsequently, qazim, jazimin, siti aishah and husnah came too (modissa n issac left earlier as they've things on)
the first group of us:

the second group after aishah n husnah came:

we were saying sam's sitting like the boss treating his employee for work bonus... LOL
and seems like it indeed cux he signed it off his credit card as we paid him back in cash haha!
the boys (without issac and bryan):

min me and qazim:

look how much we spent at TCC:

and it earned us MANY scratch cards and we were busy scratching HAHA!:
scratching in process.. :


it's really really nice because we talked about almost everything - from our exteachers, exschmates, the funny things that happened last time, old scandals, to the current lives we r leading and updating each other on ourselves.
lots of jokes made and the most hilarious was bryan forgetting huimin's name and trying to smoke it through. min was like "WHAT DID U CALL ME AGAIN???!!" HAHAHAHA
and then sam told me shayne is STILL calling him "gandie (godfather)" up till today which reali like made us laughed till peng.
still rmbr brian was my "gandi" and naiyu my "gangorgor" (godbros)
it's a pity naiyu isnt here today.
although we've very much grown up, it's been 8 years since we graduated from pri sch and last saw many of us,
we're still pretty much the same.
the basic face features are still there
although the guys are more buff now and much taller (especially brian - who's damn tall now and bryan - who's a damn buff diver!!!)
and the girls are all dressed up and powderedup and pretty.
i duno how to describe it but the feeling and bond is still there,
which is what makes me feel really hearted and thankful.
we chatted for hours and hours...from 1pm all the way till 5 plus 6pm
and then many of us left due to other commitments.. taking somemore photos together before they go..
the 6B peeps.. :

the 6C peeps (we're having such a good time la!):


huimin and qazim:

and then qazim and jazimin were wearing the same color and we were laughing at them for becoming a "couple" HAHAHA!

and then in the end it was left with waikwong brian minmin and me
we initially wanted to go watch orphan (brian was a scaredy cat keep asking can watch other movies not LOL)
but the cinema was sooo packed tat only the front seats were available
so we went to have dinner at MOF instead
waikwong's potato salad:

my chicken katsu toji:

minmin's unagi stone pot:

after the meal we went to esplanade for some nice slacking time..
the ambience was great and there were live band performances
we had the best times there
the breathtaking view as we stepped into the place:


on the waterfront - live band performances!:

my beloved fullerton:

the best band of the night - lionstory. they were so good the audiences kept asking for encore! the best part of the night is when they started jamming up "I Want To Hold Your Hand" by The Beatles. ward a classic song! i was on the phone with elvin but i still start to sing along with huimin, and brian and waikwong was also grooving along. everyone was damn high.

and there was this really funky uncle who kept dancing right in front of the stage. we were laughing and cheering so much my stomach hurts. me and min were saying we shld have went down and dance with him HAHA! (i almost had the craziness to do tat but i refrained myself LOL)

waikwong who keeps calling pple to borrow black singlet. i suggested him to borrow min's black tank top LOL!:

brian and waikwong:

min and me lots of camwhoring as usual:



and we ended the day off perfectly taking a cab home tgr
cux we all stay in bedok!
haha basically all of us who turned up today stay in bedok=D
min alighted first since she stays at bedok north,
then waikwong, brian and lastly me.
waikwong brian and me who all stay at chaichee.
HAHA!
brian was kind enough to wanna make a loop to my house first so tat i dun have to drop last
but the taxi uncle say we cant drive down the road tat way
so no choice lo
but he nicely handed me ten bucks, which is way too much for the fare (we only need to pay arnd 5bucks each)
so i returned him 4bucks.
he's so nice. appreciated =)

great day spent indeed! =D
Friday, August 07, 2009
watched "Up" today with qinqin and meowmeow~~
before that was seoul garden for lunch with them + yichen cux he needs to discuss some stuff with me
haha damn funny cux we keep talking about lots of idiotic stuff
and the movie was damn gooooddd
it's like a few minutes starting into the movie i was already teary-eyed.
never cry la but really gan dong dao~
strongly recommended!
=D

and then after the movie went to meet elv for dinner~
had to go down to yishun then we took a cab to airport T3 and went to our fav TCC
haha loves TCC~~~
eunice is a happy eunice because of all the pple arnd her=) thanks~~~
before that was seoul garden for lunch with them + yichen cux he needs to discuss some stuff with me
haha damn funny cux we keep talking about lots of idiotic stuff
and the movie was damn gooooddd
it's like a few minutes starting into the movie i was already teary-eyed.
never cry la but really gan dong dao~
strongly recommended!
=D

and then after the movie went to meet elv for dinner~
had to go down to yishun then we took a cab to airport T3 and went to our fav TCC
haha loves TCC~~~
eunice is a happy eunice because of all the pple arnd her=) thanks~~~
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
it's been a loooong time since i blogged!
this period of time, alot of things happened.
so many things my mind had been in a flux.
i had to put my life back in order so it took my time off my blog.
well i duno if anyone still reads my blog now,
since it's been so long since i updated,
n i doubt anyone cares anymore.
basically,
althou it's only going-August now,
this year had been an eventful year and it had taught me an awful alot about life.
many pretty moments, much more ugly moments.
true enough, eunice had changed.
for the better or for the worse,
i would leave it up to u pple to decide.
im still keeping my faith in how i regard to everyone, i will still practice the principle that i wld respect and help others as much as i can.
but one thing i've changed to believe is that, one thing that people and incidents have taught me is that:
if im not appreciated, then forget it.
the feeling of not being appreciated totally sucks.
i dun ask for anything in return, im not saying im noble
ward i ask for is a tweeny weeny bit of faith and effort in believing n trusting.
of cux im not perfect, i make mistakes too.
im not asking for forgiveness, im only hoping for tolerance.
bcux nobody is perfect.
if u're turning away from me just becux of my flaws in me
i wld like to ask u:
ward do i exactly mean to u?
afterall tat we went thru and all tat effort i had put in,
and u can just scrape me off ur life just so easily,
where do i exactly stand?
sorry. i just feel tat u are not appreciating my efforts and i feel like im just doin things for someone who thinks of my efforts as useless.
im very sorry for saying this but tis is exactly ward i've been feeling.
everyone has got their flaws, and if i can tolerate urs, why cant u accept me for who i am too?
u duno how i feel.
it's undescribeable.
encountering the same thing a second time again after i did in secondary school.
and this time round i put in so much effort into maintaining everything if u realised.
or maybe nobody realised nor cared?
ha-ha. i find this pathetic n hilarious.
u always know what is the most important thing to eunice.
i may have a messy life,
but i always put this in an important place in my heart.
i may be indecisive, emotional, stupid and unrealistic
but i clearly, clearly draw the lines between every aspects in my life i nvr mess them up.
my personal life is my life, my relationships are messy, my family relations are my family relations, my friends will always be my friends.
i dun mix them up.
but seems like people dun view u tat way.
we are judged generally.
so if u screw up in one,
it just means u are all screwed up.
ward a great life man=)
i didnt wanna post this initially,
but these thoughts had been suffocating me for a long time,
i've decided not to bottle it up.
if u read this and u wanna do smth about it,
which u know i wld happily and gladly spend the effort to salvage the relationship together with everyone,
i will appreciate it very much.
but if u read this and u still think that this is not going to be important to u anymore,
then since that u dun care,
i shall respect ur decision and tat's it.
if this post is making u think
"eunice is such a bitch"
then i can only say im sorry.
this period of time, alot of things happened.
so many things my mind had been in a flux.
i had to put my life back in order so it took my time off my blog.
well i duno if anyone still reads my blog now,
since it's been so long since i updated,
n i doubt anyone cares anymore.
basically,
althou it's only going-August now,
this year had been an eventful year and it had taught me an awful alot about life.
many pretty moments, much more ugly moments.
true enough, eunice had changed.
for the better or for the worse,
i would leave it up to u pple to decide.
im still keeping my faith in how i regard to everyone, i will still practice the principle that i wld respect and help others as much as i can.
but one thing i've changed to believe is that, one thing that people and incidents have taught me is that:
if im not appreciated, then forget it.
the feeling of not being appreciated totally sucks.
i dun ask for anything in return, im not saying im noble
ward i ask for is a tweeny weeny bit of faith and effort in believing n trusting.
of cux im not perfect, i make mistakes too.
im not asking for forgiveness, im only hoping for tolerance.
bcux nobody is perfect.
if u're turning away from me just becux of my flaws in me
i wld like to ask u:
ward do i exactly mean to u?
afterall tat we went thru and all tat effort i had put in,
and u can just scrape me off ur life just so easily,
where do i exactly stand?
sorry. i just feel tat u are not appreciating my efforts and i feel like im just doin things for someone who thinks of my efforts as useless.
im very sorry for saying this but tis is exactly ward i've been feeling.
everyone has got their flaws, and if i can tolerate urs, why cant u accept me for who i am too?
u duno how i feel.
it's undescribeable.
encountering the same thing a second time again after i did in secondary school.
and this time round i put in so much effort into maintaining everything if u realised.
or maybe nobody realised nor cared?
ha-ha. i find this pathetic n hilarious.
u always know what is the most important thing to eunice.
i may have a messy life,
but i always put this in an important place in my heart.
i may be indecisive, emotional, stupid and unrealistic
but i clearly, clearly draw the lines between every aspects in my life i nvr mess them up.
my personal life is my life, my relationships are messy, my family relations are my family relations, my friends will always be my friends.
i dun mix them up.
but seems like people dun view u tat way.
we are judged generally.
so if u screw up in one,
it just means u are all screwed up.
ward a great life man=)
i didnt wanna post this initially,
but these thoughts had been suffocating me for a long time,
i've decided not to bottle it up.
if u read this and u wanna do smth about it,
which u know i wld happily and gladly spend the effort to salvage the relationship together with everyone,
i will appreciate it very much.
but if u read this and u still think that this is not going to be important to u anymore,
then since that u dun care,
i shall respect ur decision and tat's it.
if this post is making u think
"eunice is such a bitch"
then i can only say im sorry.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
hi guys it's been so long since i blogged.
partly becux my laptop was down for a period of time (but i got it fixed alrdy)
and partly becux i didnt have the mood to do so.
this period of time i had been going out with my frens and bunny and working.
bunny rifah fangli and fangli's bf xavier had been working with me
it certainly made dreary working time pass faster.
ytd went to watch drag me to hell with bunny (after much thumbs up by rifah and several other frens)

it was not bad not too scary
but the sound effects can sure make u jump from ur seat.
didnt like the ending thou. too sad.
had lunch at dian xiao er with bunny and then went times to buy 3 nice books @marinasq
and then went over to plaza sing for arcade and the movie
it was a great day spent.
sorry bunny i had been emotic. but it was good having you around.
thanks for everything and sending me home.
i've got lots on my mind recently and its back to emomomo period again.
im fine thou dun worry.
i just feel unjust.
cux i duno ward i've done to deserve this.
you made use of my sympathy and trust.
i felt SO betrayed.
i never felt so betrayed before.
you bastard.
i hope i was wrong in that.
but dun give me the opportunity to prove it right.
prove to me tat you aint a jerk and it was all a misunderstanding n u'll still be my fren.
becux if being nice and trusting means i'll be taken advantage of
then fuck you.
fuck you bastard.
partly becux my laptop was down for a period of time (but i got it fixed alrdy)
and partly becux i didnt have the mood to do so.
this period of time i had been going out with my frens and bunny and working.
bunny rifah fangli and fangli's bf xavier had been working with me
it certainly made dreary working time pass faster.
ytd went to watch drag me to hell with bunny (after much thumbs up by rifah and several other frens)

it was not bad not too scary
but the sound effects can sure make u jump from ur seat.
didnt like the ending thou. too sad.
had lunch at dian xiao er with bunny and then went times to buy 3 nice books @marinasq
and then went over to plaza sing for arcade and the movie
it was a great day spent.
sorry bunny i had been emotic. but it was good having you around.
thanks for everything and sending me home.
i've got lots on my mind recently and its back to emomomo period again.
im fine thou dun worry.
i just feel unjust.
cux i duno ward i've done to deserve this.
you made use of my sympathy and trust.
i felt SO betrayed.
i never felt so betrayed before.
you bastard.
i hope i was wrong in that.
but dun give me the opportunity to prove it right.
prove to me tat you aint a jerk and it was all a misunderstanding n u'll still be my fren.
becux if being nice and trusting means i'll be taken advantage of
then fuck you.
fuck you bastard.